We went through a lot. Jesus, thinking about you makes me so emotional. But for once, let me pour my heart out and not my brain. No more holding back.

Sana Minatozaki, you are one amazing, extraordinary, enchanting, beautiful, quirky (you know I love it), clumsy (it’s really cute) human being.

When I told you you remind me of Alaska Young in Looking for Alaska because of this one line, “If people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.” I meant it in a good way. Stop saying you’re boring because you’re not. You are intense and unpredictable. Your mind can do wonders. Your hands can turn imaginations into tangible perfection. Yes, moon, you have that impact on me. Like how a hurricane’s strong impact affects places, I am whipped.

When I told you you remind me of this one line in Stuck in Love, “you make me feel less cynical,” I meant that finally, someone knows how to stir up my emotions. I’m this dude who has the monotonous type of personality. And you came along and brought just the perfect colors and blended with me perfectly.

The list goes on. You somehow remind me of people and things that are part of my favorite books and movies. I see you everywhere.

Our deep conversations fascinate me. They always make me feel soft inside.

If I’m an artist, you are definitely my muse because you make me feel a lot of things. You appear in my dreams, including daydreams. And I think it’s beautiful. You are beautiful.

You said you wanna know why I’m in love with you. Truth is, I don’t know how to put it into words. How to make sentences out of my whipped ass. Just— how to construct words out of a million feelings. That’s gonna be a novel in the making.

But of this, I’m sure. I can picture my future with you and I wanna let you know that you’re exactly the person that I prayed for. And I hope that’s enough for you to know how genuine I am with my feelings.

You are my every shooting star, 11:11, fountain, eyelash wish. You are my morning and late night thoughts and everything in between.

Always remember that whatever you feel for me, I feel for you too.

Hit me up if you’ve watched the attached video. ^__^

P.S. These are the moon shots by the way.

 

All my love,
Youghyun Kang