the life you will never want by Mariam Mohamed ADEL

day 1

201802_276 — 2024-03-12 06:26:28 UTC

another day camestruck by and the darkness remains and still the depression rests in every soul, today i felt better than yesterday but i have a feeling something bad will happen today,to be totally honest i don’t know why i wrote that today should be the only day i’m not filled with sadness and i should have every reason to be happy but why you ask?remember yesterday i stated that today would be my sisters wedding ya i’m excited ofcoutrde but well i’m worried i have a feeling everything will go wrong and it will be a doom day yes yes i know just like every other day but today was supposed to be the day everyone was dreaming of ,the day happiness finally made a visit to the deadly town but no it decided to make a u-turn and keep the the deadly town well…deadly i don’t know what to do should i tell someone about my thoughts or would they laugh at me and think i’m stupid i don’t know i’m st- AAAAHHHH i heard a scream a kind of scream that i would hear in my nightmares scared but i couldn’t do it i just couldn’t or i didn’t want to i didn’t want to check who was screaming but i had to my nerves wouldn’t let me stand in my spot i slowly started walking towards the sound i heard the scream from it was deadly silent at that moment to the point where i can hear my loud heartbeats and the creaking sound of the broken tree branches …. omg omg i can’t believe my eyee it real what happening is that is that a a body AHHHHHHH i was at the range of being paralyzed i couldn’t tell who it was i was dreaming it wasn’t a family member so i dont lose anyone,OMG NO NO NO PLEASE ANYONE ELSE AYONE ELSE WHYYY WHYYY DID IT HAVE TO BE MY SISTER!??

day 2

201802_276 — 2024-03-12 06:58:10 UTC

i woke up with regret of living, nothing and i mean nothing will be the same without my beloved sister.there wasn't a second that night which went by with out a tear or shall i say tears on my cheek i still didn't believe it i was hoping id wake up and scream becuase. i was in a nightmare but no everything was true well unfortanetly.i started by day or tried to my eyes finally opened from the sound of the police sirens around my house and within seconds the vampire police barged into my room and there i was getting acused of murder to my own sister.

day 4

201802_276 — 2024-03-21 07:53:50 UTC

a few hours went by and i just really wanted to die literally die what if i could finally meet my sister after 63 hours 28 minutes went by and i keep thinking of all the memories we had and all the memories we lost i never thought i’d say this but i miss our daily fights,food fights,pulling pranks and other strange thinks i didn’t know i’d ever miss like our weekly gossip session with mom ,oh mom how i miss her to even though she can’t stand looking at my face and i can say the same now when all the memories came back to me i heard a loud thump coming from right behind me and i was about to scream until i saw a familiar face one that looked just like my sister???

day 5

201802_276 — 2024-04-22 14:34:17 UTC

unbelievable,unbearable those are the only words i can think of to describe the situation i’m in what no way i’m actually behind bars…m-m-murder?? s-s-sister the only 2 words flying around in my head and the ones i can’t bare i don’t even have the energy to cry but that’s probably because i finished all the tears in me,so let’s do a quick recap why am i getting accused for murder you ask well basically since no tracks or trails are left for anyone else who could’ve killed my sister and i was the closest body said to be next to her i was immediately accused, and i couldn’t find anyway to prove my innocence only the words coming out of my mouths were the ones that were there for me not even my mom believed me and couldn’t stand looking at my face...