What the Light Couldn't Hide. by Julther Ashford.

xEarL — 2025-05-26 01:15:56 UTC

Hello my gorgeous man and known as Edvard! Beforehand i wanna express my truly truly apology for being unhurried of sending honest review because i really got sick about my busyness :[ i wanna say a gratitude for you as well for being a such good boyfriend whom i’ve ever met in my world! (It’s serious ples) thank you for accompanying me already for almost 5 days and i really lucky that we’ve ever met in this occasion, you are a luminescence one in my gloom space and i really admit that! Even when the time i’m being unhurried for some moments, you’re still doing your best even though we have a short conversation for some moments as well HUHUU THIS ONE I REALLY APOLOGISE T____T Edvard is the one who always makes me smile and giggle randomnly! I really enjoyed when i’m possessing a conversation because your jokes and I truly tremendously matchh! Edvard tuh for some moments is being adorable and besides, he’s able to be the one who always annoys you! (Love hate relationship can be relating this period) and for some moment he’s the one who always makes my cheeks are fulled with a rosy-mark…?? LIKE YOUR FLIRTY JUST HITS DIFF to others and i’m truly into when you’re doing that….??? Like this is the relationship that i always want to be embodied and i really grateful that i did that with you for sure! For 5 days you’ve done your best-way and i have nothing of critism regarding your service or behavior! ;) i must say that he’s the best man that i’ve ever stared at and the most sweetest man as well, it’s such a pleasant to have a while-relationship with you and thank you for being such like that! Please always make sure that you constantly have a well-being of body and being nice to others! Perhaps we shall meet in another occasion when the atmosphere are meant to be! Thank you for accompanying me for 5 days my gorgeous man, edvard. <3

It was written from my profound heart, really! Yours, Miselith.

xEarL — 2025-05-26 01:26:51 UTC

HEY KAKAK THANK YOU FOR ONE DAYS... seneng bisa kenal kakakkk, seneng bisas jadi pacar kakak yang keyen ini! thank you kakak, makasihh buat semuanya! YOUR WORDS ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY KAKAK..... THANK YOU.... 🤍 I REALLY LIKE YOUR GIFT... AKU BAKAL NYIMPEN VIDEONYA <3 i loveee spending timee with kakak, aku sangat merasa di sayang-sayang! kakak yang keren.... huhu kakak baik banget... YOU'RE GOOD BOYFRIEND KAKAK... jangan ngomong gitu... you're THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD.

no matter how many storms try to knock you down, I will always be your savior, and I will always be the person at the forefront to protect you, I will be on your side, you should never be afraid of being alone, always remember that I am with you, kak edvard! <3

kak, you know that you are so great since you were able to weather yesterday's storm, and that makes you cool! Just so you know, not everyone is as strong as you are. You are amazing because of everything you have overcome, including people who have been cruel to you and a world that isn't always on your side. However, none of that defines you as a horrible person. However, looking back on the event, everything may be learned for the future, and I'm proud of that. The fact that you stand on your own two feet without the assistance of others is even more astounding. Wow, keep going despite the storm's constant attempts to, kak! 🔥

xEarL — 2025-05-28 12:51:59 UTC

maaf yaaa aku telat ngasih honest reviewnyaa, dikejar-kejar kegiatan huhuhu. OKAY SEKARANG aku mau ngasih sertifikat best boyfriend buat kak juyi kalau bisaa! karena beneran deh, 8 hari sama kak juyi terasa cepeeeeet banget saking nyamannyaaa. kak juyi super care, baik banget sama aku, aku selalu ngerasa nggak kesepian lagi semenjak pacaran sama kak juyi kemarin. aku suka banget cara kakak treat pacar, super duper baik dan telaten. apalagi untuk aku yang suka disayang-sayang, yang kak juyi kasih ke aku beneran sesuai sama request-an aku diformat y____y. kak juyi ini beneran tipe cowok yang bisa ngerti pacarnya bangettttt banget banget, mau dengerin semua cerita aku, mau ladenin berisiknya aku, terus aku suka kegemesan sendiri pas liat respon kakak pas aku kirimin video gemes gitu. aku yakin kalian semua gaakan nyesel pilih kak julther buat jadi pacar even cuma sehari. aku yang 8 hari aja beneran gada bosen-bosennya, malah kurang banget rasanya huhuhu. last but not least, aku mau say thankyou ke kak juyi, karena udah nemenin aku selama 8 hari belakangan ini. aku jadi ngerasa hidup aku lebih berarti karena ada kakak disini, ‘till we meet again yaa kak juyi! sukses dan bahagia selaluu, have fun liburannyaaa! 🤍

xEarL — 2025-05-28 12:59:41 UTC

sayaaangg, time flies so fast during our time, ya… (emang cuma sehari sih tapi yaa TETEP AJA???) and i just realized it’s the time to saying goodbye, NAUUUURRR 🤩 ((maaf alay, TAPIAKUBENERAN)). sumpah ya… honestly i WANT to spend more timee with youu :c but yaaa aku jugaa mendadak abis ini sibuukk #mudikmendadakguys. jadi… lemme show you my heartfelt expression when im with you!

sehari sama kamu tuh, beneran berasa keren bangeeet. aku seneng banget :p karenaa kamu beneran sesuai sama apa yangg aku mau… our time feels so incredible! kamu tuh se talkactive itu ya… aku sukabanget cerita cerita sama kamuu, trus respon kamunyaa juga BAGUSBANGEETTT BIKIN AKU SENYAM SENYUM??????. idk… rasanya chatan apa aja sama kamu tuh aku senyam senyum… kayaknya ini tanda tanda mulai #terpelet…. mana topiknya ngalir banget lagi, DARI TUNGTUNG SAHUR TRUS KE CI MEHONG WAKWKWK LUCUBANGET. truuss you’re REALLY a dramatic person AHAHAHAH. apaan banget pertanyaan kemaren… kamu mau jadi gantungan kunci aku juga bakal tetep suka #serius. OH IYA, aku enjooooyy bangeet sama windah kita kemarenn, KAMU BENERAN FWB BANGET YA WKWKWK. senengnyaaa suka hal yang sama bareng pacarkuu. kamu excited banget pas nonton WKWKWK LUCU, next time kita harus nonton windah lagi okaay?? trus yaaa your service to me beneran se OKE ituu, kamu beneran match my freak juga (match my energy) 😭😭😭😭😭. intinya ya… kamu… beneran… keren… banget… sesuai banget sama fornat akuuu… SENENGGG karena kamu udah berusaha yang terbaikk. you did it VERY VERY WELL SAYAAANG! menurutku sih kamu sejauh ini gaada kurangnya yaaa :p.

i hope, in next time we will have any chance to being together agaainn yaaa. AKUBAKALKANGEN SIH INI… you got me HAHAH. terima kasih banyak yaaa karena sudah berusahaa, i really appreciate it! *tepuk tangan*. hehe, aku beneran bersyukur karenaa bisa ketemu kamuu :D KAMU TUH YAAA…. aku gatau kata katanya… YOU CAN’T DESCRIBED ONLY WITH WORDS SUMPAH. intinya MAKASIHBANGEEET. i hope you’ll always take care with yourself and your duty yaaa, jangan nunda nunda makan nantii pas udah selesai bulan puasa (KALO PAS MASIH PUASA JANGAN MOKEL!!!!), minum air putih yang banyak, andd also vitamins if yoy need that! kalo capek it’s okay to take a rest, thankiesss ERIERIMACCHH for every energy, time, effort, andd everything you’ve done to meee. if i’m done with something wrong, forgive me pleaseee? :c. i love youuu, more than you love me *definitely HAHAH* i’ll miss you… doain aku gak sibuk yaa nanti biar kita bisa pacaran lagii! and i’ll always love you, Julther Ashford. 🥰

xEarL — 2025-05-28 13:00:01 UTC

Oh my sweetest Ed, time flies so fast ya? You’re still being the sweetest creature i’ve ever met. You didn’t change a bit, except your love that more showering me and melted me away. I loved the way you keep appreciating me, complimenting me, supporting and comforting me everyday, oh this is the way i get loved by you.. My Ed, words can’t tell how sweet, lovely, and cute you’re in my eyes. You love never feel real cause i always fly away when you gave me the best love that you’ve got. And i’m truly shocked when you tried to show me your bestest for this session, especially about last night. I feel so happy and proud to have a chance to be with you, even just for a day. My lovely Ed, thank you for everything yaa. I’m sorry if my words hurt you or make you feel overwhelmed. But all i wanted to say is you’re already doing your best. And i’m really proud of you, my Ed. You’re the boyfriend that everyone should have at least once in their lifetime. Have the bestest day, my Ed. ❤️

xEarL — 2025-05-28 13:00:31 UTC

So, this one is dedicated to my beloved boyfriend, Edvard 🤍

First of all and foremost, since the very first time you texted me and come to my room chat, i could already feel about your positive energy and how you could make me enjoy talking to you. Second of all, i just love everything about you, the way you talk to me, the way you treat me, the way you always praise me, the way you make me feel loved and the way you showered me with affections. Jalanin sesi sama kamu beneran bikin aku ngerasa disayang dan diperhatiin, aku gak ngerasa lagi ngobrol sama stranger, kamu gak pernah bikin aku ngerasa di treat sebagai seorang customer, but literally like a real lover.

You are beyond my expectations, aku beneran happy waktu kamu bisa fulfill my ccriteria perfectly, kamu lucu bangeettt suka puji puji aku, aku selalu gemes sama kamu kalau kamu bales pap aku, i could give you ♾/10 for your services.

Sayaaangg, thank you for taking care of me for 2 days yaaah, semua yang kamu kasih ke aku, pujian, affections, semuanya kerasa tulus, feels like it really came from the deepest part of your heart... and for the gifts, you really make my heart flutter... semua hadiahnya lucu... gak ada yang gagal bikin aku happy

I'm beyond satisfied rent kamu, sangat amat puas dan aku gak bakal ragu buat re-rent kamu lagi, i hope you don't mind about it hehe 🫣

Also, i would to say sorry for everything i have done wrong, aku pasti juga ada salah sama kamu selama sesi kitaa, maaf juga aku sering away buat kelas atau gak sengaja ketiduran, i swear i didn't mean it, i hope you understand about it ya. I'll miss you ikan asinkuu, and i promise I'll be back, i definitely will be back so wait me yaa☹️ don't forget about me even the tiniest things ya, soon or later aku bakal balik buat ketemu kamu. You deserve a whole world and lotta love Edvard, see you in another time by another chance ya sayangku, much love dari Ayaa buat ikan asinkuu. 🤍

xEarL — 2025-05-28 13:00:52 UTC

hii kakaak, sebelumnya aku minta maaf because it took me quite a long time to write this due to my sudden businesses lately. i hope that’s okay, yaaa. i also want to thank you for everything we’ve been through, you really are a good brother for me! first of all, i was on my blue phase and felt like i need someone to be my company while i was passing those stages. yet i made my decision neat to seek for an older brother who can embrace me in protects and love. then i found you! thanks to cece who gave me recommendations HAHAHA. i feel really lucky to met you, and able to spent some times with you. even though we didn’t talk much, but i can feel that kak wiyey is a really caring person. he treats me like his own little sister and even match my energy just like what i said on the scheme. kak wiyey bener-bener cocokk untuk jadi seorang yang peduli sama sekitarnya.. he paid attention to the smallest thing and took care of everyone around him. kakak juga selalu ngabarin aku setiap ada kesibukan, and that is why i feel appreciated because you won’t let me hanging without notices. you fit almost all the expectations i made. aku cuma ada saran sedikit.. yaa? tolong formatnya dibaca lebih teliti lagi, because at first i asked you to use ‘lo-gue’ or such to talk with me, but you use ‘aku-kamu’ instead. tapi gapapaaa kok! aku juga sadar mungkin karena mepet jadi kakak juga ngejar waktu untuk chat aku. i appreciate your willingness in accepting my form and your hard work. selain itu juga ngga ada lagi kok, you did a good job overall and i really amazed at your work! maaf yaa karena selama sesi aku sering hilang-hilangan without giving you a notice, since i was on my rush time those days. i forgot to write a low maintenance trope.. t___t but i hope you will forgive me. you deserve all good things in this world, setelah ini tolong jaga kesehatan yaa kakak, and prioritize yourself first among everything. i wish all the good things for you, thank you for doing the best you can do. i feel nothing but happiness when i’m with you, thaaaank youuu.

xEarL — 2025-05-28 13:01:10 UTC

so sad it's time to end our session. finally i'll write an honest review for my beloved ex boyfriend *rent*... hufttt i feel like it's over soooo soon :<

okaaay, before that i'd say buunchhh of thankssss to you for accompanying mee frooom 3 days ago until now. i really enjoy spending my precious time with someone as amazing as youuuu 🫵🏻🫵🏻🫵🏻. you treat me soooo well andd i feel soooo loved by youuu 💗💗🫂🫂. i love the way you called me "bibiy, anak kecil, sayang". i loveee the way you pamper me in all the ways that make me really feel soo comfortable when i'm with youuu. I LOVEEEEE THE WAY YOUUU APPRECIATED MEEEE AND ALSOOO I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE MEE FEEL THAT I AM WORTH SOMETHING 🥹💗. apayaaaa kamu tuu udaa cukup sesuai samaa kriteria yang akuu tulis diformat. you always can make my heart flutter.... APALAGI TYPING KAMU YANG NYAMAIN AKUUUU LUCUU BANGETTT 💗____💗. kakaa jugaa selaluuuu nanggepin cerita akuu dengan baikkk, akuu beneran berasaa didengeriinnn. kaka kaloo mau off lama jugaa ngabarin akuu, kalo dia lupa dia bakalan minta maaf padahal aku gapapaa... dia bener-bener menghargai akuu selama kita jalanin sesi. for service, of course i'll give you 100/10!!!!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ untuk kakaaa karena afeksi yang kakaa kasih beneran sampaaiii ke akuuuu

untuk PDAnya jugaa lumayaan kenceengggg, aku dipamerin dimanaa-manaa. kaka jugaa suka pamerin little gift yang aku kasih ke diaa, ntah ituu ke story ataau base. jadi aku merasaa lebii dihargainn dan makin senengg kasih kakaa video lucuuu ditambah lagiii kakaa juga ngasih akuu video-video gemeeyyyy

POKOKNYA TEMENTEMEN kalo kalian mauu bfr yang bisaa lovey-dovey rls tapi adaa tengilnya dikittt 🤏🏻, good listener, asikk, bucin bangetbangetbanget, sukaa pamerin kalian, clingyyyy, SUKA BIKIN SALTING 🫵🏻, ga kakuu daan baik puolllll, JANGAN RAGU DAN JANGAN BIMBANG PILIH KA EDVARDDDDD YAA TEMENTEMEN ‼️‼️‼️‼️ kaloo ga percayaaa, buktiin ajaaa sendiri 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

xEarL — 2025-05-28 13:01:36 UTC

kalo kek gini aja waktu cepet banget berlalu nyaa, kan jadi sedihh☹️. Edvard nih seruuu banget suer diajak ngobrol, selalu nyambung, jadi ga ada boring boring nyaa. Aku sangat berterima kasih kepada lelaki yang kucintai, Edvard, yang udah mau dengerin semua keluh kesah ku and give feedback yang sangat sangat membantu aku yang lagi down banget. bener bener ngertiin aku walau maaf banget ya Edvard sayang sering aku tinggal, jawab chat bisa 1jam an kadang 😭😭😭, MAAF BANGETT. heran nya kok sabaaarrrrr terussss, kan jadi merasa sedih akutuhh😢. kamu juga sering ngabarin jadi aku ga tinggal tanpa dikasih tau apapun (walau ditinggal juga ga lama banget ya) TAPI POINT + KARNA UDAH NGABARIN 💗💗💗. Edvard ni emang pandai menggoda apa gimana yaa, bucin banget gilaaaa, cinta banyak banyak deh sama Edvard ku sayangg🫂🫂. pokok nya apa aja yang Edvard lakuin bakal aku kasih point+++ karna se perfect ituu, ga nyesel deh ngerent selama 3 hari, pengen perpanjang tapi ini sedang rangka mengumpulkan uang dahuluuuu. tunggu aku lagi yaaa sayangg. last but not least terimakasiii lagi untuk segala perlakuan mu ke akuu yang sangat buat aku good mood everyday and every time. i love u more than world sayangg 💗💗

2025-06-09 15:18:40 UTC

Soo, selama aku ngobrol sama jutler, aku ngerasa dia tuh match my freak or even more freaky than me 🙏 but in a good way kok! malah aku suka banget jadinya kan makin seruuu, terus obrolan kita cukup bervariasi meskipun kayak ngalur ngidul tapi MASIH SNGT BISA DI PAHAMI DAN ASIK!! waktu pas awal mulai sampe ke malem nya, he doesn't talk about his day much, mungkin lagi stay at home aja kali ya seharian jadi bingung juga mau ceritain apa, BUT I'M OKAYY WITH THAT! Semuanya terbayarkan pas kebesokan nya, he talks about what is he doing gituu LUCUU. Terus, jutler tuh gets excited when i excited tapi anehnya, atmosphere membully nya masih ada BNGT. Terus beneran kayak nano nano + rollercoaster terombang ambing jedar jeder, kadang kayak bucin akuu kadang dia kayak IDIH?? ke aku kadang dia alay bgt 💔 kadang nge jokes, trs jokes nya aneh tp aku ketawa 😔 ketawa mulu sama jutler, gak gagal nge jokes nya (mungkin aku yg gagal punya selera humor yg tinggi)

Nge sarkasin nya juga aduh SUMPEH, sedikit menyayat hati but that's the point 🙏 kayak adit dr effiel, I'm in love dan aku nya juga kan dramatis yaa, that's why I say it's kinda nyelekit ke hati 💔💔 EH BUT IM GOOD KOK, IK IT'S A JOKES, OUR JOKES 💕 aku nya juga mengekspresikan what i was felt to him when he's being all sarcastic, jadi dia tau juga!! eh tapi tenang, ini tuh sarkasme yang masih sangat amat bisa di terima, yg gak gimana gimana bgt gitu lohh, to me it's not too much and not giving me an ick, PERFECTOooOo. SO, love-hate rls sama julther tuh GACORR abiezz.

Now, i want to talk about the love sides. Bucin nya tetep bikin ketawa ngakak ygy ihh tapi tetep romantis kok!! but in fun wayy, jd MASIH SIK ASIK SIK ASIKKK. I feel loved jugaa kalo jutler nya udh mode bucin aww 💕💕 meskipun ujung ujungnya switch jd hate 🙏 terus selain huru hara di atas, aku bisaaaaaaa nebak ini jutler kalo di ajak ngobrol serius bakal seru juga, because we once talk about the book that he currently read ( it's the only one our serious conversation anyway ) but either it's a serious convo or not, I really am enjoying our time tgt ❤️ and yes, it's low maintenance but sometimes aku on, dia on gitu jd ada chat yg ketumpuk (GRGR AKU, MAAF JUTLER) kelepasan, lg gabut gatau mau ngapain jadinya malah high maintenance 💔 tp gpp ttp seru seru aja sih soalnya sm dia tuh kyk ini ayam geprek + nasi + es teh ALIAS COMPLETE ME

I think that's all from me.. I'm sorry if it's too long or anything, it's just so hard for me to not describing smth in details. So, I want to say thank you to Jutler, and the agency, all of your services are good and enjoyable! (eh please tell him thank you from me, thank youu!💕)