abby's by qurratuaini haziqah

WEEK 1

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:33:01 UTC

this is my second usrah family in CFS IIUM, and i only recognised three people in this group: Raudah Rosli, Khalidah Sofia, and, surprisingly, my naqibah, because we were in the same usrah family last semester. At first, i was like, "i think i knew her because of her google profile picture," but it turns out that i did. we share things like how we studies and how we manage our life that day.

ok moving on to the main topic for the first week which was the acquisition of hikmah from ibadah, in ths session, we learn about the purpose of life,
we are created to worship Allah, as what i got during making my ui presentation in last semester.

Allah has mention in quran itself in chapter 51, verse 56 that

And I (Allah) created not the jinns and humans except they should worship Me (Alone).

Qur'an - Chapter 51, Verse 56

furthermore, Allah wants to make us a better & stronger Muslim as Allah already created our path in Luh Mahfuz.

We need to decrease our distance with Allah, and pray to him, in shaa allah Allah will brighthen up our path.

There are three ways to make sure our ibadah is accepted;

- setting the right niyyah (intention)
- act accordance to the sunnah of Rasulullah (SAW)
- done with Ihsan

notes;

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:33:14 UTC

what i gained throughout this session;

to always recite, hear al-quran
new knowledge on varies aspects
people experienced the same thing as you did ( we need to support each others )
got to know someone's else experiences in their life
appreciate yourself more
its okay to have time for yourself
don't be hard on yourself

WEEK 2

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:34:50 UTC

i'm not able to join this usrah because i'm not feeling well this week, i lost my appetite for days and i didn't felt hungry at all and i got no gastric despite i have weak stomach.

but when i read from others' padlet, i can conclude that the story of Theranos ; Elizabeth Holmes had the entire world on a string. In 2003, the 19-year-old college dropout founded Theranos, a medical technology company that promised to revolutionise health care by developing a device that could test for a variety of conditions with only a few drops of blood from a finger prick. Holmes, a striking blonde with a commanding presence, attracted high-profile investors, formed a partnership with Walgreens, and made money: Theranos was valued at $9 billion.

in this session, we also learnt about hikmah that we can gain from performing 4 of the pillars of Islam:

prayers;
- we need to be sincere in whatever things we do in our life, apa yg kita buat kene niat untuk Allah, in shaa Allah apa yang kita inginkan akan kita dapat
- we need to fear Allah alone, always obey Allah's will
- we need to always remember Allah by zikr, not only inside the Salah but also outside the Salah

as-sawm;
- we will be in takwa state, we will do things that please Allah and leave the forbidden things
- it trains ourselves to become more closer to Allah while ignoring our own nafs by increasing our an-nawafil
- it also refrains us from doing bad things

zakah;
- it teaches us to not be greedy and always remember that all the rizq' comes from Allah
- we need to help the needy one because as humans we're created to help each other

hajj;
-we will be able to get haji mabrur by restraining ourselves from saying vulgar words, doing sinful acts, and making baseless arguements

WEEK 3

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:35:07 UTC

achieving khusyu' in salah is not easy but it is something that is impossible to obtain,

khusyu' comes from the softness of the heart, the calm and submissive state of one's heart,

we can gain it by remember Allah throughout our salah, we need to perform salah as if Allah's watching us and we also need to avoid thinking about the affairs of the world.

we also learn about the division of the pillars of the salah;
- qalbi (by heart)
- qauli (by words)
-fi'li (by doings)

lastly, about solat nawafil, as we know we have many solat sunat that we can do, the most famous one is of course solat hajat, whenever we feel like we have no one to talk about, whenever we feel nervous for anything that we will go through in the future, we will cry on the sajdah, saying our du'a and requesting our du'a to be accepted by Allah.
but trust me it is the best way to soothe nervousness and sadness, we need to thank Allah in our du'a because all the things that happened to us already written for us and all of it happened for a reason. next one, solat dhuha, i started solat dhuha when i was form 1, at first, i just did it because i wanted to, with no expectations. later on, i realised that it really change my life, Allah always give me time to finish my work despite i have so many things to do because im a student leader and im not that good in managing my time.

i realised that when we spent more time with Allah, Allah will grant us more than we want. but then, dulu saya pernah terfikir yang saya tak cukup masa belajar kalau asyik duduk surau, tapi ya allah rasa berdosa sangat sebab boleh terfikir macam tu, tapi itu la sampai sekarang jarang baca quran, in shaa allah lepas ni slow slow, kita kene try buat something yg kita jarang buat in order to nak dekatkan diri dengan Allah, lagi la saya ni bukan ada banyak basic sekolah agama, setakat sekolah rendah je la, tapi in shaa allah, saya pandai jaga diri lagi, doakan saya :)

WEEK 4

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:39:49 UTC

virtue means moral excellence, in this session, we found 5 virtues in salah with khusyu'

taat (obedience);
-prayer is an amanah that is given from Allah and must be done in whatever condition we in, when we khusyu' in salah, we will feel very light to do all Allah's commands without any doubt.

jihad (striving);
- our heart need to fill in with iman, taqwa and ihsan in order to gain khusyu', it is not that easy to achieve it but we need to strive to get it every time we perform our prayers because we need to work hard to get what we want, at least when we give efforts to something, we will feel our hardwork paid off when we achieve it, not everthing is free in this world, we need to work hard to enter Jannah.

muhasabah (self-assessment);
- khusyu' reminds us to always look back our doings in our life, whether it is done with its complete requisites, whether it is done with excellence or not, whether we sincere and so on, this makes us keep improving every single day, if today is a bad day, don't worry make your tomorrow's becomes better.

'iffah (protection from sins);
- when we khusyu' in our salah, we can refrain ourselves from things that are sinful that can cause us getting far away from Allah SWT.

tawadu' (humility);
- always keep in mind that we are like germs in Allah's views, and the fact that we are only His slave will stops us from any thoughts of riya', ujub and all the mazmumah things, we need to behave in good manner in wherever we are.

WEEK 5

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:40:02 UTC

last week, we learnt about the virtues gained when we khusyu' in salah, this week we've told about the virtues found in fasting, there are 3 virtues discovered in fasting,

sabr (patience);
-fasting teaches us to behave ourselves, or other meanings is to restrain ourselves from doing something, whether we sabr carrying out the command of Allah SWT, whether we sabr towards the acts that displease Allah SWT, whether we sabr towards the trials that come in our lifes, we need to alwas be calm because if we too nervous, everything will be out of plan, we need to bare in mind that in the end, everything shall pass.

takrim (respect);
- when fasting, we need to be mindful of our actions and words to respect the months of Ramadhan and the fact that we're fasting, this trains us to be more polite and have respect towards each other, in addition, we can avoid misunderstanding when control our words, in my perspective, its okay to just shut up rather than argue when we know it just something that we can just let it be.

rahmah (friendliness);
- the month of Ramadhan really potrays the equality between the rich and poor, as we experience hunger and learn to show respect and appreciate the less fortunate, but we need always have empathy towards people not just in Ramadhan, the poor are given attention and charity as they really deserve it,

WEEK 6

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:40:11 UTC

about me;

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 11:42:07 UTC

Name: Qurratuaini Haziqah Binti Mohd Rizam
Age: 18 of course hehe
Date of Birth: 11th of April 2021
Course: Foundation in Nursing
Hobbies: reading malay novels and watching kdramas <3
Siblings: 2 from 3 ( only girl in the siblings )
Ambition: i didn't found my interest yet hehe, but somehow in the spm's holiday i managed to work in a pharmacy, and now i know a lot about medicine and supplements
e-mail: qhaziqahh@gmail.com
phone no: 013-2693012
social media: @qurratuaiiini

WEEK 7

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 12:11:40 UTC

to be here !

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 12:12:17 UTC

in the future;

to able to take care of my family financially
be able to bring them to perform hajj or umrah
to let them see their daughter become a successful women
to have a life that i will get what i want
to have better knowledge of Islam
to be a better muslim
be able to cover my aurah properly
be able to confident when talking in front of people
to achieve my dreams
to find my soul friend
to have a balance life dunya and akhirah

suggestions;

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 12:16:01 UTC

to have a secret message session, like we have to create a letter for someone else
to have a secret santa session, its nice to exchange gift with others
create our own passcode or team name, it would be lovely hehe
smaller the better but than its nice to meet a lot of peoples
plan our own potluck during usrah session
make a template, so that we can track our group's life ( like recite kahfi on thursday, perform hajat prayer)

roleplay 1; group 1

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 15:39:52 UTC

roleplay 2; my group

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 15:40:14 UTC

roleplay 3; group 3

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 15:40:32 UTC

roleplay 4; group 4

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 15:40:46 UTC

roleplay 5; group 5

qhaziqahh — 2022-02-14 15:40:58 UTC