“Who am I?”,“My biggest fear”, “What keeps me going?” by Christine Jane Ponsica

“Who Am I?”

christinejaneponsica — 2024-05-09 14:13:46 UTC

I am a girl who is trying to be an independent. From childhood, I always loved to interact with people. I like to know people and make friends. I am not a social person but I can go out with my friends and family in a simple way. Also, I like to visit new places or a destination where I want to go. Traveling anywhere is also one of my goals, because I feel that through traveling I can rest, forget all the problems in a little while. I am serious and disciplined about my studies but sometimes I felt tired of everything, but I’m trying to be a good student and thanks God!, I’m in the list of Dean Lister’s. I am learning music and love to sing. All music what I want to listen are mix. Every person is a mix of good and bad qualities. I am not an early riser by nature. I understand that waking up early is very important to become productive.

I am an ambitious person and a dreamer. My dream is to become a successful person someday in God’s will. I want to help my family, siblings to continue their studies.

While growing up I have realized that I am an individual but I play several roles throughout the day. As per these roles, my behavior and attitude keep altering. This variation adds various shades in my personality.

In my home of course, an older sister that who will take care of my siblings. To do the work in home, but that what parents teach me when I was an elementary and I’m thankful to them for teaching of what I learn to them. I respect them as my parents. The love, care, the fight of my siblings make a beautiful bond to us as a family.

I am a student. Our teachers always try to guide us to realize our path of life. They want us to be sincere in studies and build a successful career. They also instill in us the values of a good human being. I try to be a sincere and obedient student and always do my homework and do well in studies. I also respect my teachers and am an obedient student. My teachers are patient and they always guide me to overcome my mistakes.

I have many friends. I love moving out and spending time with my friends. We help each other in times of need. We live happy moments together. Friendship is very beautiful. I love to make my friends feel special, and never miss wishing them on their birthdays.

Life is full of experiences. Every moment we meet different people and face different situations. In this course of life, we not only get to know different people, but we also get to know ourselves in different ways. As we grow, our likes dislike interest changes. Our perception and outlook toward life also change with time and experience. Thus, the search to the answer to the question of who I am is a lifelong process.

“My Biggest Fear”

christinejaneponsica — 2024-05-09 14:18:01 UTC

My biggest fear in life, is failure. Failure of being a good daughter to my parents, that they’re hoping after I finish my study I will be the one who will provide the needs of my family. As a student, a fear of not passing the grades in every subject, but I try to be a good student, studying every exams in any subjects. I don’t want my mom lossing interest to continue my study because she is the one who provide my needs in school, not like in a 4 years of being a working student that I will be the one who provide what I needs. But my mom trying to, and I’m so thankful to her, I will always put on my mind that I will don’t do anything that can make a mistake. Even if we always problem the financial she’s always finding a way. A college student is not easy. It will always put on my mind that someday I’m like other people who are successful. Also this, a fear of failure on achieving my goals, on how to be a successful woman someday, but I will try and try in Gods will maybe I will achieve of what I want to be in this life. Even if it’s not really easy, just like what I’ve said I will not do anything that my mom will losing of hope as her daughter. Losing my family is also my biggest fear, I don’t want to come in that time. Yes, we live here but we pass away. I will do my best to take care of them. My grandparents, cousin and the parents of my grandparents who are close to me, are already in the hand of Jesus. They are also my inspiration to be successful someday. All this hard, I experienced now will worth someday and this is all for them.

“What Keeps Me Going?”

christinejaneponsica — 2024-05-09 14:20:31 UTC

My goals and my desire to achieve those goals keep me going strong when times get rough. I believe that success is achieved by setting and pursuing goals. If ever I will achieve this goals it’s for my family. I will do and try and try until I succeed. I will never lose of chance or a hope of what will be happen someday or now. I will always talk to God that he will give me more life, so that I will achieve of what in my plan. My family is the reason why I keep going. We all know that in every path you take there’s will be a happening but I will not give up. I promise to my family that I will never ever feel the tired. But without a rest of taking the opportunity it’s not good for our health. I will achieve it, slowly because to be a successful it’s not easy. You have more struggles in life will come anytime. But for me, why people experience that struggle before to become a successful that to test of how strong you are of achieving your plans in life. Also, I believe of what will lord plans in this life, I will thank to him and say that “I deserve it”, will always wait the outcome of what we do. Let’s wait and give efforts of achieving our goals. And I believe this saying “It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation.” —Herman Melville