yiyi, i think i should be the one who apologizes to you. you’ve been too good to me, kamu selalu nemenin dan nanyain aku for the past few days, and also you do understand that i needed time to be alone to gain my energy back. you’re also the energy that makes me heal even faster. :]

there’ll be no criticism for you, yiyiii! OK SO first of all, i want to say thank you for the past few days. thank you for allowing me to be your girlfriend! i’m honestly sad that our time together must come to an end, but you’ve been great to me. i feel so comfortable with you. there’s a lot that i really want to say and pour into words, but as you know, words aren’t really something i’m able to do well. i do realize that you being there for me for the past few days really brings out the joy in me! answering your texts and having a random conversation with you will always be my favorite time of the day. i thank you so much for giving me such joy, and thank you for being someone i could rely on! you’re the best from the best.

do you know that i also love how you pamper me and how you express your love to me. kamu selalu make sure untuk apa kabar aku setiap harinya, dan kamu selalu respon setiap chat aku yang kadang nggak jelas dan super bawel! aku suka bangeeeet that you’ll always make time to chat with me even though you’re busy, and i also love how you understand me even when i struggle to explain myself to you. thank you so much yiyi for everything! i love you the most. ayuk pacaran lagi kapan-kapaaaan! ♥️

thank you so much, yiyi! i love it so much. i don’t know how to express how thankful and how loved i am right now. :( i also got something for you! tapi aku masih ada urusan dulu! i’ll send it to you soon! ok!

Please don't stop scattering happiness in this cruel world. Your presence matters and I will not forget to reaffirm you everyday! Being with you feels like I came back to my childhood home where I still find a childhood wonder within. Being with you feels like my shoulders are not heavy anymore. You ease my mind; I believe everyone who has ever met you agrees with my statement. You have something that makes people feel drawn to you. Your charm is something else! The way you explained your likings ... 🥹 That’s the seciest thing that you could do—help. Just know that I really love talking to you and bet, I will come back to this home sooner or later. Just know that my heart always calls your name. I hope it is sufficient to describe what I feel about you, despite the fact that I know that you are not able to be described by words. You are beyond everything; the stars, the moon, the sun. You invented the word love because ever since I met you, my mind kept humming your name as my own love. You are easy to admire, you have all that people never thought they could.

I am really happy for the chance I could be loved by you. Everything we have passed by together will be engraved on the tree where everything begins. Thank you for being the best companion of my 2025. You are the first one who can make me laugh easily. You are the first one who will be the destination of my wandering. With you, I feel whole. If the world allows us, hope that we can meet again as two beings who love each other. If the world allows us, I will wait for your warmth on my doorstep.

For once again, Jal Yimut, I will keep adoring you because you deserve a lot of good things in this world. Just don’t stop making everyone singing and dancing happily. Please, let the world know how your love is. After this, I will pray for the best outcome of anything you are currently encountering. Wish you the best of luck. Do not forget to eat well and keep yourself healthy. Thank you for everything, Jal! You are one of a kind and you should know that. I hope the world continues treating you well. As once love, will always be love. Until then, live well. Until then, be happy always, Jal!

Aaand happy Valentine’s day. I hope your day will be full of love and prosperity. Make everyone happy, Jal!

Al, Al, Al...Thank you for the 24 hours we spent together. I truly felt your full attention, and it meant more than I can say. You didn’t just show up—you always give me what I wanted. Kisses and hugs that I cherised. And you really listened to what I said, thank you. You read the form thoroughly, and followed my preferences like you were signing up for something serious. ⭐️

The way you match my energy? Impressive. Whether I’m a joking ness or calm, you move with me instead of against me. That kind of understanding is rare. You’re rare.

I was honestly so shy about waking up so late yesterday. Embarrassed, even. But you didn’t make me feel bad. You were patient. Still gentle. Still loving. That softness... I noticed. And I'm happy that you could turn one nad event to a good one ;)

Every “I love you” from you has weight. None of them go unheard or unnoticed. I hold onto each one like it matters—because it does.

Every gift you gave, every story you posted, every writing on base you wrote, and especially the last video gift... they’re all precious to me. They aren’t just gestures; they’re memories now. Proof of how deeply you care, in your own way.

Thank you for being an intentional lover to me. Someone who doesn’t just love loudly, but loves thoughtfully. I have no idea how to make up to you for staying with me for a day, like, I myself never give you a gift. I'm sorry... Al, never take anything for granted. I hope your future is kind and gentle to you. I hope you take care of yourself like you take care of me: loving. Honestly, Al, I hope we can stay longer! 🌹

But i would say sorry kalo agak slr sayang, terus kalo misal ada hal hal yang ga berkenan di kamu i really say sorry ya (please maafin aku) i love you i love you i love you bintang lautku ⭐

Last, mungkin kak Yihir bisa dengerin lagu ini (https://open.spotify.com/track/7nEZZ1mWK7h98x8ENbQuqJ?si=XjUqODF4Rt2AGt8XnEdHaw) ya di waktu senggang, i love you sekali lagi Kak Yihir! Sehat selalu yaaa ❤️

SERU! satu kata yg bisa aku gambarin waktu pacaran sama kak yihir itu seru!! aku nulis di form maunya low maintenance tapi aku ngrasa tetep seru ga boring samsek sumpah... kak yihir bisa lanjutin topik ke mana mana plus dia itu lucu... ada aja idenya buat balesin chatku HAHAHAHA. terus yang aku suka dari kak yihir dia bales semua bbc aku... literally semuanya tuh dibales.. makanya obrolan kita jadi makin panjang. selama pacaran aku ngrasa disayang banget deh, padahal free rent.... tapi dia sampe pda... lucu ga sih... dia juga bikin pfp couple manips????? HELLO???? ya Allah, naksir banget 😭 tapi mungkin ada sedikit miss di awal awal, perasaan aku nulis di form tuh buat engga kirim foto idol tapi kak yihir ngirim pas greetings ke rc aku, mungkin aku salah isi formnya ya.. soalnya aku nulis 'dont' jadi kak yihir salah nangkep, TAPI im totally OKAY KOK beneran soalnya itu cuma pas awal doang selebihnya engga dan sesuai sama form yg aku tulis, i still love him anywayyy. overall aku ga ada saran atau kritik lagi, ini full honest reviewku selama pacaran imut sama kak yihir. Thank you kak yihir and nima!!!

oh! aku udah pernah bilang belum kalau aku tuh paling seneng pas kakak pda? kalau belum, aku suka banget kak! kata-kata kakak tuh maniiiisss banget, sumpah 👍 sampai bisa bikin aku ngerasa hangat dan hampir nangis saking sukanya, makasih banyak ya kakakk...

jujur, aku sebenarnya pengen lebih banyak pda lagi, tapi aku juga paham banget kakak punya kesibukan, aku tau kakak juga pasti udah berusaha nyempetin waktu disela-sela sibuknya kakak, makanya itu aku tetep happy no metter what 🥰

aku selalu seneng tiap kakak udah manggil aku adek atau ily, suka! aku seperti bisa merasakan sayangnya kakak dari panggilan itu ☺️✨ apalagi pas kakak nyebut diri kakak dengan panggilan iyal yang aku kasih padahal aku aja masih bingung ide darimana sampai bisa buat nama iyal untuk kakak ❔

sebenarnya ada beberapa momen tuh aku sempet ngerasa sedikit kecewa, karena kakak kadang kayak—apa ya... kayak kurang peka gitu... tapi itu cuma beberapa moment kok! dan aku ga pernah bener-bener bisa kecewa soalnya selebihnya tuh kakak bener-bener ngetreat aku dengan baik. ntah dari gombalan cringe yang kakak kasih, kakak yang ga tau sesuatu, bahkan kakak selalu ikut aja sama asbunanku, semua itu beneran selalu bikin aku senyum tiap hari 😁❤️

makasih ya, kakaakk. aku bahagia banget bisa ketemu kakak dan jadi pacarnya kakak, aku dengan yakin bisa bilang kalau aku bersyukur banget beberapa hariku ini dilewatin bareng kakak!

makasih ya kakak udah mau nerima permintaan aku lagi buat balik nemenin hari aku beberapa hari ini. i’m really really really grateful for that (aku harap setelah ini kakak masih mau nerima aku..)

kakak you should know… there isn’t a single gift from you that i don’t like. everything you give me always means so much to me. aku selalu suka, semuanya 💝

makasih ya untuk semua perlakuan dan juga kata-kata manis yang selalu kakak limpahin ke aku. i really feel loved by you. thank you for spending your time on me even tho i know you’re super busy. makasih untuk semua usaha kakak biar aku selalu ngerasa disayangi dan dicintai

you’re such a loving person, kak… truly. like, how can i still feel so loved even when you’re super busy? ya apa lagi kalau bukan karena kamu orang yang punya segudang besar kasih sayang

i’m so sorry for semua tingkah ceroboh aku that might’ve made it seem like i don’t appreciate you. i never meant it that way… 😓 i’m sorry if i made your days feel heavier these past few days kakak 😓 sorry… thank you… and i love you kakak..

(i really hope this isn’t the last. i still want to make up for everything to you…😓)

These past days with you have been a quiet blessing I’ll always hold close. The days we’ve spent together have been a quiet blessing, moments that felt simple, yet meaningful in ways words can hardly describe. I’m grateful beyond measure for the warmth you’ve given so genuinely. Thank you for being there—for filling my days with warmth, laughter, and a kind of calm I didn’t know I needed the most. Your presence has been like a soft sunrise after a long night: steady, gentle, and full of grace. I’m deeply grateful for every little moment, every conversation, and every kindness you’ve shared so sincerely.

Kak Yiel... When I think of you, I think of someone who embodies gentleness in its truest form. You’ve carried yourself with maturity and warmth, the kind that doesn’t demand attention but naturally draws comfort. You’ve been tender in words, caring in gestures, and genuine in your way of listening. All the things that make someone feel seen and cherished. You’ve played your role not as an act, but as someone whose heart understands affection in its quietest language.

And now, as this chapter gently closes, I just want to say thank you—once again, and maybe one last time. Our time together will always remain a beautiful memory I’ll look back on with a soft smile. I hope the world continues to be kind to you, just as kind as you’ve been to me. Farewell, my Dove of Heart, may your path be bright and filled with peace.

I'm glad that we could talk about so many things even though maybe in the end we might not really interact much because our schedule but trust me, I'm happy and I don't really mind—instead I appreciate you for always giving your time.

Then, let's rewind to our first meeting. I'm so excited to meet you because I've seen you eversince the first QnA on Greaves Hill (I think). You caught my attention because:

1. YOU USE INTAK??!

2. In one of those question (about Gunwook and something more), Zlatan recommend you.

3. Your name is so beautiful!

(Bonus)

4. YOU AVAILABLE ON LINE (and I heard your love language is sharing on VOOM).

As I get to know you, I think you're an impressive person. I love how you tell me something I don't know. I love how you recommend me something new. I also love how you teach me new things and also excited when talking about it!

It really unfortunate that time is not on our side. But no worries, in the first place I have 0 problem with low maintenance relationship. So it's fine.

I don't know if it'd be categorize into critism, advice, or maybe just a yaps. After our 3rd or 4th day I think our dynamics shift quite a bit. I hope it's not because of me. I wanted to say sorry if I might offend you. Or maybe my attitude irritate you. :c ALSO! The Voom incident. Ckck. I was really mad when the announcement come out. But what can we do.

Other than that, I'm so glad to finally be able being yours. I don't know if this can be counted as proper honest review or not but I'm really thankful for you! Xixixixi. I'm sorry (again) for this late honest review. Love you more my Jaja. (Lovestruck)(Lovestruck)

In short, it was amazing. You are amazing! :]

I think it's obvious that I'm a tad bit of a lonesome person who is always excited to talk about things. And, oh, how I loved talking to you. I was excited the whole time I was with you. Was it the sugary chocolate I downed before meeting you, or was it just my heart threading red strings around you—either way, I really loved spending time with you. I love how you responded back to me with the same effort... love how you took care of me. It's amazing how connected I feel with you despite how brief our meeting was—I felt like I've known you for a long time...

Telegram was jealous of us, I know it was with how it treated us. Regardless, despite it all, even so... our love wins. #LoveWinsAll.

Thank you, Jayi! Thank you for the willingness to spend your time with me, thank you for the warm affection and tender kisses, thank you for listening to me, thank you for talking to me! I'm just grateful for you and I feel like I might melt away with endless I love yous if I keep on typing so... hehe... I love you! I hope to see you around, perhaps soon? :3

In the meantime, please take care. Thank you for the card, I wish you an early new year, too! Semoga happy-happy ya pas jedar-jeder nanti malam. (Aku sih bobo.) ^___^

Frankly speaking, you’re so good at doing all the request. Ibaratnya, kalau nendang bola ke gawang nggak pernah meleset? Iya kaya gitu lah kira-kira. The session happened way better than I expected. You’re bringing out the expectations into reality. And it shows that you pays attention to details.

Cause conversation is the main key (at least through my point of view), I’m going to point out the way you made the conversation went really well—how it flows slowly yet so meaningful. Dan bukan conversation yang bikin aku harus mikir berat.

Besides, the way you treat me is making me raising a solid 10 point for you—it truly caught my heart. Kaya yang aku bilang sebelumnya, you’re creating the warmth I never thought I’d ever feel. You’re turning all the surreal into reality and you’re making it so wonderful.

Terus, kamu suka kasih encouragement either directly or indirectly and I love that. Somehow, waktu rasanya udah capek banget tapi ngobrol sama kamu kaya bikin energi nambah lagi. Kamu beneran ray of the sun bust aku yang loyoan without you knowing. It feels like we’re the good match in a relationship. Makanya, obrolan sama kamu tuh nggak bikin jenuh. Pokoknya, kalau ada 8 aspek yang perlu dinilai, aku akan kasih kamu straight 10. 👍🏻 I hope you understand why.