https://padlet.com/jhdyzzz/nnuhnhm7dficakcl en-us 2023-08-16 15:02:28 UTC 2023-08-16 15:05:34 UTC hello@padlet.com jhdyzzz https://padlet.com/jhdyzzz/nnuhnhm7dficakcl/wish/2663575434 Oh my, this is probably the first time na magususulat me ng message for you. Didn't even know na di pa pala kita nabibigyan ng message. It was all from facebook yung mga message ko para sa'yo, pero that can't be a validation kung ano talaga yung gusto kong sabihin sa'yo. Siguro magsimula muna tayo nung una taying nagkakilala, you were that of girl that I really liked the humor. But minsan insensitive kayong dalawa ni Rosel (you've changed tho and I'm so proud of you!) Ikawy ung type ng person na where you recieve critism you chose to fix it by asking the problem and you always find a solution to it. Kaya dun kita nagustuhan, the way your wit ans humor combined!!! Dun ko nasabi na this girl will be my friend forever. I know we had small fights but kalimutan na natin yun yung longganisa BWHAHAHAAHAHAHAH actually at that moment I felt bad kasi you humihingi ka nga and I'm sorry for the way I acted, it was unintentional because gutom ako non and may nang iinis sa'kin at the end it became a running joke to us but it still runs in my mind na dapat hindi ako naging oa, I know rin na gutom ka rin at that point kasi sabi mo wala ka pera (the realization starts hitting me) pero ayun nga I'm sorry for the way I reacted but wag naman kasi dakutin!! Keme lang be!!! You will always be a mother figure to me. The way na parang pinagsasabihan mo ako or tinuturuan mo ako ng tama everytime na gagawa ako ng mali, wala naman perfect na tao diba? Palagi kang aware sa mga nangyayari and you chose to not side anyone because ikaw palagi ang nasasabi ng solusyon sa dalawa.  You are that kind of gal na kahit anong inaaya g, kahit ano pa yan sasamahan ka dito or that, kahit walang wala g lang and that's what makes you so special to me. Ikaw yung type ng tao na deserve ng lahat bacause you got it all and you're very humble about things. It makes me wonder nga if di kita nakilala would that make a change sa buhay ko because you have a huge impact in my life and di ko yan makakalimutan. I was giving up, I was about to end it but nagchat ka saying that "baka di pa siya ngayon o baka there's much better things na para sa'yo. kahit na ano mang maabot mo sissy ko hindi yun magdidikta ng worth mo as a person." Thank you because isa ka sa mga taong ng message sa'kin when I was about to end my life. I was full of emotions felt like a tree wilting. You gave me hope and that tree is trying to survive again. Thank you for feeling always there for me, I will always love you for that :>> alam mo yung spin the wheel niyo ni rosel, napatawag ko na kayo nun pero di ko pa rin yun makakalimutan. Ikaw pa nga nag approach sa'kin nun trying to fix things and that's what I want you to be... nung online class ikaw palagi ka kwentuhan ko mapa gc or pm, I think we became besties talaga that going to f2f our friendship grown into something special. Parang ikaw yung golden apple na nalaglag sa puno. Full of knowledge and wisdom. Hey hey always remember na palagi akong nandito para sa'yo because I owe you, always reach for help okay:>> walang hiya hiya sa'tin!!! And that's what friends are made for. Gusto ko yung tinatama mo ako palagi tuwing may gagawin akong mali or may joke na out of line, because of that I learned and I am careful now, it's all because of you!!  Also remember na wag mong sabihin na pangit ka because you are not okay? Sa mata mo di mo nakikita pwro sa mata ko nakikita ko kung gaano ka kaganda and not just physically but also yung pag uugali mo. It's like a painting of a vase na may maraming types ng bulaklak sa isang museo na sining na gawa ko, an artist always sees what's the meaning of the painting behind but some other people can't see it. Only the artist can. If you don't see yourself as gorgeous just like the other people, please remember na hindi ka pangit and will never be. You are beautiful inside and out and that's whats important okay?? You don't need makeup or smth ti make yourself beautiful because being natural is already a beauty but your attitude is the virtue of being beautiful. Don't feel bad about yourself dahil mataba ka or what so ever!!! You are beautiful no matter what and that's important!!!, remember kahit sumali ka ng beauty contest, isa ako sa mga taong susuporta sa'yo and will always stood for you. Isa ako sa mga taong patuloy na hahangaan ka for what you are and what you're gonna be. Happy 18th birthday again my mother!!! Joan always remember na even though you overthink things may dadating sa buhay natin na unexpected and that's a win win. Will always wish you a success in the future, see you in the field my statistician, researcher, teacher, engineer, programer and other things na connected sa apmath. Remember na yung kinuha mo ay hindi "lang" yan dahil at the end of the day no matter what course ang kunin natin quota man or hindi at pantay pantay pa rin tayong successful in the future. Continue to strive and see you sa PUP for 5 years!!!!!

Nasabi ko na to sayo but I will dedicate the song distant shore for you and the song tinkerbell is overrated by beabadoobee :>>> happy birthday again!!! I love you so much!!!!!! Thank you for being always there for me!



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