https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri anything en-us 2020-11-20 02:05:04 UTC 2022-04-14 12:05:56 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f4ac.png hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/944137793 I made a mistake I shouldn't have even wrote that down about people even though none of it was really bad and if it was there was some good in it to make up for it so I had to delete some names and my friend is Xenon or should I say djimon and he basically said that he doesn't know anybody named Xenon I mean he wasn't lying djimon his real name and he technically doesn't know any1 name Xenon and I did something without thinking I lit a piece of paper on fire and if I ever go back to read this this is not in order because I don't really want to take the time to put in an order I'm just writing it down as I remember it but yeah I lick a piece of paper on fire and I got yelled at and my TV got tooken away I don't know how long it's going to be taken away for and I got my computer tooken away even though I got it back for 2 seconds and I might get it back later but technically it still took an away oh and something random I thought about lighting a cat on fire I thought it would look really cool cuz the bigger than fire the happier I am okay that was kind of weird I hope no one reads this but anyways that's all for now until I think of something else today and then when it hits 12 it's tomorrow]]> 2020-11-20 02:11:15 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/944137793 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/945339490 woke up and I'm still very tired can I don't know when my mom is ganna get home my friend just gave me her Xbox and I'm not sure if it's Michelle or Laney Michelle's real name is Ari or Ariana but everyone calls her Michelle or Mickey Fatheaddude that is for Xbox ]]> 2020-11-20 14:22:05 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/945339490 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/948583427 I forgot to write what happened yesterday but I guess it doesn't really matter if I didn't write it ,today was pretty boring I slept until 9. I woke up and watch the movie in the dark, it was an anime movie and it was pretty cool and now it's 1:25 and I still have yet to talk to any of my good friends and I'm getting pretty annoyed at people that I barely know for some reason like a while back I used to talk to random people and it was fun and now I talk to people that I barely know and I get annoyed very easily and I don't want to talk to them anymore so I don't get that I kind of want Xenon to be on or just anybody but most people can't get on because the parents so they can't get on the weekends so weekends are pretty boring and depressing I don't know if I'm depressed yet I'm very confused about if I am or not because I'm never really happy and all I do is lay in my bed but I'm not that sad either so I don't know and sometimes I do things for no reason without realizing it like the other day I made up a story or said that I was really sad to get attention but I didn't know why I did it I just kind of did it when I'm confused if I even want to date anybody anymore and I'm listening to songs that I used to listen to like right this moment I'm listening to I'm a bad girlfriend but it obviously will change and I'm sitting in my room with my Chromebook on my coffee table still in pajamas I wanted to go to the park but my step dad said I can't because he goes disc golfing and my little sister is going because my cousin / her best friend Sydney is going with her I want to be happy but also not in a depressing way because I'm really not that depressed or depressed at all I'm just really confused because I'm not really sad but I just sit in my room and I know I repeated myself I'm just saying what I'm thinking or what I want to say and honestly sometimes I repeat myself just to make these things bigger and honestly the only reason I wrote this is because I think people are watching me so I made this as like a diary or a documentary thing about me thinking that people will actually read it 1 day and I'm using talk to text so people read this and are confused on how I'm actually feeling it's because I'm using talk-to-text instead of typing so some of the words might not make sense if you're reading it as if I was typing but if you read it on how I am talking right now like out loud it might make a little bit more sense even though no one will read this or as I say even though I think that 10,000 people are watching me through cameras in my eyes whatever that's supposed to mean but honestly I need someone to read this so they can help me because I'm very confused like I don't know what to do so I guess this is it until maybe later or tomorrow I don't know wow this is very long and it's only one in the middle of the day so it might get longer I was right it gets longer I made this weird noodle soup with what is in this thing I thought that was flower but it kind of tastes like it's sweet but it's not sweet and it's confusing and I ate two of them and then the third one was like nope that's gross but I thought it was good but I was wrong sometimes when I write in these things I think to myself would this be good enough to put in a book I don't think it would be good enough to put in a book but at the same time I think it will but yeah that chicken noodle soup with a nasty it kind of tastes good but then it doesn't I like the lettuce though I think it's cabbage sometimes I kind of want to expose myself like accidentally send this to somebody and then then reading it which I might actually do so if anybody ends up reading all the way down to hear or unless I send it to you when it was the first one on the page anyways I was going to continue I was just going to say hi and oh my God this is so long and hi of future Haylee if she's reading this oh and another thing I forgot to mention is that I literally scrolled all the way through my pixel art for 3 hours and only got to 11 months and then I scroll through it for 2 hours and I get to 12 months like cheese I talked a lot back then and now it takes me not even a minute to get through 5 days ago I wonder when I will get to a year ago unless 12 months has passed the year I don't know I'd have to look it up you can tell which days I'm bored and which days I'm not bored by how long the thing is anyways I'm watching stranger things already watched this season is season 3 but it's whatever I literally need to stop talking and get off this but I just keep going cuz I have so much to say it's fine I doubt that I'll ever read this again but anyways I just use this to talk on for if I ever ask anyone else to read it which I doubt will happen it's only 2 in the afternoon and oh my God this is so long I'm going to stop talking now but there might be more added later why do I say that o-o haha hi again I know I'm back but you know what I just realized that I'm not sad about the past anymore I used to cry because the past was so great and I used to wish that the past would be the normal but now I don't know why I'm just not sad anymore about it I don't really care for it anymore I don't really care for the future either so yeah also buy again until I think of something else to put on here even though I shouldn't make these too long because I won't read them haha my Mom finally admitted that in my step-dad is more mean to me more then my two sisters and im happy and mad ]]> 2020-11-21 20:24:47 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/948583427 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/950570117 honestly I don't know what to say I literally have been doing nothing today but one of my best friends Xenon he left mine Mighty Network and I know what he's done with because he told me he was done with everybody and everything I kind of get what he's trying to say but I don't at the same time and I really wish that he could still be my friend but it seems like he's pretty mad at me but I'll try talking to him tomorrow if he's on... that should be all. okay so apparently they're not mad at me they're just annoyed which I get that people can be annoying]]> 2020-11-22 23:40:54 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/950570117 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/954160656 school was very boring I don't want to go to school anymore I hang out at lunch by myself it isn't that bad but it's pretty boring and my head is been pounding for 3 days straight I thought it was nothing but it's been pounding so bad and it hurts but I'm okay for the most part and I miss when me and zay would stay on VC at night and we would have fun and it was great and I really wish that we could do it more often but he can't have his computer at night anymore... it's really sad and I don't talk to him that much I mostly talk to him only during school..I guess that's it for now]]> 2020-11-23 21:56:19 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/954160656 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/958621622 so basically I just woke up this morning and I was kind of in a bad mood because I had to do school work upstairs but we don't have school tomorrow and I probably won't be writing in my diary for maybe like 3 days so yeah and I learned that my mom is the biggest dick on Earth]]> 2020-11-25 04:18:07 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/958621622 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/975711673 well I just texted zay something really interesting because he says the same exact thing to me as he does to her (Michelle / Ariana) and it frustrates me I don't like him anymore but it still is frustrating and it pisses me off that's enough for right now ]]> 2020-12-01 14:31:10 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/975711673 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/981277778 I honestly don't know what to say in literally nothing happened today I feel like nothing so I guess Hi ]]> 2020-12-02 19:02:05 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/981277778 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/984587905  it's almost my 10th day in my diary that's cool and it's almost Christmas I figured out that I might be asexual and I kind of want to do something special for a bunch of people I don't know because I'm bored everytime I look at the words I'm bored it reminds me of xenon and I thought I liked Xenon I used to long time ago but I don't really like him anymore that much and I thought I did so I told him and he doesn't like me either so I'm good]]> 2020-12-03 16:57:17 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/984587905 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/996212244  I did nothing and I finally started hanging out with people]]> 2020-12-07 22:03:48 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/996212244 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/997973703  what to put but I have to do school and that it]]> 2020-12-08 13:36:29 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/997973703 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1010878865 I don't know what to write about today but I kind of feel like s*** all my mom talks about is me doing school I'm dating zay and he says that I'm his forever and we even made up a wedding date which I doubt that will happen but I guess it's fun and I want to tell my mom I'm depressed but she never listens I might have my aunt rashean and do it, back to the zay thing, I don't know if I want to date him but every time he dates Michelle when I break up with him it hurts so I get back to dating him so he doesn't date Michelle I think I just have to gain his trust back which is going to be really hard and I want to be honest with him that I don't trust him that much but it's hard to say because I don't want him to be sad or mad at me I know he says he will never get mad at me. I'm doing school right now but I really need to write in this and if I don't write it as it happens I'll forget so now I'm going back to school.]]> 2020-12-11 18:29:47 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1010878865 hay_lee11 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1354166061 fuck this im out haha well im not sad im just bord with life so ya fuck you all im not fuckin sad, btw hru, if you reading this, haha idc, but, i hope i brake you, like i wanna kill you haha and (sdfgh) is 1 of the resons im done with life becas i try to help him but it dont work soo ya but im not fucking sad so 1ns agan fuck you and its ben a long time sents ive ben on this]]> 2021-03-25 17:36:04 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1354166061 hay_lee11 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1452302162 I have nothing to say here but I don't care ]]> 2021-04-23 15:39:58 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1452302162 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1523494790 2021-05-14 02:56:34 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1523494790 hhogg78901 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1532631132 jitsi.riot.im/suckmyass     http://woona.rpnow2.net/rp/ptdx-s486-xyt9-4fac-db5p

]]> 2021-05-17 18:24:21 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1532631132 hay_lee11 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1563363587 2021-05-27 00:42:21 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1563363587 https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1903178437 ik u prob dont want to hear form me but i miss you and i was wondering if we can talk again. -Toby. I miss you to idk wen your ganna read this but wen you do tell me how to talk to you]]> 2021-11-20 02:44:23 UTC https://padlet.com/hhogg78901/q9sjsvokn38irjri/wish/1903178437