Trust me, the way I am writing and sharing about my life right now, it never used to happen eighteen years back. During my adolescence , I was quite introvert, did not have much confidence to talk with people, juggling with the changes inside related to emotional and physical aspects, initiating and handling relationships, shyness towards opposite sex, questioning about my own identity, and somehow willingness to do something to stand differently in crowd but lacking that courage and proper guidance to take a desired initiative. The only positive thing that gave me confidence was the faith of my classmates in me, they found me trustworthy with whom they can share feelings and were sure that I will listen to them. But I would always seek for someone who can listen to me, give me proper guidance that would help me in understanding my issues and help me to develop my skills to deal with challenges of life. The time kept on moving, during this phase of turmoil, my mother always stood by me and somehow helped me in dealing with the problems but apart from that place of a guide or mentor was lacking. 

I was relieved as I have completed my graduation, but that relief was temporary one. My mother was hospitalized; I could not clear my entrance exams for post graduation. God is omnipressant, this time he came to me in the form of counselor, you can say it was my destiny or by chance, when I was too much stressed, that person offered me guidance, helped me in dealing with stresses that I was going thorough. 
This give me a clear thought about what I wanted to become, that was the moment where I realized that I want to be  the same person whom I lacked in my life- the counselor. 

I was learning, evolving as peer trainer, peer educator. By this time, my post graduation had started and opportunities started knocking at my door one by one. I joined one NGO and got a platform to enhance my skills .To my surprise, I was in the front. I was an extrovert and was the helping hand for many students. I conducted workshops across the country.

Apart from being associated with NGO, I am working as Counseling Psychologist in my school,.. 

I feel that everyone has the power and its possible for everyone to make a direct positive impact on someone’s life but it all depends on your perspective. In my opinion , the best I can give back to this world is by  making someone happy, by helping other person to share his loneliness by talking to them, by making them realize that they are important for me , to accept them unconditionally and lastly to help them in bringing positive changes in themselves to lead a happy life. 

The girl whom I left eighteen years back, still come to my dreams but this time with a smile!