the full fucking truth by ˚₊‧‎♡oliverrr‎♡‧₊˚

im done

stalking101 — 2023-03-02 19:17:34 UTC

i keep getting bullied and i hate my body even more now. if you got a problem with me just say nothing man, if my size is annoying I KNOW I FUCKING WISH I WAS SKINNY AND BEAUTIFUL BUT IM NOT! I LIVE WITH MY UGLY ASS MORE THAN YOU. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I KNOW I LOOK STUPID! I KNOW IM JUST SOMEONE NO ONE WOULD REMEMBER! I JUST WISH ALL OF YOU WOULD JUST NOTICE HOW DONE I AM! I WANT TO BE A SKINNY LITTLE BARBIE BITCH! I JUST WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!

the truth

stalking101 — 2023-03-03 16:27:17 UTC

i feel just kinda numb again. im about to change fully. i just feel stupid for letting people change me. see kids love does fuck you up, bullying changes your views on everything, having no parents make up bitter. truly i think you should all say fuck it and live how you want. i know its funny coming from me but i know how it feels to try and fit in. it sucks. this world wants nothing good. it never will. we all die alone. no one truly cares, this world wants to kill you not help you. if someone says they truly love you and calls you their's never let them in fully, if someone says they will change call bullshit, if they ask you to do something you dont think you should stick to what you know or think. it fucks you up. DO NOT LET ANYONE IN FULLY! ITS ALL LIES. NO ONE TRULY WILL BE AT YOUR SIDE FOREVER. IT ENDS WITH TEARS AND THERE IS NOTHING AFTER DEATH. YOU NEED TO BE TO YOURSELF ALITTLE! LIFE WILL KILL YOU! PEOPLE DONT DIE FROM SUICIDE ITS FROM SEEING THE WORLDS TRUE SELF!

my thoughts on this world....

stalking101 — 2023-03-03 16:52:17 UTC

so far everyone has hurt me in some way. i truly think this world is just evil. i dont find a point in many friends and truly i dont think soulmates are real anymore. love is just pain. friends are ppl who will kill u even more later. the world breaks you slowly till you finally snap. and im so close to my snap. i wish and pray you all would remember me when i snap. please just remember i enjoyed my time lol. i just wanna go out while high or something. i wanna go out knowing i didnt hurt anyone to bad. i wanna know im not the evil girl yall say i am. i feel so alone. why was i picked to be in this life as Evelyn Day? i think i truly have hurt everyone i met, i just wanna be happy again i miss my forever boy. (

damn...

stalking101 — 2023-03-03 18:50:29 UTC

it feels like my heart was just ripped out and like wow. best day to do it am i right? i knew it was coming but im scared he is going to forget me. im sorry i was a bad gf. i love you still and i always will. remember me.

Noah's lies do hurt

stalking101 — 2023-03-20 14:14:42 UTC

9 months of my life i trusted this man. he said he was mentally broken so i gave space, he lied, im sure he cheated, and he hurt me in many ways. I had caught him doing so much and all he said was he was not smart and didnt notice. how do you not understand flirting with other ppl is not ok, telling me you fucked around with my friends and now they are blocked, your so stupid. your a whore and i knew youd only loce my body, your such a bad liar, i only stayed cuz i wanted to fix you, i thought i could make you love me, i was more than wrong. truly i should have left you 3 months earlier thats when you started being like this. i hate you i want you to feel my pain. i loved him more than ill even love myself. he gave me my stuff back half broken and unwashed. honestly i wanna take everything back. i wish we never had s3x and her him see nu des ect. i hate myself for braking everything i thought for him. he broke me and im supposed to stay the happy oliver everyone knows? NO! i cant i feel so numb and mad. i wanna hurt him but i love him so much. fuck you Noah. your the worst kinda man, you never cared and it hurts for me to say it. you never treated me right. you only lied. why? was i not good enough? did i not have a good enough body? was i just a bad human? you left me when i needed you. IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU!!! I HOPE KARMA BITES YOU IN THE FUCKING ASS YOU BITCH. I HOPE YOU NEVER FEEL JOY. SUFFER LIKE I AM! I HATE THAT I FEEL SAD OVER YOU I NEVER DESERVED THIS HURT! FUCK YOU!