Day 38 (Maundy Thursday) - "stay" by enfleshed https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe enfleshed - poetry through lent en-us 2021-02-18 22:02:45 UTC 2022-10-19 19:17:50 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1375079919 I thought it was my job to stay with him, to be the one person who wouldn’t run when he was difficult. I thought I had to prove to him that he was safe & loved.

I wish I’d realized that loving him meant leaving myself. I know now who I should have stayed with.
]]> 2021-04-01 12:08:53 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1375079919 https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376230808 Trauma takes its toll; everything feels like a threat. Slowly, I’m learning to stay with my suffering until we integrate. How can I witness the pain out there if I can’t even witness the pain in here?

Together, we make more room for love.]]> 2021-04-01 17:43:26 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376230808 https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376793191 stay 
pray
friends
stay
pray
sleep not
failings all, all of us
so human, enfleshed;
not seeing, not noticing  
our divine Friend 
strugglin  alone.
Stay, He asks. ]]> 2021-04-01 21:03:33 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376793191 Staying with the pain: The body remembers; laments. Takes me toward healing. https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376834849 2021-04-01 21:28:57 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376834849 Stay https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376991723 "Stay awake one hour. . . ."
"Stay with us, evening's at hand."
In death and life: Stay

WDRplus]]> 2021-04-01 23:44:02 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1376991723 https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1377582420 Run away
Run away
No. Stay.]]> 2021-04-02 05:56:02 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1377582420 Stay https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1378181176 I stayed too long
a crushed spirit
finally free]]> 2021-04-02 15:02:00 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1378181176 The Ending https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1378201450 Stay with me awhile
 
Watch with me...
 
So simple, so hard

]]> 2021-04-02 15:14:02 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/1378201450 Wrestling https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/2140982890 My spirit wants to run, explore, seek and find. My body wants to stay, frozen, safe. And so I wrestle. Is there wisdom in this internal wrestling match or simply fear? Who will win - body or spirit? Stay. Remain. Here. Here with me. ]]> 2022-04-12 15:06:00 UTC https://padlet.com/enflesehd/ozjvq4rjfvjqrabe/wish/2140982890