I wonder if there ghost

I hear my cats meowing

I see  my goals

I want  to be a cop

I am Curious and courageous

I pretend to be in my own world

I feel no pain

I touch people hearts 

I worry about my dad surgery today

I cry when I’m down

I am Curious and courageous

I understand when life is hard

I say I can do it

I dream about being a singer 

I try to aim for my goals

I hope  my dream will come ture

I  am Curious and courageous

I wonder where the next exit is.

I hear the thin whispers

I see the shadows wrapping the room

I want a escape

I am a thinker and an escapist

I pretend to pay attention

I feel the walls closing 

I touch surfaces to make sure i’m real

I worry that this is simply a simulation

I cry when there is no exit

I am a thinker and a escapist

I understand that I seem distant

I say i’m paying attention

I dream about the memories

I try to forget the memories

I hope one day I will 

I am a thinker and an escapist 

I do not understand why my memory is fading 

I do not understand why she lied

I do not understand why I see them

I do not understand why I can hear them

I do not understand why they don’t believe me

I do not understand why I have such anger

I do understand I hate her

I do not understand why we just can’t get along

I do not understand why  there protest

I do not understand why people are against one another

I do not understand why people cheat in elections 

I do not understand why people lie

I do not understand why  we can’t see each other as equals

I do understand That if we all stand by each other side we can make a difference in the world