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poetic lies

clever lies

i write poetry

and i dream of writing symphonies

that will outlast me

my dreams outcast me

so they are hidden

my motivations silent

“final boss”

final boss my ass there’s no way

i will not be deterred by a player

im dating one

people hate me

when that one girl

THAT ONE GIRL

with short hair

tells me everyone likes me

she only sees me that way

because she doesn’t let me tell my story

so here i am writing it again

hoping someone would listen

im that friend that’ll take a bullet for you

Im that friend that gets talked over

I’m that friend that no one listens to

I’m that friend that gets left out of plans

I’m that friend that no one notices that my smile is fake

I’m that friend that’ll be there for you to vent to when you need it but I’ll keep my problems to myself bc I don’t want to burden you

I’m that older sister that babysits 24/7

I’m that older sister that gets told “why don’t you do your schoolwork?!” After they asked me to do something for them

I’m that older sister that when im proud of something they’ll brush it off

I’m that older sister that when I ask for something it’s a no but to my younger siblings ask it’s a yes

I’m that failure “why are you so quiet?”

I’m that failure “go socialize”

im that failure “fat”

I’m that failure, failure, failure

I no longer find enjoyment in my old hobbies

I don’t have time for it

It’s all do this do that

Don’t eat so much

No one would miss me right?

Probably, no they’d probably miss their babysitter

Fake it till you make it

That’s what they say

Fake it till you make it

I don’t remember my childhood

All memories are either gone or vague

“Does she behave at home?”

…im done I can’t anymore

but i cant eat i just cant food makes me sick... but I'm so hungry but maybe if i stop eating ill look like the pretty girls who are skinny and beautiful and have the perfect body's

i want to be like them so bad... but im just here with out a purpose...

-Jade-

-jade-

-Jade

53 days and for what?

i could have spent each day doing it all over again

resetting my streak

tearing at skin

that doesn’t sit right on my bones

not calling a guy i wasn’t even dating

that doesn’t love me

And too tall and kinda big and I don't like it😞 I wish I could be average night but yeah

And my feet are too big

I don't want to be an actress to be famous, or to be rich, I want it because it seems fun, and I seem to enjoy it, and I just love it. My parents don't know that this is what I want. I don't want to be a main character in my first movie or show, maybe a side character or other character, such as the main character's best friend, who is seen for a certain portion of the movie, or maybe somebody like a girl in the candy store who has like a few lines but is important later on in the movie, but I'm kinda shy and introverted. But not THAT much. I still want to do it. I do know that the acting industry has its downsides, but almost everything has good sides and bad sides.

 And if I DO end up as an actress (Big or small role), how do I stay in character and be convincing, and just be a good actress in general, and how to have a good audition? I'd love to hear from you guys, especially from any actors or actresses themselves!  I'd love to hear from anyone who thinks they have good advice or can help! 

ALSO, I NEED TO CONVINCE MY PARENTS😭

I'm WAY too sensitive because today my dad made a joke and my mom went along with it and my little sis believed it was true and started crying. I dunno why but I was upset that they made her cry like that and I got mad and started crying a little bit and was like "don't make cruel jokes like that!" But my parents aren't bad parents or anything, They love us! They were just making a joke, But my little sister believed them until my parents calmed her down. BUT I GOT UPSET THEY MADE HER CRY. BECAUSE I'M SUCH A BABY AND I SHOULD'VE NOT CARED AS MUCH AS I DID. 

And I'm so awkward and shy, in my head I'm this brave badass person (sorry for mild swearing I don't really swear sorry) who can be savage and stand up for herself. But I'm not.

And I WISH I CAN BE MORE RESPONSIBLE, !Y MOM KEEPS TELLING ME CLEAN UP, I WANT TO REMEMBER😭😭😭

I talk to much and too fast and my parents don't really understand what I said a lot of the time.

I hate it. Why am I like this!? 

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-Jade

and all my friends think i’m stupid

because he was so so awful.

“you really miss the way he’d blame you for everything?” “you miss the way he’d make promises and break them?” “you miss the way he used your self harm against you?” “you miss the way he would vape at school? what about how he’d call you selfish for wanting to end your life?!”

they don’t understand there was a time when he was my everything.

there was a time he was my reason to get up in the morning. he was my reason that i lived and loved. the reason i felt loved and cared for and like i belonged.

i miss belonging.

i miss the way he’d compliment me, like that one time he said i looked like a goddess. i miss the way we would talk about our futures, and giggle as we came up with names for all the pets and kids we would have. i miss the way he would check in with me- making sure i ate that day, making sure i went to therapy, making sure i wouldn’t cut. i miss him begging me to hang out so we could kiss and cuddle and laugh and just stare at each other and smile. i miss when he would text me and call me and facetime me. i miss being called “baby” and “my love”. i miss staying up until midnight whispering “no, i love you more!”

because now i have to let it go.

and watch him do all those things

with the 15th girl in line, my friend. who had promised me she didn’t like him. and that she would choose me over him any day.

a lot of people don’t like the expression “born in the wrong body” because of the connotations, but for me personally it feels like the whole truth. my body is too small for me to fit inside. there’s flesh and tissue and fat in places where it shouldn’t be. when i look in the mirror, especially without clothes on, it doesn’t feel like i’m looking at myself. i have to actively remind myself that that IS me. that IS me, and i can’t change that without so much work. it’s not fair that we have to fight so hard to get something that cis people were born with, that we should have had from the beginning. i’m so tired of living in a vessel that doesn’t feel like it belongs to me. it’s going to take so much work just to feel comfortable in my own skin and it’s not fucking fair. sometimes i love being the way i am, but today it’s only exhausting and painful. i just wish i could fast forward the next few years and get where i want to be right now. you don’t have to respond if you don’t want, by the way. i don’t need comfort, i just need to be seen and heard. i just wanted to say it. and i was maybe hoping someone would read it. but either way, writing it down takes away some of the pain.

I kind of feel like temporarily running away... if I'm gone for a bit maybe things will get a little better after some freedom and kind of a fresh start...idk...they love me...I know they do...I just feel kind of lost...my older sister is having lots of problems with finishing high school... my parents aren't very happy with her... she just got  her phone back for the first time in months...I'm feeling anxious sometimes... crying...angry...my sister's having lots of hard times with school, not to mention she has. ADD/ADHD (I dunno) and Autism. What about my little sister and parents? I hope they're okay... or if my family will soon start falling apart...I hope not...

By the way it's slightly exaggerated

Maybe I should run away for a period of time (2 weeks to 4 months) But that period of time is just kind of like a vacation amount...but it doesn't matter... running away is dangerous especially for girls. 

I need a bit of help

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-A trans boy whos scared

- A overthinker

-jade

My mom is obsessed with health and stuff, and gets mad at me for eating 2 cookies instead of half one of a whole one. According to her I'm irresponsible because my rooms not perfectly clean 24/7. I didn't have my tablet since January for that reason. I've had it back for like 2 weeks.

My dad wants me to get a job, or reeeeeaaaalllyyyy supports it so we'll be successful in future. I get that but I'm in 6 grade for goodness sake, and my little sister is so annoying.

My younger sister is in 3 grade and sometimes she is sweet but other times she's the devil in disguise. she comes into my room without asking and touches all my books and stuff. And sits on my chair and bed and makes herself comfortable and then plays the poor little victim when I get mad and tell her to go away. And idk what's wrong with me but I DESPISE, I CAN'T STAND when she's humming or singing. She KNOWS that. I CAN TELL. When we're in the car so I can't escape and she knows I'm already annoyed about smth, she starts humming because she knows I hate it. And before you call me dramatic, I can tell by her behavior. And she's SUCH A WHINY STUPID BRAT.

And I have so many rules I'm gonna share because I dunno I need to tell someone

1: No sleepovers unless with relatives, bc they're afraid I'll get molested or smth

2: No devices in my bedroom at night unless its Friday or Saturday. Can't have devices until 3:30-4:00 PM and have them upstairs by 8:00-8:30

3: Only 2-3 pieces of Easter or Halloween candy per day (Like even the small kinds)

4: No music like Taylor Swift or Ariana Grande or anything. So yeah when my friends talk abt that kinda stuff I feel pretty left out

5: No swearing. Personally I think this is like a normal rule parents should have because I mean I wouldn't want my kids to swear either but if I ever swear I'll probably get smacked in the mouth or have to eat hot sauce or soap.

6: I can't eat as much desserts and stuff as I'd like to, like once I had a cookie and then drank a soda so I couldn't have a second cookie. Or only one slice of pie that's like small when I see everyone else getting seconds or thirds and not being scared of getting caught.

7: No talking back. Like at all. If I'm trying to make a point about something my dad will interrupt and be like "Stop talking back." If I say something my mom happens to disagree with or not like she'll be like "Stop talking back" and go on a whole long lecture about how I need to stop talking.

8: Keep my room clean all the time. Seems like a pretty normal rule but I mean like, there could be a few things on the floor and suddenly its a pigsty. And I work for like two hours to get my room clean. Its almost PERFECT. And all I got was an "its acceptable."

9: A lot of TV shows/movies I'm not allowed to watch like Wednesday or Stranger Things. There's more but I cannot remember them at the moment. 10: Only social media I can have is YouTube. I get this because sometimes social media isn't good for preteens and teens but my moms completely convinced I'll become emo and run away and suddenly every child predator to ever exist will come for me.

I know I'm dramatic. Sorry

But anyways, I've thought of running away. Dangerous but freedom. Stupid though so probably not.

-Sherwood