And if maybe I filled your void, by Arshakala

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rosaphier — 2023-06-29 14:39:12 UTC

Here's to more words I'm currently chasing to pour here, dearest Akasha.

Love, K.

To my dearest, Asha.

2023-07-01 03:09:56 UTC

I know this one comes pretty late than I promised, but I want to jot down my gratitude to be your romantic life partner! ♥️

How to write whole joyful feeling about our time into words, ya? I am confused because we truly had great time back then. You always be there for me, keeping me warm in your embrace, and encouraging me who is currently discouraged by my thesis, sigh. At the end of day, I still have you and feeling so grateful to have you by my side.

Thank you for being such a great companion and for sharing your warmth and laughter during our outing. I particularly enjoyed the time when we bickering to each other and give each other’s weird nickname. It was such a refreshing and enjoyable experience that I haven’t had lately.

Once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your presence means the world to me, and I'm grateful for the time we spent together. It was fun and memorable! ♥️

Warmest regards,
E.

My warmest bed story and morning tea, Asha.

2023-07-05 11:31:30 UTC

Asha Asha Asha! Calls your name three time siapa tau bisa tiba-tiba muncul di depan mata (enggak). Asha! I think I'm going to have a hard time crafting words for such beauty like you who's just naturally a lovely lover without even trying... This is legit™ because I'm suck at lying especially when it comes to complimenting someone as sweet as you. <3

What can I say? From the very first greeting, you've already secured a special space in my heart. You're such a sweetheart in everything you do—count that as your gentle words, your sweet little acts, your SPOK + petnames (wajib disebut!!), basically everything. Everything about Asha screams sweetness. See, I'm not a sweet-tooth but you're surely an exception because I keep craving for more cuddles everytime you're around. :]

Neeways, thank you so much for the love and all the affections you've given to me during our little journey. It has warmed my heart and day I got so comfortable I slept so soundly without any dreams (which is surely a good thing!) Thank you for taking such a good care of me. I'm wishing bunch of luck for you and may your days always be blessed. <3

Love, M. 🐾

My kind-loved, Akasha.

2023-07-06 03:15:12 UTC

Hey, sweet soul! This might bid confusing at all since we had so much fun in our relationship which most of time we send and throw swearing at each other with me as curated chaos person and you pull out to handle my thoughts cause i know that you can, so here is the things.

Kali ini akan pake bahasa indonesia aja karena aku suka grammar error ya, Akasha. Okay akhirnya aku bisa ngejalanin hubungan yang super seru sama orang yang aku suka tuh rasanya super duper menyenangkan, dari aku yang jujur awalnya takut saling lempar candaan ternyata kamu anaknya seasik itu buat dibercandain terus. Lagi kamu tuh ya ada aja tingkahnya yang anehnya itu bikin aku makin jatuh cinta, jatuh suka. Kan siape yang gila disini??? Ya gue. Nemenin dari yang masih sama sama sibuk kerja terus sibuk dengan kegiatan yang berbeda tapi hal kecil dari kamu untuk ingetin sesuatu juga gabikin aku pindah hati setelahnya. Keren banget kan Akasha ku ini.

Balik lagi in english karena saya mau romantis :p The first time I saw you, I was afraid to let you into my heart. The first time I kissed you, I was afraid to want you closer. The first time I loved you, I was afraid to lose you. You’ve become a necessity in my life. You’re every breath that I take. I love all of you, even your flaws because every flaw makes you who you are. They make you perfect to me. I would not want you to change anything. It is just you, Akashaku.

-Ar

To my one and only Big Bear. 🧸

reveramour — 2023-07-16 07:31:49 UTC

Hello Big Bear, this is your Bunbun speaking. It's a little strange that I'm writing you this letter, for you know how I am not really good with words (plus my tsundere ass won't cooperate.) but I hope this letter reach you, so that you know how much your little sister loves you.

I can't imagine having a better brother than you since you are already the model sibling. I am being serious that people in this world should be jealous of me, because I have you, my superhero, my shelter, my big brother. 💗

I felt especially cherished and cared for because to your possessive behaviour and your kind words, which made me feel like the most beloved little sister ever. Given how much you care for me, you are undoubtedly the best brother your Bunbun could have.

Ah, okay. This is kind of not a secret anymore but I love our sleepover time not only because sleeping with your smell makes me feel comfortable, but having you around me makes me feel safe (yes, I didn't call you my superhero for no reason). I'm grateful that you allowed me to stay in your room whenever I feel down, pat my tummy whenever it hurts on my red days, buy me McDonalds whenever I feel down, I swear if I continue to list all the stuff I'm grateful for, this letter will never end. I am just thankful that you are MY big brother, I am glad you are My Big Bear, not other's. You surely contributed to my sense of security, happiness, and well-being.

PS. Please remember Bunbun loves you so much. (This time, I won't whine for being such a tsundere.)

Dearest, Akasha

naraliadamaralee — 2023-07-22 16:18:34 UTC

Hey, Rocket. It's your Groot speaking. (Harusnya ketebak kan siapa?)

I know that this is late, and I should've came here sooner. But, better to be late than never, right? Well, please pardon my another long writings. My WoA side just cant help it you know?

Aka, I'm so glad that I met you here and had a chance to know you. To me, those two days were the most fun two days I've ever had so far (I'm being honest when I said this). I never knew I'll meet another person who can balance my energy, all of my randomness, and be own myself around. From the random talk we had, our playful banter, the Gose friendly-date, and our light discussions. Thank you for making my long-lost dream to have a childhood boy friend came true. Not to mention that two days flew really fast. Everything went smoothly and comfortably. Everything went naturally, and it all thanks to you. Thank you for always responding to my random and weird antics, thank you for being patient with me, be the most caring, kind, supportive, and attentive friend to me. It's really nice to have you around, Aka. And I'm so happy that I can make you feel at ease, too.

And I might not doing this often in front of you (ya gengsi lah?), but you're truly the best bestfriend I could ever had. I want you to know that I'm so proud to have you as my friend. I don't want to sound so possessive or what but I really hope that your sleep schedule can be less fucked up. Remember what I said? I dont like seeing my loved ones sick. You are included. I'm happy whenever you are healthy and happy. Please know that you are always doing great, Aka. And I believe that you dont have to always push yourself. You are always doing great. Please know that I'll always be here for you and support you no matter what, aight? I love you (platonically), Aka!

P.s.: I still hate you for calling my Wanda as "Dukun Jawa". Like that "Dukun Jawa" and that Lathi tiktok still linger in my mind thanks to you.
P.s.s.: Late to tell you this, but you really make me want to rewatch every MCU movies again. Damn, I miss the phase 2 and 3 so much.

Dear, Kasha.

2023-07-27 12:07:10 UTC

Kasha, the time we’ve spent was very joyous and I really feel comfortable having you around. You have such a warm embrace that makes me melt at the simplest gesture you throw. You were also an absolute sweetheart, which makes it even easier for me to fall for you at all of the given chance. Even though our time was short, I truly feel loved by you. I hope more people can feel and experience your warm embrace too, Kasha. Until we meet again. ♥️

I think about you while tuning in to CIX’s Cinema.

heartender — 2023-07-31 05:04:07 UTC

Hi, haha.... (with no rizz). Seems like I didn’t tell you much, but I was genuinely happy to have you by my side.... Hey, how to write this again....?

Last Friday was one of the best days throughout the year to me so far. As someone who always seeks some glimpse of sincerity in every encounter with anyone, I think it’s safe to say that you’re a genuine person. You most likely won’t believe this, but actually I’m not the type to easily get impressed by others, especially someone new, as I hold a certain standard on my own and take my pride in it. But you, Samada Arshakala, you just ticked out everything in my list. It was insanely fun while it lasted, I even lost my words to express how grateful I am to get a chance to meet you. Also, I’m so sorry for my loyo and chatty era switching up in a blink of an eye.... Hope I didn’t give you any burden!

To me, nothing feels better than knowing that I have you while I’m dealing with everything that trying to block my way during the lowest. If it was not you, I don’t think I would be this happy.... (Right, I have to boost your ego just like that) (But I’m genuine). Be happy and stay here longer, please?

Until then,
Edenver 🌻

p.s: You can see how bad I am at crafting words to express things I actually want to convey.... But you did great.

2023-08-11 04:55:27 UTC

I am not addressing you as 'kindness' with the meaning of nothing. It's a gift to be able to make people feel good, Asha, whether it's with your little considerate questions to ask me what I've eaten today or just simply by your infectious smile. I told you that I've always known how lovely you are, I just didn't know it was to this extent.

You show me that there's good in the cloudy sky (literally and figuratively). I love how you keep up with our little home-y scenario and how you always succeed to throw little jest here and there. In fact, I've heard before our encounter that you are, indeed, have the knack to light up the room. I swear that it didn't go unnoticed.

I love your antics as well. I've known that you're someone who's keen to motion pictures (and I swear I really wish that I could talk to you more about it), but listening to you talk about the movie you love? You didn't know how I giggled just by hearing you talk about the devil in Insidious being caged forever and ever (yes, it's on me for being too easy to laugh at whatever you say).

Now, now. I am not someone who's easy to get flattered, but aren't you a flatterer? You are someone who's very understanding, too. It's fun to have you around, you make me feel safe. Maybe just several days on the weekday shouldn't be enough to know someone deep but you did great in letting me know about you. Letting me have a little bit glimpse of who you are. You did great.

Thank you for the stash of kindness that you're constantly sharing, for proving that little things can mean a whole lot. May your days be filled with the same boundless kindness that you have shared with others, Asha, may your path be adorned with the blessings that your heart deserves.

I wish you better days ahead. Glad that I met you, I really do.

2023-08-27 03:52:50 UTC

In your warm embrace, I found home. Rumah; menyerupai dirimu.

Sekarang pukul 10.05 ketika aku memutuskan untuk merangkai kalimat ini; meluangkan waktu sejenak to express my heartfelt gratitude. Before... I’m beyond sorry I didn’t come here and fill it out sooner, yaa Akasha. Considering I’m not the one who good at words, but other than that I’d hoped that all the lines I poured in here will be conveyed to you well.

Aku pernah mendengar kiasan, ‘Time flies when you’re with the right person.’ Indeed, itu benar adanya. Meskipun kebersamaan kita hanya selintas; tetapi itu meninggalkan kesan yang tidak terhapuskan dalam diriku. Dari sekian jalan bercabang, penuh rumput, kerikil dan ranting liar yang pernah aku lewati; kurasa, aku menemukan jalan pulang terbaik dalam diri kamu. Your presence is a sufficient; for me to be grateful for. Akasha, Akasha, Akasha, even just uttered your name makes my heart skip a beat.

Every word you say puts the tenderness and honesty I can feel, with the way you say my name, how your hand touch and grasped my hand so gently, the way you kiss me while letting me sit pampered in your lap, and the warm embrace you always give me; aku yang kecil ini merasa nyaman dan aman dalam lingkaran tanganmu tanpa kegagalan. I even loved the ‘moment’ that we made when we watched ‘The Big 4’ together. Sejujurnya, aku gak pernah sesenang ini sebelumnya; aku harap kamu juga menemukan kebahagiaan dalam kebersamaan kita, ya?

Akasha, Terimakasih, ya? Terimakasih telah menghadirkan percikan bahagia itu dalam diriku, terimakasih pula sudah hadir dan membuat aku merasa dicintai lebih dari yang aku pikir layak aku terima. I am grateful for the times we have been together, and I cherish the memories we have created.

Jika ada kesempatan lain, dan kalau diizinkan aku ingin mengisi setiap sudut rumah dengan kehangatan yang sama seperti sebelumnya sama kamu. Sampai saat itu datang, jaga diri baik-baik disana. Aku tahu hari-hari gak akan selalu mudah, jika lelah.. tolong istirahat sejenak ya Akasha. Apapun yang terjadi di sana, semoga selalu memihak kamu. I really hope you’re always surrounded by happiness and love cause I love seeing you be engulfed in happiness. Akasha-ku. Sekali lagi, jaga diri baik-baik disana; jangan lupa mencintai diri sendiri, ya?

Written wholeheartedly by 'Bunga' that always blooms when with you.