https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly This wall will be to post thoughts and feelings that may go through my mind. I am a 26 year old female, Hispanic, married, and mother of a boy who is 9 years Old. I am hoping that by posting my thoughts and feelings here will be an experiment and see if it lets me relieve some stress or not act reckless or psychotic towards someone else. I have been anxious ever since I can remember. Not knowingly that it could eat my hole life, I need to stop it or control it, if it is something that I will deal with my hole life. I am a smart beautiful girls and this gets the worst of me. en-us 2016-04-13 19:00:28 UTC 2024-01-06 06:23:57 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padletuploads.blob.core.windows.net/aws/108093354/983d7352a218401850c917cd48875971561ddfc3/eb5a85698d1498dfbe67ca01f08d075a.jpg reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105659271 2016-04-13 19:39:11 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105659271 reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105664444 I always seem to think outload. I always hear my self.. So why not write down my thoughts.. Sometimes it can be overwhelming. It seems like there is always something going on in my head. I have to tell my self to stop or try to distract myself. ]]> 2016-04-13 20:11:41 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105664444 reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105669804 I never really like lip stick.. Only in the room.. where I am not been judge at or looked at diffrentley. Even if I really don't care what other people think of me. So sometimes I do not understand then why am I so afraid to approach people. It has always been difficult to approach people, specially if there are someone important, such as a Doctor, professor, etc. It is my #socialphobia that gets me. It is pretty annoying. It sucks because when I get nervous I can not put my thoughts and word together, so I tend to stutter or not make sense of what am I saying. Does that make sense to you? ]]> 2016-04-13 20:56:43 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105669804 reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105678684 For some reason since I was a young girl I wanted to become famous. I always wanted to have fame, but who doesn't! Now I know that those dreams are far from reality. Yet I still feel the urge to be known and be recognized. And not only like a singer or actress, but maybe something more important. It seems that a lot of people have the picture of the famous people with the most fashionable life's. And maybe that is why people are not happy, living a lie. ]]> 2016-04-13 22:26:43 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/105678684 reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/106431245 2016-04-19 00:21:14 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/106431245 reina_oly89 https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/107925180 It seems like when I was having such a great day something mest up has to come my way. There I see my child getting a haircut by his  step-father looking down. As a mother I feel like I should have the power to stop what ever is wrong but why cant I? I know its just a haircut, but my child does not like it he hates it. It almost seems that my husband and I have started to hate each other. How sad right after our 3rd year Anniversary. ]]> 2016-04-27 02:10:57 UTC https://padlet.com/reina_oly89/justOly/wish/107925180