At first, Walter start cooking meth because he got lung cancer. He’s scared his family have no money after he die. So he wants to use his chemistry knowledge to make some money for them. But later,  he not only do it for family, he actually like the feeling of power and being in control. I feel like sometimes people say they doing something for a good reason, but in deepside, it’s really for themself even they don’t notice.

Besides, The thing shock me the most is not the prefect crimes, but how every choice he make got big result. Just one wrong step can make his family break, friends get hurt, and so many people die. He don’t become bad guy in one day, but slowly lose his moral each time. I learn from this that small choices also can change your life. We free to choose, but every choice got price.

Another character Jesse Pinkman show different kind of person. He sell drugs too, but he still got feelings and limitations. He feel sad, sorry, and fight himself inside. That make him feel more like a real person than Walter. From Jesse, I understand making mistake is not so scary. What scary is keeping doing wrong and think it’s OK.

At the end, Walter finally say the truth: “I did it for me. I liked it. I was good at it. And I was really… I was alive.” That part hit me hard. Death is not the worst. The worst thing is if we can’t feel proud of how we live before we die.

Btw I super recommend this tv series, which story plot is really exciting, make me want to keep watching. Even my uncle who don’t like dramas, he stay up late for 3 weeks just to finish it!