“Kung Maibabalik Ko Lang…” by Lyka Manongsong

2025-07-11 00:20:28 UTC

About po sa pagiging masungit kopo palagi sa mga family ko at iba pa.

It because po uh i have always a problem po but i dont know that problem kaylangan ko pang hanapin pa so i wanna bring the time i was happy and not angry for no reason i dont know why i change but someday soon my self will go back to happy

2025-07-11 00:22:04 UTC

nung bata ako sa starcity pinilit ko magpasikat at maging makulit kahit hindi ako pinayagan sa isang ride. pagkatapos ng ride na pinuntahan ko nahilo ako at tumalon ako mula sa mataas at nung bumagsak ako ay nagkasugat ako sa tuhod, hanggang ngayon hindi siya nawawala at scar na siyang panghabangbuhay dahil sa kakulitan ko. natutunan ko at inaapply ko sa buhay ko na wag o hindi na ako magiging makulit masyado dahil baka madisgrasya nanaman ako. at mas iintindihin ko na ang magulang ko at susundin ko sila, dahil ang gusto lang naman nila ay para sa aking sariling ikabubuti at upang makaiwas na ako sa mga disgrasya ay hindi ko na ulit gagawin iyon at hindi na magiging makulit

time na nag nakaw ako ng pera

2025-07-11 00:24:35 UTC

nung bata ako mahilig ako mag nakaw ng kung ano ano pero mostly lapis, nung nalaman ko secret stash ng parents ko doon ako nag simula nag nakaw ng money para bumili ng pagkain huhu (di kase ako mahilig sa mga laruan kaya pagkain nalang) nung nalaman ko mali ang aking ginawa tinigil ko eto dahil kahit hindi man ako nakikita ng magulang ko, nakatingin naman ang mata ng dyos saakin

Tungkol po sa daddy ko

2025-07-11 00:24:38 UTC

Ang pinaka maling nagawa ko ay Yung pumayag ako na sumama si daddy sa gala nila doon po siya kumain ng kumain ng bawal po sa kanya mga taba mga Kung ano anong mamantika Yun po para saakin ang pinaka maling decision ko sa buhay ako po si allen tumale

2025-07-11 00:24:41 UTC

lagi po ako umaabsent dati sa sa hindi ko gustong subject at teacher kala ko po masaya yun, pinag sisihan ko po na sayang lang po pala mga oras ko non hahhaahahahha

Regret

2025-07-11 00:26:32 UTC

Good morning po ma'am. Para po sa akin, if maibabalik ko po ang past I wish I was more mature enough making decisions. Kasi po, from the past decisions I made, it was really reckless po talaga and I ended up not feeling well after I have done it. And I wish na if there's a time machine, I would want to go back to that time, so I wouldn't feel guilty sometimes kapag naaalala ko. And what I really learned about is to think twice first before doing that po, the smallest or the biggest reckless things I've done. And the bad behaviors I showed some of my friends- it was really showing na I'm really immature. So, na-learn ko na, I really have to think twice, before doing it because at the end of the day I might just regret it again. Luckily, I don't somehow do that anymore:)

Aking Matalik na Kaibigan

2025-07-11 00:27:09 UTC

Back in 2024, one year ago in January, was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. My best friend was a wonderful person, yet out of jealousy of her friends, i had made major mistakes. I talked trash about her, told things i shouldn't to her friends.

After a while, i was confronted. That's where it all started. Guilt is like a volcano. It grows and grows as the pain of regret slowly explode within you. That's how i felt before. Until now, i still feel horrible about it even if the two of us are in good terms and still talking.

I apologized, I gave gifts and I tried paying back yet it wasn't enough. I had broken her trust the whole way through. We will never be the same, and I still can't forgive myself.

There was an important lesson to learn however even if i couldn't forgive myself. I learnt to never take people for granted. My best friend was the bestest friend ever, she knew everything about me and we loved each other as bff's for half a decade. I also learnt to never talk trash behind people's backs. It will affect your good conscience and will start turning your heart into evil. If you have a problem with a friend, please confront them instead of talking trash.

To you, A. I'm so sorry for what i have done to you. I know you have forgiven me, but you will never forget. I'd rip heaven and earth if it meant taking back what i did and what i said to you. Don't do things that you'd definitely regret.

KUNG MAIBABALIK KO LANG

2025-07-11 00:27:33 UTC

So one time po, When i was walking po. Nakakita po ako ng taong nadapa, and instead of helping her tumawa mo po ako. And i know for a fact that mali ung ginawa ko, Ang natutunan kopo dito is instead of tawanan ang isang tao tulungan nalang po natin sila. Dahil kung tayo man ang nadapa at tayo ay pinagtawanan, syempre masasaktan din tayo. - Faulmino

(The Fallen in The Making)

2025-07-11 00:28:18 UTC

One day it was a "special" Day in Arellano University English week everyone is happy i was happy and the theme was cosplay whatever character you want whether it's Disney,anime,live action character, and etc. This day also is also where i would ~~never forget what happened to me~~ while going to the seat in gym of the Arellano university. I decided to do something that would be the dumbest thing i ever did. I decided to walk around turn and do everything wrong and then. I dislocated my left knee in front of many students. The lesson i want you to learn from this is always behave or something worse can happen to you at any moment

:(

2025-07-11 00:28:46 UTC

Palagi po akong nagpapadala sa inis at galit, kapag ganon po nagiging sarado po ako pakinggan yung side ng mga taong yon. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin po maalis sa sarili ko na kahit matagal hindi ko pa rin napapatawad yung tao. And, nagsisi din po ako sa mga bagay na ginawa ko non na dapat hindi ko ginawa kasi ang panget po pala. Ang natutunan ko po sa mga yan huwag kang magpapadal sa emosyon at huwag magstay sa mga taong sarili lang ang iniisip. At gusto ko po baguhin lahat ng desisyon ko na ginawa ng dahil lang sa konsesya.

2025-07-11 00:28:59 UTC

Ang isang maling naging desisyon ko ay ang pagiging maarte at spoiled sa pamilya ko. Dahil binibigay nila lahat ng gusto ko, nasanay ako na ako palagi ang inuuna.

Natutunan ko na hindi sa lahat ng oras ako ang dapat unahin. Napagtanto ko na ang totoong pagmamahal ay hindi lang tinatanggap dapat ibinabalik din. Dapat marunong akong magpasalamat, maging mas understanding, at hindi abusuhin ang kabutihan ng pamilya ko.

Sa susunod, mas magiging aware ako sa ginagawa ng pamilya ko para sa akin. Magpapakita ako ng effort na tumulong, makinig, at maging mas maalalahanin. Hindi na ako mag-aasta na parang ako lang ang mahalaga gusto ko rin maramdaman nila kung gaano ko sila kamahal.

Kaibigan

2025-07-11 00:29:16 UTC

May kaibigan po kasi ako dati, Way back 2021 pandemic po nun, May time po na nag a-argue kami sa isang bagay na mababaw lang naman, Masyado akong naging ma pride nung time na ‘yun, Hindi ako kumibo sa kanila, sa lahat ng sinabi nila kahit nag sorry na sila. Siguro ang mali kong ginawa at naging desisyon nung time na iyon, ay yun pong hindi pag pansin sa kanila dahil nadala po ako ng pride ko. Kung maibabalik ko lang po yung time po na ‘yun, Sana mas naging maunawain ako at nag mas pakumbaba. Iyan po ang aking natutunan, na sana hanggang ngayon kaibigan ko pa rin sana sila. Ang gagawin ko po para maitama ito sa susunod, ay ang pagiging mapagkumbaba po, umintindi at huwag nang pag awayan ang maliliit na bagay.

Pagkakaibigan

2025-07-11 00:29:16 UTC

kung mababalik ko lang po ang isang maling nagawa ko ay ang nasa maling circle of friends. dahil dito nadamay po ang aking mental of health. dahil sa mga anong-anong nalaman ko sakanila. ang lesson ko po dito ay pumili nang tamang tao na makakasama mo dahil minsan sila din po sisira sayo o tutulong sayo.

Tiwala

2025-07-11 00:29:28 UTC

Hindi ko po alam paano umpisahan 😭 Ang maling desisyon ko po ay mag tiwala agad sa tao kahit hindi ko pa po lubos na kilala. Natutunan ko po na huwag agad mag titiwala sa tao.

-nang

2025-07-11 00:30:02 UTC

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang oras, babalik ako sa time na pumili ako ng maling kaibigan. Si J, ang kaibigan kong dating peaceful, ngayon ay napaka problematic at chaotic na. Halos ibang iba na sya sa dating J na kilala ko. Babae sya, lagi ko syang kasama at lagi kaming magkasundo. Pero nung nagkaroon siya ng bagong mga kaibigan, doon siya nagsimulang magbago. At ngayon, we're not on good terms. Sinisiraan niya kami sa mga bago niyang kaibigan, at pag hindi naman na sila okay, ay babalik siya sa amin at sila naman ang sisiraan sa amin. Cinut off ko na siya, at ang maling desisyon ko na nagawa ay ang itolerate ang ugali niyang mali. Ang gagawin ko naman para hindi na maulit pa, ay hindi ko na siya muling kakaibiganin pa. Kumbaga, her eyes will be the ones I'll walk past by, na dati, ngini-ngitian ko tuwing nakikita ko. Ang friendship namin ni J, it was a special one, pero kailangang maitigil dahil nagiging toxic na siya. Pati ang mga bagong kaibigan nya noon, ay iniwan na din siya, at sa mga lalake nalang siya malapit.

Despite her being this problematic and chaotic, I hope she finds peace for herself one day.

:')

abaayos — 2025-07-11 00:30:07 UTC

When I was in grade 8, sobrang tinamad ako. Puro codm lang ginawa ko that 1st Q to 3rd Q. Ta's puro line of 7 grades ko HAHA. Nung 4th Q, maayos naman na, puro line of 8. Kaya kahit papaano nabawi ko sa bandang huli. T_T Pero grabe 'yung galit sa'kin ng magulang ko, and I hate it when they're mad at me, who wouldn't? That's all, thank you, I guess.. :D

Kung mababalik ko lang

2025-07-11 00:30:18 UTC

Kung mababalik ko lang yung time that I wanted to transfer school so bad, because I thought I could get out of my comfort zone smoothly, and I thought I could handle a big change, but now that I'm here, i realized that its not easy to handle a big change kung mababalik ko lang ,I would choose my old school

Guilt & Regret (Friends)

2025-07-11 00:30:20 UTC

If I was able to go back to the past ang gagawin ko is to stay still and never commit the same mistake that caused na malaking damage sa buhay ko, And yung kasalanan nayan caused me to lose everyone mostly friends ko and yung pinaka importanteng 2 best friends ko which hindi na kami naguusap masyado tulad noon. They still interact with me pero hindi sya the same tulad dati and I know na kasalanan ko lahat ang ginawa ko and till now mabigat ang pakiramdam ko puro guilt and regret ang loob. I'm still scared to approach para mag apologize lang but the amount of mistakes I made to them and to everyone just makes me feel na useless na ang apology ko and pagsasabi ng sorry sa kanila, But I still seek hope and the right amount of time to hopefully and finally approach the distance and ask them for forgiveness and wanting to fix everything again and making it the way it used to be Sila ang dahilan na I knew who I was and knew my true identity and that made me happy from the amount of memories we made and the amount of times we bonded since the start of Grade 7 If I never met those 2 people I would've still just ended up as a loner and a person with no voice to approach socializing to people in the school.

Kung mababalik ko lang

2025-07-11 00:30:42 UTC

Kung mababalik ko lang yung dating me yung masipag dina tamad maybe my parents would be more proud sakin maybe they would appreciate what i did or what i do.

-coz

I'm sorry

anniekenbodiongan — 2025-07-11 00:30:46 UTC

Maybe if I said those words so soon, you wouldn't leave me so much sadness after all. I want to say it, but I was too stubborn, I had too much pride, and that was the reason I lost you, I paid for my mistakes, and that payment was you.

Maybe if l saw you again that will be the first things l will say to you l miss you , l'm so sorry that it took me all those years to say than

-Bodiongan

niko

2025-07-11 00:30:47 UTC

if there was one thing i could take back, it would be to give up on hoping for my parent’s character development.

for years i’ve been hoping for a divine intervention, that they’d change their close-minded ways and start caring for the feelings of the children they chose to raise.

but until this very day, they have proven time and time again that they are irredeemable.

my younger self was so naive to think that they’d change, and i regret getting my hopes up just to be disappointed every single time.

i never considered seeking professional help until now. not for the sake of salvaging our broken connection, or mending the relationship between a child and their parents.

it’s because i want them to be self aware. i want that to serve as payback for the years of emotional and mental distress they have caused me. the scars on my wrists wouldn’t be here otherwise.

i am not doing this for anyone else but myself. i have spent too long putting others first, and i deserve recognition.

uhmm random lang po (baday)

2025-07-11 00:30:49 UTC

I actually don't know ano isusulat Ma'am.

pero lately marami pong bagay na nag reflect sa akin, like ano po- kung paano ko dapat i-ppreciate ang mga taong laging andyaan through ups and downs. Also kung paano dapat pahalagahan ang mga sigundong kasama ang pamilya natin.

ang mga yan po ay nagturo sa akin kung paano mas lumaban sa buyay, kumbaga sila po ang dahilan kung bakit mas gusto kong lumabas sa pang-araw-araw na buhay. strength sa sarili ko, dahil nga po sa mga problemang kinakaharap natin ay talagang we need someone who is there for us when we are feeling lost (eme).

pero totoo po Ma'am, kasi this past few months, my fam was struggling with financial problems tas we really don't know what to do kasi andami pong gastusin tas bayarin. buttt, hindi po kami nawalan ng pag-asa, maybe yes ang hirap pero we were there para sa mga sarili namin hihih. tas there was also a time na, bumagsak po ako sa isang grade ko and hindi po ako sanay, so may isang person pong nag comfort sakin, so para po syang nag bigay lakas ulit sa akin or nag motivat.

VALUES

2025-07-11 00:31:15 UTC

Alyanna Nicole Abano 10-Curie

Ang mali kong desisyon ay ang pagsagot ko sa aking magulang. dahil ako ay masyadong nadala ng aking emosyon, at naramdaman ko na hindi nila naiintindihan ang nararamdaman ko at ang sarili lang nila ang kanilang iniisip.

Natutunan ko na hindi dapat ako masyadong nag papadala sa aking emosyon. dapat ko rin intindihin ang sitwasyon at hindi sila idaan sa pag sagot sagot kundi ipaintindi sakanila ng mahinahon ang aking pinupunto.

lalapit ako sakanila at kakausapin ko sila ng mahinahon dahil dapat akong matutong makipag komunikasyon sa aking mga magulang upang di lumayo ang aking loob sakanila at imbis na sila ay aking sagutin ipapaintindi ko sakanila ng

mahinahon ang aking pinupunto

A thing

2025-07-11 00:37:47 UTC

naglaro na sana ako ng bongga noong bata pa ako nang sa ganoon ay na-enjoy ko siya ng super. Hindi ko sana ibinigay iyung laptop toy na iniwan sa'kin ni papa, nag-iisang gamit na iniwan niya sa'kin before he vanished and go MIA. But it's fine for me kasi I have a very lovingly step father naman. The lesson I learned is to never give anything to anyone just because you pity them, and that also applies until now. Never ever give a person or people a thing that's important sa'yo. Never stay just because you feel responsible for what happened in their life. That may be not their fault, but it's for them to handle, not for you to carry and help.

friendship

asuncionjodi6 — 2025-07-11 00:39:44 UTC

This past few days po nagkaroon po kami ng problem like misunderstading lang po, itong isang friend po kasi may sinabi sya samin na kesho sinabi daw nung isa about samin which is hindi naman pala sya totoo, so kami parang nag tampo kami don sa isa kasi wala naman kaming ginagawa sakanya.

Yesterday, kinausap ko po yung sinasabing "binabackstab" kami, and dun ko po nalaman na yung mga pinagsasasabi po nung isa ay hindi naman po talaga totoo, so after po namin mag usap okay na po. Ang mali ko po is hindi ko sya agad cinonfront na sana mas maaga ko ginawa para napakinggan ko side nya.

Now, yung "friend" po naming gumagawa ng fake stories para lang magkaroon sya ng kakampi, na silent cut off namin 'cause sya po pala talaga yung problema all this time..

Kung maibabalik ko po ang nakaraan, pipiliin ko pa rin sya maging kaibigan pero yung hindi problematic at toxic nyang ugali katulad ngayon.

EARS

2025-07-11 00:41:18 UTC

Mali talaga yung naging desisyon ko na hindi ko siya pinakinggan nung time na pinaka-kailangan niya ako, yung moment na humihingi siya ng kahit konting oras o simpleng kausap pero pinili kong i-ignore, thinking na may next time pa, na okay lang siya. I thought I had all the time in the world to listen, hindi ko alam na yun na pala yung last chance ko. Now, it haunts me every day—yung memory na sana I just sat with him, even in silence, even without knowing what to say. Natutunan ko na sometimes, people don’t really need grand gestures or solutions, they just need someone to be there, to show they care enough to listen. I realized na saying “I’m here” isn’t about words, but about actually making time, dropping everything else, and really being present. Sa susunod, I won’t let my own distractions or excuses get in the way. I’ll choose to stop, to listen, even if it’s uncomfortable or I don’t know what to say. Because now I know how painful it is to live with the regret of not being there when someone needed you most. I don’t want to feel again the weight of wondering if he felt alone, if he thought no one cared, all because I chose to stay busy. Next time, I’ll make sure the people I love know they’re not alone, that I’m willing to listen, even to their silence. I’ll never again let someone walk away carrying something heavy in their heart just because I refused to pause and be there for them. ;))

Nakalimutan

2025-07-11 00:48:20 UTC

Hindi ako natulog ng maaga dahilan ng malapit na pigiging huli ko sa klase kaya ako'y nag mamadali na. Hindi na ko nakapag paalam na kumuha ako ng pera pang baon at pamasahe sa bag ng aking nanay. Ngunit kung hindi ko naman kinuha ito kaagad tiyak na mahuhuli ako sa aking klase.

Mas pinili ko parin dapat na mag paalam dahil may mga susunod na mang araw na may pasok. Tska kung ginawa ko yun ay respeto na rin sana kanila at pagpapahalaga.

Aagahan ko na lng ang aking pag tulog ng saganun ay hindi na ulit maulit ang ganung pangyayari.

- rhey

about my poor emotional intelligence

2025-07-11 00:53:51 UTC

nung immature pa ako, marami po akong poor decision making which led me to being lonely and always gloomy, scared po ako mag open up sa iba and sa parents ko po pero nung sinampal ako ng katotohanan sa mga friends ko po na realized ko po na hinde ka nag iisa sa mundo at my mga taong tutulong sayo sa oras na kailangan mo, kung wala sila siguro gloomy parin ako pero im grateful sakanila, nung nag mature ako, naiisip ko nalang na "sana pwede bumalik at ayusin ang mga problema na ginawa ko"

about sa poor emotional intelligence ko

2025-07-11 00:54:45 UTC

I'm sorry

anniekenbodiongan — 2025-07-11 01:11:01 UTC

"Maybe if l said does words more sooner, you might not have given up on me. You wouldn't have left me so many years ago, wouldn't grieve so much. Then you wouldn't leave, but no. l was stubborn and had high pride; that was the reason why l lost you, and I paid for it. But losing you back then, I didn't think it was possible. l blame myself. Now that you're not here by my side, l'm sorry.

Maybe if we meet again, these words are the first things l will say to you. I miss you, and l'm so sorry that it took me all these years to say that to you".

-Bodiongan

kai

starlettekimp — 2025-07-11 06:01:03 UTC

mistake

May isang pagkakataon na hindi ko tlga kinausap ang aking kaibigan ko ng ilang araw dahil nag tampo. Naramdaman ko kasi na parang hindi niya ako pinakinggan sa importanteng bagay na gusto ko ishare. Hindi siya nag-react the way i expected, kaya feeling ko hindi niya ako naiintindihan o baka wala siyang pakialam. Imbes na kausapin siya, pinili ko na lang na manahimik at umiwas.

Habang tumatagal, narealize ko na mali pala yung ginawa ko. Akala ko magiging okay na kami, pero hindi pala and ramdam ko na it didn't feel right na,Gusto ko siyang kaausapin, pero nahihirapan na akong magsimula kasi parang ang awkward na at nahihiya na ako.

Doon ko narealize na sobrang importante pala ng communication sa friendship. Minsan, hindi talaga maiwasan ang tampuhan o misunderstandings,pero hindi dapat yun pinapatagal. Natutunan ko na mas mabuting maging open at honest kaysa magtago ng sama ng loob. Kasi sa totoo lang, mas nakakasira ang katahimikan kesa sa simpleng pag uusap.

Next time, if may problema ako with someone lalo na sa isang kaibigan na mahalaga sakin I'll talk to them right away. I won't wait too long or expect them to read my mind.