Sensational, Ambitious, Natural, Drama-Queen, Rebellious, Adventurous....

MY SWOT- Strengths-...., Weaknesses..... opportunities....Threats....

Professor of English Language and Literature

Teaching courses: Career Development, Speech Communication and Creative Mindset

In love with: travelling and languages

Passionate about : Teaching

Hobby- painting and watching tv shows

(no)Free time- spending time with my kids

I am from the USA

I moved to Estonia in 2023

I come from a background of business administration

I enjoy spending time outside as well as with friends.

I like to play video games as a way to disconnect from the world.

I have a huge passion for travel

I tend to be very interested in people watching.

I am form Dhaka, Bangladesh and i moved Estonia in 2025. I enjoy play football and cricket and as well walking in tallinn. I love to spend my time with my family and close Friends. I come form science background but now i moved in creativity and business innovation in EUAS. Love to watch hollywood Movie in free time.

I like cooking, traveling, and talking^^
In my free time, I like spending time with friends

I am from Estonia and at the moment I am a university student, so far I am unemployed. One of my favorite hobbies is crocheting, and I also love doing makeup (let's say makeup artist). I like to spend my free time with my friends and family.

I am from Tallinn, Estonia.

Studying 1st course of “Creativity and Business Innovation” in Mainor.

Working as a waiter.

My hobby is to make music and I plan to develop it as my main thing in life.

I am keen on travelling, playing video games, watching football and getting along with people.

My free time consists of spending time with friends or watching Youtube, that’s pretty it so far.

Im made in Mexico

Student of the Mainor univerisiy

Lived in estonia for 4 years

I like metting people and have conversation

hobbies, gym, listing music, sometimes pay piano, watch horror movies,

i like metting new cultures

i have 5 mexican dogs

Language: English adn spanish, a bit estonian

From Tallinn, Estonia

First year student at Mainor

Love reading books - thrillers and romantasy.

Passionate about music. Singer in a metal band and a rock band. Also write lyrics. Travelling is also one of my favourite hobbies.

Czech student at Ambis Vš, currently at Erasmus programme at EUAS here in Estonia.

I enjoy hiking, travelling, spending time with friends.

My hobbies include: blacksmithing, playing games(both video and tabletop) and reading books

Student of Mainor University

Favorite activities: Drawing and photography

Prefer to travel by car all over Estonia

Lived in Finland for one year

Favorite pet: my cat

No free time - I am busy woman

Studied International Tourism Management in Sweden, now business student in EUAS.

Also studied media for 3 years to become a graphic designer and a photographer, then changed interest towards tourism and from there to business.

Have lived in North-Iceland and Sweden, last two years been living in Tallinn, Estonia.

I love growing plants, driving, exploring different parts of the world.

I speak 3 languages fluently + 2 somewhat fluent.

Love dogs and birds 🕊️, and Italian food🤌🍕

Nationality: Filipino

Born and raised in Dubai, United Arab Emirates

✈️ to Estonia January 2025

✧ Studying in EUAS

✧ Community Lead for a women's space

✧ Gaming, playing with my electric guitar, skincare, baking, used to skateboard

✧ Self Care activities and hang with my friends/boyfriend

S-Smart

A-Active

H-Happy

A- Awesome

R-Reliable

A- Adventurous

N- Nice

N - noble

A - adventurous

S - sensitive

T - thoughtful

J - joyful

A - anxious

Observant

Joyous

Tenacious

Eager

CHildish

Daring

Affectionate

Respectful

Joyful

Ambitious

Friendly

Reliable

Active

Independent

Nice

V - valiant

A - admirable

R- respectful

V - victorious

A - adorable

R - radiant

A - adventurous

Dreamy

Artistic

Nonchalant

Intuitive

Irresistible

Likable

Resourceful

Introverted

Eccentric

Zen

Loyal

remarkable

education

abstract

talented

emotional

R-eliable

E-xpresive

A-daptable

T-alented

E-ngaging

Resourceful

Energetic

Ambitious

Thoughtful

Experimental

Risk-taking

Experimenting

Ambition

Teaching

Exploration

Receiving

Exploring

Allowing

Trying

Experiencing

reach

energise

action

technique

edify

-Adaptability

-Empathy

-Curiosity

-Continuos learner

-Comunication skills

W-Weaknesses

-Procrastination

-limited skills

-public speaking anxiety

-Overthinking

-Difficulty Saying No

O-Oportunitites

-Attend Social Events

-Use Free Online Resources

T-Threats

-Seasonal Weather Challenges

-Family Conflicts

Opportunities - growth, networking, creativity, empathy, inspiration

Weakneses - overthinking, impatience, stubbornness, perfectionism, laziness

Threats - distractions, stress, miscommunication, burnout

1.business minded and motivated

2.basic knowledge about sports

3. Quick leaner

4.creative thinker

Weaknesses

1.Low confidence in field

2. Struggle with time management

3.sleep issues and over thinking

4. Communication needs improvement

Opportunities

1.internship chances

2.global job access through Estonian Degree

3.Using linkedln for Exposure

Threats

1. High competition in the business field

2. Financial pressure

3. No strong local job network yet

4. Scary about losing

Weaknesses - Stressful, Procrastination, Low technical skills, Fast burnout, Overthinking, Simplifying

Opportunities - Great fit for new and developing projects, Building influence through communication, Innovation, Collaborative

leadership, Gather ideas from everywhere

Threats - Risk of underperformance in critical situations, missing the opportunity due to non-consistency, fall behind tech-driven

fields, Mental exhaustion, missing the critical details

Bravery

Charisma

Honesty

Curiosity

Creativity

Improvisation

Cooking skills

Empathy

Vulnerability

Generosity

Openminded

Respectfully assertive

Weaknesses:

Punctuality

Energy levels

Consistency

Discipline

A storming mind

Overthinking

Unproductive at times

Unstructured

Opportunities:

Creative collaboration

Public speaking

Entrepreneurship

Community leadership

Mentorship

Personal development programs

Networking with diverse individuals

Therapeutic or coaching path

Volunteer work/social impact projects

Flexible, dynamic work environments

Improvisational or artistic projects

Travel and cultural exploration

Building routines around curiosity

Learning productivity frameworks

Energy management strategies

Threats:

Burnout from mental overactivity

Missed deadlines due to poor punctuality

Inconsistent performance under pressure

Lack of structure in high-demand environments

Overcommitment from generosity or empathy

Decision paralysis from overthinking

Disconnection from results in high-consistency fields

Difficulty thriving in micromanaged or highly regulated roles

Fatigue in overstimulating settings

Resistance from closed-minded peers or systems

Strengths-

Creativity

Friendliness

Skills in photography and videography

Weaknesses:

Concentration

Laziness

Knowledge of English

Opportunities:

Connections

Sociability

Threats:

Laziness

Fast learning

Adaptive

Tenacious

Loyal

resourceful

WEAKNESSES

occasional lack of sleep

need of reason

prone to procrastination

obsessive

self deprecating

Opportunities

Big network of friends and family

open borders

lots of opportinities

democratic government

open communities

Threats

Information overload

Difficult political situation

difficult economic situation

unsolved social problems

corruption

Strengths: I’m a good listener, and emotionally intelligent. I understand personal limits and needs. I’m also a creative thinker (even if my ideas not always suitable or conventional). I’m as well resilient, even when things get tough or motivation drops.

Weaknesses:

Anxiety sometimes makes it hard to focus. Sometimes I don’t have energy or motivation, especially when overwhelmed with deadlines ( I always do things on the last day).

Opportunities:

Online learning tools,flexible deadlines. Finding an interest area that aligned with my personal strengths.

Threats:

Mental health challenges getting worse without proper support. Fear of failure or trying new things. Fear of speaking in public (for example, at school, university. Especially when you need to answer presentations)

Eirenic

Versatile

Indelible

Nimble

Intellect

Loyal

Forward Thinking

Optimism

Kindness

Agile/Flexible

Weaknesses

Lean towards introvert

Too nice

Burnout

Overthinking

Changing myself to be liked

Opportunities

New place, new life

Freedom

Learning

New relationships

Threats

Fear of failure

Finding a Residence Permit sponsor

Misunderstandings

Loss of those close to me

Resemblance

Examples

Action

Transparency

Embodiment

1.    What is the challenge or opportunity? – There are no people in my workplace who fits the standard of being a supervisor and handling the related responsibilities which affects our efficiency very badly.

2.    Is it real? – Yes, the problem is real because our teamwork is often messed up because of the lack of the leadership and a clear plan.

3.    Why am I working on it? – Because I want to develop my career in this field and I know that my skills are very useful.

4.    Is it worth doing? – Yes, it will make our work process stabilized and efficient.

5.    What do I have to attain, accomplish, gain or resolve? – I need to gain trust in my professional skills from all the managers.

6.    Can I really succeed? – Yes, I can, because I already see how my hard work pays off.

7.    Will completing this project make a difference in my life? – Yes, because I can start doing this more serious and more responsible and grow my professional status to make difference in places where it is needed.

8.    Will I enjoy working on this project? – Yes, because I am sure it will help not only me but everybody who I work with.

9.    Will it matter five years from now? – Yes it will. It is not only about the position but accomplishing your career goals and opening new opportunities.

10. Does this project have a high return for my effort? – Of course, even if I don’t succeed in my current project I am sure that my effort will give me a lot more of experience and confidence.

11. Does this project have a real deadline? – No, but seeing that nothing changes and it gets worse means that I should not wait for it to change itself.

12. Does this project fulfill my values – Yes. Getting along with people, make the working process better, gaining confidence and support – this is what I value in every day life also.

Date: 07.05.2025

Where: Wise Office Tallinn

Thoughts: Very diverse office. Employee internal benefits are amazing for people who want to feel more free at work. Friendly staff.

Field Trip 2-

Date: 09.05.2025

Where: vabaduse väljak

Thoughts: Amazing concert with a good mix of different artists/ groups. People we very festive to Europe Day. The group got bigger as the event went on. It is awesome to see the different events that bring different people together.

Field Trip 3-

Date: 11.05.2025

Where: Lidl

Thoughts: Immediately being greeted by the shelf with raspberry jam filled croissants is very difficult to walk past as they are very tasty. They definitely know how to get customer's in the door by offering attractive pricing and variety of products. Lidl is also very popular amongst ex-pats and other European visitors which shows the diversity included.

What do I think and feel?

• I hope someone picks me—I was baked fresh this morning.

• I feel proud of my golden crust and sweet filling.

• Sometimes I worry I’ll be the last one left, going stale.

• I love the smiles I bring when people take me home.

What do I hear?

• “Ooh, those smell amazing!”

• “Which one do you want?”

• Parents telling their kids, “Just one, okay?”

• Staff talking about restocking or rotating pastries.

What do I see?

• Other pastries beside me—some already gone.

• Hungry eyes scanning the display.

• Hands reaching, deciding, sometimes passing me by.

• Fluorescent lights above and the clear glass case in front.

What do I say and do?

• I sit quietly, looking delicious and inviting.

• I show off my flaky layers, my glossy glaze, my sweet crumble.

• I tempt people who weren’t even planning to get a pastry.

• I offer comfort, indulgence, and a quick escape from routine.

Pain:

• Being overlooked and going stale.

• Dropped or squished before someone gets to enjoy me.

• Being judged as “unhealthy” or “a guilty pleasure.”

Gain:

• Bringing someone a moment of joy.

• Being chosen and enjoyed fresh with a hot drink.

• Sharing a break, a smile, or a memory.

• Being part of someone’s small but meaningful moment.

Many people find it hard to save money when living paycheck to paycheck, often due to unexpected expenses or poor financial habits.

Most Important Issue:   Lack of a clear budgeting strategy to prioritize savings.

1. Financial Literacy Educator (Sector: Education)

   • Help Provided: Teaches basic budgeting techniques, like the 50/30/20 rule. 50 needs, 30 wants, 20 savings. 

   • Solution: introducing a simple budgeting app and weekly check-ins to track spending and ensure consistent savings.

2. Frugal Living Blogger (Sector: Lifestyle)

   • Help Provided: Shares practical tips, like meal prepping or buying second-hand, to cut daily expenses.

   • Solution:  30-day challenge to reduce discretionary spending, freeing up money for savings.

3. Social Worker (Sector: Community Support)

   • Help Provided: Connects the individual to local resources, such as food banks or utility assistance programs, to reduce financial strain.

   • Solution: help access a utility bill assistance program, lowering monthly costs to redirect funds into savings.

4. Side Hustle Mentor (Sector: Entrepreneurship)

   • Help Provided: Guides on starting a low-effort side gig, like pet sitting or online tutoring, to boost income.

   • Solution: helping  set up a profile on a gig platform, aiming for an extra $100/month to build a savings cushion.

- What’s the lighting in the section you’re in? The lighting is bright, with a slight fluorescent glow, making me stand out.

- Who’s sitting right next to you? Above you? Below you? What colors are they? What colors should you be? Next to me is a blue fabric softener, above is a green eco-friendly detergent, and below is a red stain remover.

I should be a vibrant purple to catch the eye

- Whom are you trying to attract? What type of shopper? I’m aiming to attract busy parents and eco conscious shoppers looking for a fresh, effective detergent.

What do I think and feel- It feels amazing to be able to go all over the world and be one of the staple fruits people purchase!

What do I hear- I hear the sounds of the produce sprayers kicking on to keep the vegetables fresh. I hear the squeaky wheel of a shopping cart. I hear people excited about the lower prices of fruits as their season approaches.

What do I see- I can see every other fruit and vegetable available. Oranges, melons, tomatoes, cucumbers, carrots, onions. etc, etc. People picking things up and seeing if they meet their standards.

What do I say and do- I am always there and always available. I will always have a similar low price and I will make sure you know it! I shout out about our different shapes, sizes, and colors. I tell you about the positives of us!

Pain- I am never the first pick as im not the sweetest or sometimes im simply just not ready yet. I have a habit of ruining the other fruits which is why i tend to be left out from everyone else.

Gain- I am always available which means people still have me to lean on. The longer im around the sweeter I get.

Interpretation of the Problem:
Kevin has been working towards losing weight and gaining muscle and from what I can tell a big detractor from his progress is his habits in life.

Main Issues:

• Kevin often stress eats. He has done it since his time at Dominos.

• Kevin struggles to maintain a calorie deficit as he is capable of maintaining his weight.

• He often finds it difficult to keep up with working out when he has to go alone.

Possible Solutions to the Problem:

• Kevin should start keeping track of everything he eats so that it paints a clear picture of what he is doing which in turn could increase his motivation.

• He needs to find some new habits that are more beneficial to his goals.

• He needs to be able to hold back his cravings when in stressful situations.

Josh (longest friend)

Interpretation of the Problem:
Kevin struggles to keep in the mental state when working out because of his relationships with others and also just how he views himself and how society has viewed him.

Main Issues:

• He compares himself to other people which discourages him.

• Since he has been in Estonia it is hard for me to hold him accountable anymore.

• Kevin usually rewards himself with food when he's done well at something, like ice cream and other things.

Possible Solutions to the Problem:

• If he is able to just complete micro challenges, the small wins may be just what he needs to charge forward.

• Doing the above will allow him to be consistent which will also help him.

• I think he should try to find some new friends to help him or maybe join some community around him in the expat area as he said it can be difficult to make friends with Estonians.

Haley (friend)

Interpretation of the Problem:
Kevin has been working towards losing weight and gaining muscle, but part of what’s holding him back is that his overall lifestyle isn’t supporting that goal. He is so focused on the physical and leaving out the rest.

Main Issues:

• Kevin isn't sleeping well or giving himself time to decompress.

• He doesn’t have time for himself.

• The disconnection between his physical and mental self are hurting him.

Possible Solutions to the Problem:

• He needs to understand that it is all about self-care not just self-control.

• If he is able to find more "me time" then I am sure he will feel better and get on track.

• He should also start trying to understand how he feels instead of just looking in the mirror.

Hunter (Best friend)

Interpretation of the Problem:
Kevin doesn't really have his own routine and really seems to just go and work something random at the gym.

Main Issues:

• Kevin isn't tracking what he does at the gym so he cant get feedback or even set goals.

• His training plan is really barebones and just says something like get bigger arms etc..

• He isn't pushing his limits and ultimately ends up setting his own plateaus.

Possible Solutions to the Problem:

• Kevin should track calories and workouts consistently so he can understand what is working.

• He needs to set a real plan that progresses over time this way he cant not have goals.

• He is welcome to check in with me weekly and we could go over his numbers and talk about some improvements.

I started with written language, how it evolved and why it’s the focal point globally.

In the future, emojis will become a full language, even powered by AI or brain implants.

I connected this idea to neuroscience and mental telepathy.

I also, with the help of AI, created an example of an emoji-only children’s book to teach kids without using words.

I learned that while emojis offer emotional depth and accessibility, they still can’t fully replace the richness of text, but they could evolve into a powerful tool for future communication.

Once, there was a little boy who wanted just one thing more than anything else in the world — a friend. He was a bright and joyful child, with a radiant, warm smile, and he tried in every way he could to fit in. But despite all his efforts, he always remained alone.

He believed that if he acted the way others wanted him to, his dream would finally come true. So he tried to follow their rules and live by their judgments. But it always felt wrong — like wading through mud, stuck in place, unable to move forward. People kept seeing him as “different,” not the way they were used to. The world felt so big, so loud, and with each passing day, he felt smaller, less needed, less important.

He decided to turn to the one person who meant everything to him, whom he loved unconditionally — his grandmother. She always told him that he needed to be brave and true to himself. He believed her, always. Her old, wrinkled hands spoke not only of her age, but of her wisdom and boundless love for him. It was those very hands that helped raise him into who he was. She told him:

“Real friends see your soul, not just your smile.”

Inspired by her words, he took a deep breath and gathered his confidence.

He stopped trying to fit in and instead began to lead with kindness — including others in games and asking them questions. Asking questions became his favorite thing, because he loved listening to people. He didn’t just want to hear them — he wanted to truly understand them.

For the first time, people started to notice him. Of course, it wasn’t without mistakes. Sometimes he said the wrong thing and hurt someone without meaning to, and then he felt a deep guilt — like a red hood wrapped around him that he couldn’t take off.

But he didn’t give up.

He stumbled, fell, and kept going — climbing forward, trying to find his place. One day, he went to his favorite spot, the one he always visited when he felt deeply alone. By a great big tree stood a bench where he had spent so much time. But this time, he didn’t feel lonely. He was full of gratitude for the path he had walked.

And then it happened.

A hand reached out beside him.

Another little person, just as unsure, just as hopeful.

They didn’t say much at first. They didn’t have to.

They just held hands.

And in that simple touch, the boy knew — he had found his friend.

One way or another, he always would.

Date: 17.05.2025

Where: Zoo

Thoughts: Mixed thoughts some parts of the zoo not renovated and I feel sorry for the animals, because there is not enough space for them. But parts that renovated is good and I think animals are happy there.

Field trip 2 -

Date: 18.05.2025

Where: to Narva

Thoughts: I have only good thoughts, because it’s my home town where I grew up. Visited my grandparents and my family.

Field trip 3 -

Date: 20.05.2025

Where: in Narva

Thoughts: nothing special, just walked around the town with my family.

I picked up the One Way card first. It felt like that moment when you know you have to go forward, no turning back. Like starting a new adventure. Sometimes the road ahead is hard, like trying to walk through thick, sticky mud. That reminds me of the Difficulty card, with all those dirty handprints. It shows how tough things can get, but you keep going, step by step.

Then, there are those amazing moments of pure joy, like the Happiness card with the kid smiling so big. It’s when you feel light and free, like nothing can bring you down.

Life is also about connection, like the Leadership card with all the hands holding each other. It’s about people helping each other, being there for each other. That makes you feel grateful for everything you have, like in the Gratitude card with the tall, strong tree standing peacefully. You just appreciate what's around you.

But life isn't always easy. There are also times when you feel a bit lost or out of place, like the Guilt card with the lone red figure. And then there's Independence, the measuring tape around the head, reminding you that you're growing and finding your own way. The hands with the rings, full of lines, tell a story of a life lived, with all the experiences and choices that make you who you are.

These cards, all mixed together, show what life is really like. It's a journey with good times and bad times, struggles and joys, and all the different feelings that make us human. It's messy and beautiful, all at the same time.

They arrived at the Facility at exactly 6:00 AM.
Four teenagers — Lena, Chris, Dasha, and Tim.
They’d supposedly won a competition. Or maybe they had been selected.
The prize? Participation in the Purification Program.
Lena didn’t remember signing up.
But the bus came. And they got in.

At the gate, a sign hung crookedly:
ONE WAY.
No return. No questions.
The guard didn’t speak — he only nodded.

They were told it would be a game.
Each participant would receive a task.
Eleven stages. One path to become “clean.”
“Purification is a process,” the voice had said. “Start from the beginning.”

Stage One: Regression.
They buried Lena in sand — like in childhood.
Only her head left above the surface.
It was funny at first.
Until the sand began to tighten.
She couldn’t move her chest. Couldn't breathe.

A speaker clicked on:
— Smile. It’s part of the program.

The next room was white.
Sterile. Cold. Bright.
They were handed measuring tapes.

— Measure each other. Judge. Assign a number.

Chris gave Lena a "7".
Dasha — a "6".
Tim said nothing.

The floor lit up with red letters:
INSUFFICIENT.

Mirrors lined the walls.
In each, Lena’s reflection twisted — warped smiles, eyes stretched too wide.
She felt like she was being scanned, not seen.

Then came the mud.

Thick, wet, ankle-deep, then up to their knees.
Each person had to carry a white orb to the other end of the room.
Tim was the first to sink.
He stepped forward — and vanished. No splash. No scream.

Lena tried to shout. No sound came out.
A speaker buzzed overhead:
— Stage failed.

They found a chamber with figures in red hoodies.
Each zipped shut to the top.
No faces. No breathing — except a low, rhythmic hum.
Guilt, written on the floor in peeling paint.

— Confess your guilt, a voice said, or stay.

Chris stepped forward.
The hooded figures moved.
Mouths opened wide beneath the zippers.
Chris didn’t return.

Lena turned and ran.

In the next room: mirrors again.
But this time, not her own reflection.
A woman — elderly, elegant, absurd.
Rings on every finger. Red nails. Lips too perfect to be real.

— You failed every test, the woman said.
— But there’s still a way. Just give us your face.

Lena shook her head.

— Then you’ll become empty, the woman whispered. Like them.

Another room.
A circle drawn on the floor.
Dozens of hands touching it — from men, women, children.
All different shades, all pointed toward the center.

Lena stepped into the circle.
Fingers grabbed at her arms, her legs.
A deep vibration filled her bones.
No voices, just one thought, echoing:

"Be like the rest."

She tore free.
Barely.

Then — the final chamber.

A pool. Empty. Still.
Cracks in the tiles.
— Jump, the voice said. You’ll pass.

She jumped.

Concrete met her knees.
But the sound was watery. Delayed. Dreamlike.

Under the surface, she opened her eyes —
and saw herself.

Only this version was smiling.

Too confidently. Too calm.

She awoke on a bench.
Beside her: an empty wheelchair.
In her lap: a plaque.

GRATITUDE.

A hooded figure approached.
Held out a hand.

— You passed, it said.
— Welcome back.

Later, on the news:

"We proudly announce the graduates of the Purification Program!
Three participants successfully completed all eleven stages.
Full integration achieved."

On screen: Dasha. Chris. Tim.
Next to them — Lena.

Perfect posture. Crisp uniform.
Immaculate smile.

But the eyes…

The eyes weren’t hers.

Lena never made it out.

The thing that did —
wasn't her.

The real Lena was still inside the mirror,
watching as someone else wore her skin,
her voice,
her life.

And in the reflection behind her…
that same sign.

ONE WAY.

FIELD TRIP NO. 2
Date: 23.05
Where: Maardu, city walk
Thoughts: I was scouting locations for a short film and specifically looking for an auditorium. It was a productive walk — I found a few potential places and paid attention to the industrial vibe of the city. That raw environment gave me creative ideas about tone and mood. I realized how strongly a location can shape a story.

FIELD TRIP NO. 3
Date: 24.05
Where: Narva, fashion show event
Thoughts: I was taking reportage-style photos at a model fashion show. It was fascinating to observe movement, lighting, and expression — it inspired me to experiment more with photography and framing. I felt the power of capturing the right moment.