Aina's World by AINA ZARA AZHARUDIN

About Mee

ainanar — 2024-04-22 07:10:30 UTC

Hii, my name is Aina Zara binti Azharudin, and you can call me Aina! I'm from Jerantut, Pahang. I was born at Hospital Sultan Ahmad Shah, Temerloh, Pahang. My birthday is at 07/06/2011 which make me 15 years old this year. My primary school is at SK (Felda) Padang Piol. It was a nice moment to remember but not an enjoyable experience. Welcome to my padlet! If you want to know about me this is the right place! 🫂

Favorite Subject

ainanar — 2024-04-22 13:57:22 UTC

My favorite subject is biology. For me, biology is the most exciting and fun subject to learn about. It fun to learn about something you can see with your own eyes and can easily imagine it. I know we can't see a cell without microscope or whatever it is, but I can easily imagine it. I can imagine DNA because we know its shape and there are plenty pictures about it. Usually when learning biology, I will accidentally zone out while imagine it. I have a photographic memory, so I like it if the subjects have many pictures about the example. Although biology is a little difficult because I have to memories all the information like the process name, a cell name or scientific name of a anything. But it was easy to understand it actually.

My Hobbies

ainanar — 2024-05-03 02:35:02 UTC

One of my hobbies are eating, it helps me calm down when my mind is so loud and also eating sweet things reduce my stress by boosting my moods. I'm not the type of person that just know how to eat, I also can cook and bake. I don't really like cooking, but I LOVE BAKING. When I'm at home, I will at least bake something for 2 times. The most successful thing I ever bake is red velvet cake. It was so yummy and delicious. I actually want to try baking something other than cake but I'm too scared to ask my mom to buy the ingredients, my top 1 list to bake now is soft cookies. I will persuade my mom to buy the ingredients one day AHHAHAH. Other than that, I like playing media social when I'm bored because it keeps me updated about what happens and it's kind of exciting when I get to know what happened in other people life when I watch vlogs. Media social also make me know that I'm not alone and not the only one that have this or that problems when they are sharing, they own problems.

Weekend Night!!

ainanar — 2024-05-03 02:36:24 UTC

I love watching horror movie with my friends. It will be so chaotic that we will forget we are watching a horror movie. This time, we watch Siksa Neraka. This movie is about four siblings, Saleh, Fajar, Tyas and Azizah. They have heard stories about heaven and hell since childhood. They were educated strictly by their father, a young ustad who was well respected in the village. One night, on their way to the opposite village without their parents knowing, Saleh and his younger siblings were swept away by a strong river current and disappeared. Saleh then woke up in another realm, the hell that his father always talked about. A search is carried out in the world to find the father's children, whether alive or dead. One by one the secrets are revealed, making fathers and mothers question whether they are providing enough for their children. In hell, Saleh and the others also look for each other, while facing increasing torment for the sins they have been hiding. I don't really like this movie, it's not because it not scary but because I feel uneasy watching it. Some people said we can be Shirk if we trust what happened in this movie and after watching this movie, I think I understand why.

Favourite Song | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-03 07:57:44 UTC

The only time I got to praying for a red light

Was when I saw your destination as a deadline

"This is normal conversation, babe, it's all fine"

Making quiet calculations where the fault lies

This is good land, or at least it was

It takes a strong hand and a sound mind

The college kids are getting so young, ain't they?

They're correcting all the grammar on a spray paint

And I even gave up driving after nightfall

I got tired of the frat boys with their brights on

This is good land, or at least it was

It takes a strong hand and a sound mind (a sound mind)

It makes me smile to know when things get hard

Ooh-ooh, you'll be far

Ooh-ooh, you'll be far from here

And while I clean shit up in the yard

Ooh-ooh, you'll be far

Ooh-ooh, you'll be far, far from here

So, pack up your car, put a hand on your heart
Say whatever you feel, be wherever you are
We ain't angry at you, love
You're the greatest thing we've lost
The birds will still sing, your folks will still fight
The boards will still creak, the leaves will still die
We ain't angry at you, love
We'll be waiting for you, love

And we'll all be here forever

Sure will (whoo-hoo-ooh)

We're overdue for a revival

We spent so long just getting by

But that's the thing about survival

Who the hell-, who the hell likes livin' just to die?

You told me you would make a difference

I got drunk and shut you down

And it won't be of your own volition

If you step foot out of this town

But it's all we've had

For always (oh-oh)

So, pack up your car, put a hand on your heart
Say whatever you feel, be wherever you are
We ain't angry at you, love
You're the greatest thing we've lost
The birds will still sing, your folks will still fight
The boards will still creak, the leaves will still die
We ain't angry at you, love
We'll be waiting for you, love

And we'll all be here forever

You're gonna go far

You're gonna go far (you're gonna go far)

Yes, you are (ooh-ooh)

If you wanna go (if you wanna go) far

Then you gotta go (then you gotta go) far

You gotta go far

The song "You're Gonna Go Far" by Noah Kahan is a bittersweet tribute to a loved one who is leaving town in pursuit of greater opportunities and a better life. The lyrics capture the mixed emotions that come with saying goodbye to someone who is loved but also causing pain by leaving. This song makes me realize that I have to leave my loved ones for a better life. I have to accept that I can't watch my little sister growing up days by days, I have to accept that everytime I'm back at home my parent is older than before, I have to accept that I can't spend my time forever with them. Knowing that neither of us don't want this to happened but can't do anything about it because that is life, you have to leave what you love for your better life.

My Goals

ainanar — 2024-05-09 00:18:56 UTC

As usual, the goals that I will have every year definitely making my parent proud because it will never enough to repay what they have done for us. For academic, I wish to have a better pointer like 3.80+. I'm bad at speaking English so I want to improve it. I'm joining Robotics Club to improve my thinking skills because nowadays there are many innovation competitions. I also wish to have better PAJSK grade by participating in many competitions but at the same time balance it with my academic. For personal growth, I wish to heal my inner child this year by doing the things I can't do on my childhood time. I want to accept myself when I'm doing mistake and accepting that I'm not perfect and never will. I want to practicing daily gratitude and appreciating everything I have. Lastly, I want to be more open-minded because there are many opinions and perspective on this world. Furthermore, I want to accept that I can't satisfy everyone heart even when I do something good for them.

My One and Only

ainanar — 2024-05-09 01:39:38 UTC

I love the unexpected friendship I found; I never got this kind of friendship before. I love that I can always be myself without being judged or complain. She always listens to me no matter how weird and unusual the things I say are. She is my favorite yapper; I love listening to her story because she will never run out of one and her stories will never end. I'm a quiet and introverted person before I met her, she changed my life to a better and colorful life. I don't have friends when I got here before, I spent almost 1 month alone and lonely. It's not like I don't want to be friends with anyone, I just don't know how to be friends with them. I'm bad at communicating, I will always run out of topics when I'm speaking with them. It's always like that until... I met her, Azalea Sofiyyah. I first met her during the first week of learning with a new class, I got class 1K5 and that time, when I look at the name list, I don't even know any of them. I met her in class, and I admire her, she's so different from me. When I see her, I will always think that I can't never be friends with her. Because wow, she's so beautiful, talkative, friendly, there's no way someone like me can be friends with her. But day by day, I don't know how I and her always talk, go eat together and hang out together. I don't know how I can suddenly go to her room, talking, gossiping and laughing together. I still remember what happened on her birthday, I waited in her room until 12am just to wish her a happy birthday. I don't know why I do that, maybe because she's the first person that is trying to acknowledge and understand me better. I feel appreciated when I'm with her.

K5 Girliess

ainanar — 2024-05-09 01:47:26 UTC

I wish we could be classmates forever. I LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCHCHCH. ITS SO BEAUTIFUL FOR WHATT\. we actually want to take a class picture, but we can't find the boys. soo why don't we just take a picture of girls only right?

When I Grow Up.. | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-09 02:13:38 UTC

I want to be an interior designer when I grow up. The fact that you can create something from scratch and bring out a unique look in someone's house and their life is art in itself. Plus, you can start building your interior design career even after completing a bachelor's degree because there is much to learn once you are in the field. It's all because of my mom, before she married, she's a quantity surveyor. She tells me that architecture jobs are fun because you get to design things using your own creativity.

Outing

ainanar — 2024-05-15 02:22:15 UTC

This is my third outing ever since I'm at this school. I go outing with my friends which is Arissa and Syifa. I don't really like outing but this time it's Arissa's birthday so why don't I go celebrate it right? We go there riding a Grab ordered by Syifa. I hate riding car or any vehicles (except motorcycle) because I have motion sickness, it was soo bad because I ACCIDENTALLY spray many perfumes at my body and the smell were too strong that it almost makes me cry in the car. After we arrive at the mall (we go to Aeon Mall), we go to the Watsons first because that's the most compulsory store to go to. We spend almost 45 minutes or more at Watsons and end up only buying 4 things hehe. After that, we go to Popular because Syifa want to buy a book/novel there. I actually don't want to buy anything there but uhh, that will never happen. I buy a book about self-love & self-care and a friendship bracelet for Azalea's birthday. We spend so much time at Popular because each of us can't decide what book to buy lol. I told them two that I'm hungry (I already told them for a hundred time already actually) and they finally agreed to go eat. Syifa recommend us to go eat at Johnny's Restaurant and it was my first eating there. It was good for me, definitely 10/10 but I think the rice is not enough for someone like me but nvm, it's okay. I ordered BBQ Beef with Rice (very recommend it for you to try), Arissa and Syifa ordered the same thing which is Chicken Tom Yam with Bee Hoon, and I didn't get the chances to taste it because I forgot to ask them to keep some for me. For drinks, we just share it because me and Syifa already has our own water. We ordered chocolate milkshake and woww, it was so creamy and tasty like I never taste a milkshake that were creamy like this. And lastly for dessert we ordered Yam Sago with Coconut Milk, 8/10 because I don't really like Yam. We have a few more minutes before going back so I go buy a Llalao but I just can buy the small one because I'm broke. Arissa goes buy an Tealive because Farhana wanted that, but she can't follow us outing here. We request at the uncle Grab to go to Bakers Cottage before sending us back to the lovely and peaceful college. Arissa went to buy a chicken like A FULL SET CHICKEN there and we eat it while watching Netflix at Azalea's room.

Dream University | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-23 00:42:21 UTC

Brown University really catch my eyes. I don't know why but it looks peaceful learning there. There are Department of the History of Art and Architecture (HIAA) at Brown University. The department offers two concentrations which is Architecture, and the History of Art and Architecture. History of Art and Architecture in reallyy interesting. Students can explore a particular time period, a single branch of the field, or a methodology, and have the freedom to create their own program of study.

Sports

ainanar — 2024-05-23 00:42:33 UTC

I fall in love with volleyball when I started trying to play it. After that, almost every day I will play volleyball with my friends or family members. When I started playing it, my hand hurts so bad like it was so painful you know. It was full of bruises. I have to put an ice everyday after done playing it.

Manhwa Recommendation | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-23 00:42:45 UTC

I'm sorry I don't have any novel recommends because I don't really like reading novel. So here are some manhwa recommendations for y'all. (⁠☞⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠ ⁠☞

- My in laws are obsessed with me -

I love this manhwa soo much, definitely 10/10.

This manhwa is about a girl name Pereshati Jahardt. Pereshati Jahardt is a count's daughter who got remarried after her mother's passing. When her father died, he left her all his fortune. Then, Pereshati's greedy stepmother and stepsister conspire with Pereshati's lover to kill her. However, under mysterious circumstances, Pereshati is brought back to life and travels back in time before her murder. To buy some time before getting her revenge, Pereshati visits the handsome yet notorious grand duke, Therdeo Lapileon, to marry him. During her visit, she uncovers a horrifying secret of his family. How will Pereshati deal with it? Will she be able to take her revenge?

Place I Wish to Go | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-23 00:43:08 UTC

Mecca, if you're Islam this place is definitely in your list place to go. I want to take my family here, and I will one day. This is also one of my goals and motivations why I have to study hard.

Country I Wish to Visit | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 04:04:44 UTC

I wish one day I could go travel to Switzerland. It has such a beautiful scenery and was surrounded by nature beauty. The lakes, towering mountains, lush green valleys and blue sky make it a heaven for nature lovers. Can someone take me there pleasee?

Favorite Song | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 04:22:05 UTC

His laugh you'd die for, his laugh you'd die for
The kind that colors the sky
Heart intangible, slips away faster than
Dandelion fluff in the sunlight
And he's got swirls of passion in his eyes
Uncoverin' the dreams, he dreams at night
As much and hard as he tries to hide
I can see right through, see right through

His voice you'd melt for, he says my name like
I'd fade away somehow if he's too loud
What I would give for me to get my feet
Back on the ground, head off the clouds
I laugh at how we're polar opposites
I read him like a book, and he's a clueless little kid
Doesn't know that I'd stop time and space
Just to make him smile, make him smile

Oh, why can't we for once
Say what we want, say what we feel?
Oh, why can't you for once
Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real?
Take a chance with me, take a chance with me

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

His kiss you'd kill for, just one and you're done for
Electricity surgin' in the air
He drives me crazy, it's so beyond me
How he'd look me dead in the eye and stay unaware

That I'm hopelessly captivated
By a boy who thinks love's overrated
How did I get myself in this arrangement?
It baffles me, too, baffles me, too

Oh, why can't we for once
Say what we want, say what we feel?
Oh, why can't you for once
Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real?

In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take
I'll be your safety net, so why not raise the stakes?
And I can hear your heart from across the room
Pulsin' through my veins, I know you need this too
Lie to me all you please, I can see right through
See right through

Oh, why can't we for once
Say what we want, say what we feel?
Oh, why can't you for once
Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real?

Oh, why can't we for once
Say what we want, say what we feel?
Oh, why can't you for once
Disregard the world, and run to what you know is real?
Take a chance with me, take a chance with me

Ooh-ah, oh-oh, oh

This song tells a story of longing, unrequited love, and the desire for someone to take a chance on a relationship. The lyrics beautifully describe the emotions and vulnerability that come with falling for someone who may not reciprocate those feelings fully. I love the chorus part; I know this is a love song but the chorus for me it doesn't feel like one. For me it's about someone that are a people pleasure and a listener or the therapist friend that never get the chances to talk about their problems, don't even know what selfish are, and still searching for someone that will be their listener.

My First Day at School

ainanar — 2024-05-24 07:13:14 UTC

This is photo of my first day at Kolej PERMATA@Pintar, Negara. I may look happy there, but I WASN'T. I have a mental breakdown and crying every night for 1 month straight (maybe 2). Everyone really should have this experience at least once lol. It was hard and bitter moments but that what made me a better person. I already cried at home and continue to cry after seeing the UKM gate. My old self actually wants to quit learning at this school but I'm grateful my mom and dad is not the type to hear my rants. I'm also grateful that I found Azalea after the orientation week, she really helps me to calm myself down. I'm glad that I am still at this school, there was so many things that happened, good, bad, bitter or sweet moments, everyday has such a memorable moment.

Random Photos | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-24 07:30:28 UTC

We were waiting for the class door to be opened by the respective class.

Raya at KPPN

ainanar — 2024-05-24 12:48:47 UTC

This year we celebrating raya at Kampus Bangi. I had much more fun than last year but something that I don't like is about the food. I don't mean that it's not delicious, what I mean is there were not many varieties of food this year so it were kinda boring because I don't get enough food to eat. What was fun at this day is we get to visit Makmal Astrophysics, the place that Sir Afiq was when he's not coming to class. It was soo beautiful and cozy, I understand why Sir Afiq don't want to leave that place (I wouldn't to).

Happy Teacher's Day!

ainanar — 2024-05-24 12:49:10 UTC

Happy teacher days to all the lectures!! We were very happy to see you guys enjoying the day. Thank you for teaching us with patience and an open heart everyday, we appreciate it. This day is kinda off for me because I have to separate with Azalea, she is MTP and there's so many things she have to do. But overall I enjoy it because it was fun seeing all the lectures playing together!

Raja Muda Selangor

ainanar — 2024-05-24 12:49:43 UTC

We went to Kampus Bangi this day, Raja Muda Selangor, Duli Yang Teramat Mulia Tengku Amir Shah Ibni Sultan Sharafuddin Idris Shah Alhaj has come to Kolej PERMATA@Pintar, Negara to complete a program name PERMATA@Pintar Antarabangsa. I'm surprised that there are only Asas 1, 2 and ASASI only this day. Maybe because there are not many seat left because so many people come here that day. Me and Azalea has such an badluck because our seat is at ASASI places and we are at the most right seat and guess what, we are NOT in the picture.

CATSS

ainanar — 2024-05-24 12:59:17 UTC

My favorite animal are definitely cat!! Nahh, I don't trust anyone who hate them. Like how can you hate such an fluffy and friendly shapes creature. I have a cat at my home, her name is Lala. I gave her a very simple name because before this I already had many cats but there's something happened y'know. Lala is different from any other cats, she is very fluffy. I don't know where she get the genetics and moreover who is her dad. I live at a village so Lala is has an pretty strong immune system. She was so small compared to other cats, she already a years old but still in a kitten body, I don't know if that's normal.

Random Al-Quran Verse | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-24 13:47:06 UTC

Patience is the key.

Random Photos | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:03:39 UTC

Raya with Ethereal!

Random Al-Quran Verse | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:04:30 UTC

"It was Allah who saved me every single time."

Random Al-Quran Verse | 3

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:05:46 UTC

Random Photos | 3

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:10:40 UTC

First time prayed here! Hoping to come here again soon because this mosque is really magnificent 🌟.

Manhwa Recommendation | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:21:33 UTC

- Eleceed -
My first manhwa ever if I'm not mistaken. Someone from TikTok recommend it and the video edits about this manhwa is fun to watch so I just try reading it. It turned out good, 9/10.

Jiwoo is a kind-hearted young man who harnesses the lightning quick reflexes of a cat to secretly make the world a better place - one saved little child or foster pet at a time. Kayden is a secret agent on the run, who finds himself stuck in the body of a...um...decidedly fat old fluffy cat. Together, armed with Jiwoo's super powers and Kayden's uber-smarts, they're out to fight those forces who would let evil rule this world. That is, if they can stand each other long enough to get the job done.

My Family Members

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:26:25 UTC

Soo I'm gonna introduce my family!

We will start with my father, his name is Azharudin bin Abdullah. He has turned 42 this year.
Second one is my mom, her name is Ramhana binti Mohd Yusuf. She will turned 42 too this year.
Last but not least is my little sister. Her name is Aina Alisha, she has the same first name with me! She is 8 years old this year. She hate smiling infront of the camera, she is very matured for her age. She is the tallest one is her batch, look how at tall is she in this picture. Y'know, I don't remember what day but at that day she tells me that she is insecure/jealous with her face.. I'm so shocked at that time, how can a little girl like her already understand insecure meaning? This world really need to heal.

Life | 1

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:36:53 UTC

I know my inner child always support and proud of me

Young Aina | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:38:35 UTC

First time going to Terengganu!

Young Aina | 3

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:39:35 UTC

My family going to Genting Highland!!

Life | 2

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:45:34 UTC

The past is always in our life

Life | 3

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:45:56 UTC

Reall no fakee

Life | 4

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:46:12 UTC

Life | 5

ainanar — 2024-05-24 14:46:27 UTC

I hope soo

Young Aina | 4

ainanar — 2024-05-24 15:35:24 UTC

My family and my friend's family climbing at Bukit Merah!

Young Aina | 5

ainanar — 2024-05-24 15:36:24 UTC

Me and my cousin!

Young Aina | 6

ainanar — 2024-05-24 15:38:21 UTC

First time on a train!! With my best friend, Put.

Definitely a normal things when exam are just around the corner

ainanar — 2024-07-19 10:57:42 UTC

Too anxious about the upcoming exam, I don't put much effort into the exam. I feel like I don't study enough. I don't study like my life depends on it (It does depend on it). Who am I without good grades and all the achievement?

When I grow up... | 2

ainanar — 2024-07-19 11:00:54 UTC

I want to be radiographer! I want to help and save people lives. Radiographer is extremely important to make a diagnosis and is a radiologist helper. It’s interesting to get to see what is happening inside the human body even though I can’t help the patients by making a diagnosis about their diseases or injuries. To become a radiographer you don’t need to study for a long time like a radiologist, even when you are still a student you can already work. Most of people who studying radiography had a job secured, and most importantly radiographer is well-paid and some people even saying it’s overpaid. As someone that don’t really like talking with stranger, I think this job is suitable for me because you has a limited time to interact with patients. The flexibility, you literally can work anywhere with the knowledge you have and travel the world while collecting experiences.

Robotic Club (FLL)

ainanar — 2024-07-24 01:52:54 UTC

I love doing Lego soo much, it heal something in me. I really hope I can have more free time to do what I enjoy :(

My Vision Board for 2026!!

ainanar — 2026-01-15 09:32:02 UTC

Actually this is an JD assignment but it's just so magnificent. I can't help but to put it in everywhere I can loll, bismillah 2026 will go well! 🫰🏻

2 Years Later..

ainanar — 2026-02-03 13:03:27 UTC

The Padlet was created about two years ago. I have learned a lot about myself and the world around me. My interests, dreams, and mindset have changed. This surely reminds me of how much I have changed since I created the Padlet.

Today I am still trying and struggling to improve myself. I like learning, especially when it helps me understand what is going on in life and how I can be a good person. Now I am slowly learning to accept the fact I do not know everything yet. I am always trying to make myself better even if it is just a little bit at a time. I think personal growth and self-improvement are very important so I keep working on these things. Personal growth and self-improvement help me to understand life better and become the best version of me.

My interests and dreams have changed over time. Sometimes I like to be by myself but I also make sure to enjoy spending time with my friends. I think it is good to have time with socializing. To me, friends are important because they are the one that will support you through thick and thin so that is why we need to choose our friends cautiously.

Now that I am older I realized something. I feel almost everything deeply and it hurts me sometimes but I guess this is what make me like this today. I am still trying to figure out how to deal with my feelings, the things I have to do, and the things I want to do. Well I think I need to be patient with myself, I need to remember that growth is a slow process and it is about the things I care about.

My dream is to succeed in academic and extracurricular, I also want to take care of my spiritual life more. I want to become someone that have benefits for others in the future. I hope I still have the chance to keep learning things, trying new experiences, and becoming a better person.

This Padlet reflects who I am today.. Still learning, still growing, and moving forward one step at a time.