I am an elder and also I'm only a daughter in the family. I try to listen and follow what my parents teach me. When I do well in studies, they become proud. Yet when I do not obey them, they scold me. I get lots of love, care and attention from my parents. I also care, love, and respect them. My parents are my first identity in this world.

I can consider myself a chill person when I belong to different people, but when I'm in the house, I can consider myself a busy bee because I'm handling pressure all the time because I'm the breadwinner of the family. I need to strive hard for my family to get out of the shell of being poor, like eating three times a day. I want them to experience a life that they dream of when they are the same as mine. I believe being ambitious is normal, but because of a lack of finances, we can't get it. That's the reason why I am striving hard right now to fulfill what they have dreamed of.

Life is full of experiences. Every moment we meet different people and face different situations. At this stage of life, we not only know different people, but we also know ourselves in different ways. As we grow, our likes and dislikes change. Our understandings and opinions about life also change with time and experience. So the search for an answer to the question of who I am is a lifelong process.

I can consider that my biggest fear is the fear of failure. Whether it's in my personal or professional lives, the fear of not meeting expectations or falling short of my goals can be a powerful deterrent. The fear of failure can hold me back from taking risks, trying new things, and reaching my full potential.

Losing my family is another fear that deeply affects me. The fear of losing loved ones can evoke feelings of grief, sadness, and vulnerability. The fear of loss can make me cling to what we have and resist change, even when it may be necessary for growth and personal development. If I lose them, my life is incomplete. I can feel empty, and no one will be my crying shoulder when I'm really down. As far as I know, having a complete family is one of your foundations because they are always there to support you through ups and downs. Without them, I can't survive.

Being accepted by many people, I can consider myself to have a lot of friends, but I get traumatized by them because not all of them are true to me, and some of them are taking advantage of my kindness. I realized a few years ago why I should settle for less. I learned from those experiences that having a lot of friends doesn't mean you have them all the time. I realized why I should choose other people rather than my cousins now. I have a best friend, and it's my cousin on both sides. I feel that they are always with me when I need them. I can't feel that I don't belong to them because I'm so special to them, and they treat me right. Until I found a circle of friends in college, they were special, and I can consider them my crying shoulder. I can lean on them; they are great listeners and great advisers. I have them but the fear of rejection is also a significant fear that I struggle with. It's that fear of not being accepted or valued by my choosen friends right now, which can lead to feelings of isolation and self-doubt. The fear of rejection can hinder my ability to form meaningful connections and can limit my willingness to express myself authentically.

Overcoming fears can be overwhelming and difficult, and it's important to remember that they are a normal part of the human experience. Acknowledging and understanding our fears can help us navigate them and find ways to manage and overcome them. Ultimately, our fears can be opportunities for growth, introspection and personal change. By facing our fears and challenging ourselves to step out of our comfort zone, we find our inner strength and resilience. So we accept our fears, learn from them, and continue to grow and develop as individuals.

As a student and as the breadwinner in the family, I have lots of responsibilities from home and studies. I need to balance them well so that I can be more productive than they expect. I have lots of circumstances in life; I've been struggling in my studies, and also how to be a good leader to my siblings. Those things are always on my mind. I've also heard a lot of judgments from my neighbor and also from those people that I think are true to me.All the words that I've heard have been my inspiration, and it makes me stronger to fight this roller coaster life. I know that the end will not be there, or we can't achieve the triumph without sacrifices.

Despite all the challenges I've encountered, I always think about my family. Why should I give up if my family is always there to support me? They are the reasons for everything my success is due to. They are the first of all who always keep me going. To fight this roller coaster life. The second person from whom I can get inspiration is my cousins and relatives, because they are always willing to help me, especially in terms of finances, and they know that if I succeed, I won't forget them. On both sides of the family, they consider me a good girl because I always take a risk for my family. The third one is my college buddies and my professor; they always motivate us to keep fighting no matter how hard the situation is and to wear the black toga because this is the best gift that we can give to our parents. The fourth one is my best friends; they are my crying shoulders that I can lean on if I have a problem, and they are always here for me to comfort and advise. Lastly is my boyfriend. I can't consider him my permanent partner because I believe that God has a great plan rather than me, but for now, if he is part of my journey, he will be the one who can understand me if I can't understand myself either. He is also the reason why I shouldn't give up because he himself has never given up on me. I can consider him my everything because what I need, he can provide. If I don't know how to do those particular activities, he always saves me. Sometimes I say I will give up, and then he will say, I know you can do it! My small achievements make him proud. One of my best supporters They are the reason I survived, and I keep going. Thanks to the almighty Father for the great people I've met.

These are just some of the factors that keep me going as an individual. Everyone's motivation may be different, but ultimately it's about finding what brings you joy, fulfillment and a sense of purpose in life. The journey may be arduous, but the rewards are immeasurable. By embracing the fight, individuals not only transform themselves but also inspire others to do the same.