Anyway, come here if you want to know how I'll treat you. Thank you, my love. I pray for your happiness.

my last note for you, i hope you’re always happy and have a good day, you’re a ray of sunshine and i hope it’ll always be like that yeaah? don’t forget to check up on yourself and be healthy and safe.

THANKYOUSOMUCH.. SORRYAKU NGGA BISA MERANGKAI KATA-KATA MANIS KAYA KAMU... TAPI NGGA BOONG KALO AKU SENEEENG PAS SAMA KAMU, SUWEERRRR. SORRY BUKAN WOA. SORRRYYYYAAA..

Please keep being the cheerful, funny, and lovable person that you are. Don't lose that spark of yours, okay? It was genuinely lovely being your sister , and I'll remember our session fondly. 🤍

I don’t think you fully understand how much I appreciate the effort you put into loving me. Not just through gifts or sweet words, but through the small things you probably don’t even think twice about. The way you check on me, the way you remember things I’ve mentioned in passing. There are so many moments where I’ve sat there thinking and somehow, you always do. You make me feel seen in a way that I didn’t know I needed. And honestly? Sometimes I still can’t believe you’re real…. WKWKWKWKWKWKK. There are days where I look at you and wonder how I got this lucky. Because somehow I ended up with someone who is incredibly thoughtful, incredibly patient, and somehow still willing to deal with me even when I’m being difficult. You reassure me when I’m overthinking, you stay when I’m emotional, you listen when my thoughts are all over the place, you make room for me in your life even when you’re busy with a hundred different things. And I notice that, i notice every single bit of it. Sometimes you tease me so much that I want to throw something at you, sometimes you’re way too proud of yourself after successfully making me flustered, sometimes you say things just to see my reaction. And somehow, despite all of that, you’re still one of the cutest people I’ve ever known. It’s genuinely unfair. Because one second you’re being an absolute menace, and the next second you’re saying something so sweet that my heart melts immediately. You make it impossible for me to stay mad at you t__t

I also… want to apologize for something… I’m sorry for the times when I get sensitive:( I’m sorry for the moments where I cry over things that probably seem small, I’m sorry if there are days when I struggle to explain what I’m feeling and accidentally leave you confused. I know I can be emotional sometimes, and I know I don’t always make things easy. And if there has ever been a moment where I made you uncomfortable, hurt your feelings, or made you question how much I care about you, I’m truly sorry. That was never my intention. The last thing I would ever want is for the person I love most to feel anything less than appreciated

But more than anything, I want to thank you. Thank you for your patience, thank you for your kindness, thank you for the way you continue to choose me, over and over again, thank you for staying, thank you for making me laugh, thank you for making me feel loved, thank you for every playlist, every random update about your day, every reassuring message, every late-night conversation, every little act of affection, every moment where you made me feel like I mattered. Thank you for letting me into your world and trusting me enough to see the parts of you that not everyone gets to see. One of my favorite things about you is how deeply you love<3

Aku mau bangetbangetbanget deskripsiin kamu "kayak gimana". Menurutku, kamu orangnya superfun-ny (fun & funny) heheheihehe. No wonder kalau misal orang-orang seneng ada di deket kamuu. Kamu bener bener wujud asli, doksli, sosok penampakan "good listener" it's a compliment ; approved by: Sunny. Kamu bisa respons cerita aku dengan sebaik-baiknya. Actually, i feel guilty for not replying to your messages & gifts properly. Tapi at the same time, aku mau dengerin cerita dari kamuu & SENENG BANGETBANGETBANGETBANGEEEET setiap kamu bikin gebrakan apa gitu! Sayangnya #cupu :( tapi percayalah, aku beneran seSENENG ITU! AKU gatau harus tunjukin kayak gimanaa.. #percaya #aku kalau aku simpan apapun itu selamalamalamalamanya. Bahkan tulisan kamu tentang aku, bakal aku baca sesekali karena kamu lucu! Aku beneran terharu & #banggabanget to have a boyfriend like YOU, mas sayaaang. We have different love-lang, it’s actually CUTE T_______T. Oh iya, aku rasa, you’re the one everyone’s looking for. Kalau aku jadi orang lain, aku bakal pilih kamu. Kalau aku jadi diriku, aku bakal pilih kamu juga, i wouldn't change a thing. You sound sincere and caring :9. Thank you for being YOU. Aku beneran ngga tau, kalau gaada kamu di situasi kayak gini. Thank you for listening and understanding me, Iculku. INTINYA kamu tuh WOA BANGETBANGETBANGET beneran rata kanan kalau kata anak freefire (jujur lupa), yang aku maksud adalah: beneran 100% WOA (no scam & no overclam & no buzzer). Setiap kata yang kamu pilih tuh bagus banget! Aku akui :< karena aku selalu perhatiin setiap kata yang kamu pilih, dan menurutku, kamu #keren pake #BANGET. + You can be both cool and funny, TAPI BENERAN SE-B E D A ituuuu...? I admire how you did this. Oh, to have someone like you for a lifetime, Cul ☺️. & lagilagilagilagi aku mau mention kalau kamu beneran selucu itu & berasa punya energi yang sama kayak akuuuu! HEYHEYHEY my kusyink lusyuku. GAADA jokes, perkataan, perlakuan kamu yang pernah nusuk di hatiku (ingat itu OKAY). Mungkin ada beberapa yang engga aku ketik di sini karena lupa (sedih), tapi itu bukan berarti aku lupain kamuuuu YAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I'm keeping you in my prayers, sayaaaang! Dan gatau kenapa i can see a bright future ahead of you #akubukandukun, tapi ini karena kamu #terhebat #keren #jagoanku, satu dunia harus liat seberapa kerennya kamu ; Sempurnanya Aku Sempurnanya KAMU. Thank you for everything, mas sayaaaang, you mean the world to me 😭. See ya when i see ya (kalau ketemu aku lagi dan lagi, jangan nangis karena capek ya.. aku mohonnnnn). I tomboy you, i wakiwaw you, i purple you, i jayus you, i (will) miss you, i lovelovelove you, ICULKUUU, SAYAANGKU, KASIHKU, GANTENGKUUUU 👏

i can't believe our time is over, selama bareng kamu aku ngerasa happy HAPPYY happy bangeet, aku juga nyaman banget sama kamu, dan aku ngerasa aku tuh jadi diri sendiri pas bareng kamu

aku suka setiap kamu ngusilin aku, atau kamu berubah ubah setiap waktunyaa WALAUPUN ANEH GAKJELASSS BUT I STILL LIKE IT???

i will miss you, bener deh serius deh, aku bakal kangen dari semua yang kita lewatin dan aku bakal kangen sama sikap kamu yang randomnya kebangetan hadeeeh, I WILL MISS THAAAATT EVERYTIMEEE :(

last but not least, please take care of yourself yaa sayaangg, eat well, sleep well and live well !

i love you, yesaya <3 thanks yaa

Kita mulai dari caramu yang selalu peka sama kondisiku dan gak pernah ragu buat selalu mastiin aku baik-baik aja tiap ngobrol sama kamu. Kamu paham banget kalau aku ini gampang lesu dan yang selalu kamu lakuin adalah mastiin kehadiranmu selalu ada buat aku T___T kamu gak pernah rewel kalau aku pengen distancing dulu, kamu gak pernah ngegangguin kalau aku butuh me time sama kegiatanku, kamu juga gak pernah meremehkan aku meskipun aku moody betul? JUJUR ... BIG RESPECT BANGET SIH AKU KE KAMU. Aku mau sangat sangat sangat minta maaaaaf kalau hal ini bikin kamu kerepotan selama ngejalanin sesi sama aku dan tanpa sadar aku bikin kamu drained di waktu-waktu tertentu 😔😔. Aku mau bilang lagi aku bersyukur ketemu karena, wow, Yesaya ... makasih udah mau mencoba paham aku. ;(

Ngomongin soal memahami aku, KAMU HARUS TAU BETAPA TERTEGUNNYA AKU pas kamu bahkan sampai punya list catatan yang jumlahnya 24 isinya aku doang???? I MEAN, HAH KENAPA SIH SE-EFFORT ITU 😭😭 DO I DESERVE THIS KARENA KAYAK ... Yesaya you're so sweet ... too good to be true dah sumpah kamu tuh ;(. Aku juga seneng bangett karena bahkan di keadaan-keadaan santai atau normal, kamu selalu berusaha menunjukkan bentuk perhatian kamu sesederhana apapun itu. Like, lucu tau setiap mau tidur dipanjatkan harapan buat gak mimpi buruk dan bangun paginya ditanyain keadaan tidur semalam tuh kayak gimana. Sederhana tapi ngasih kesan manis yang mungkin kurasa Yesaya sendiri gak nyadarin ;). Advicemu juga selalu bagus, kamu gak ragu buat punya sudut pandang objective yang at the same time tetep berada di sisi partnermu. Aku salut sama pola pikir kamu dan betapa tinggi inisiatif kamu kalau udah dihadapkan sama situasi-situasi sendu kayak gini. Aku beneran SUKA BANGET tipikal manusia yang actions speaks louder tapi gak pernah lupa ngelibatin manusia lain (alias gak egois yang sekadar 'ngendaliin' hubungan).

Dan yang unggul lagi dari kamu menurutku tuh the way you're bantering dah. Kapan ya terakhir kali aku ketemu talent yang obrolannya bisa seplayful kamu tapi gak too much dan jokesnya tetep lucu? Jujur ini kayak satu dari seribu ALIAS WOW DAH, ratusan kali aku dikatain tengil dan asbun sama orang, baru kali ini aku ngerasain dapet lawan yang sepadan karena WKWKWKWKWK LU NYEBELIN BANGEY NAJIS (lovingly). Kita beda cuman 6 bulan tapi aku gak pernah expect rasanya kamu bakal SE-ADEK-ADEK ITU pas udah mode love-hate. LU PALING PINTER DAAAH kalau urusan ngeledekin gua yang juga ngegodain at the same time. Bikin bingung mau buat mending digebuk atau dicium aja ya, kamu tuh? Bener-bener definisi remaja puber yang keliatannya berenergi mulu.

Satu yang sederhana tapi penting lain, kamu paham konsep BxNb itu kayak apa dan gak pernah memaksakan refer gender gitu ke aku. Aku gapapa dianggap G atau B but kamu bisa memperlakukan aku selayaknya dua-duanya tuh spesial sumpah buat aku, terima kasih sekali lagi. I reallyyyy hope nothing but the best for you, Yesaya, kamu sehat-sehat terus ya! Karena kritik dari aku pribadi gak adaa, aku puas banget sama kinerjamu dan besar banget memegang kesan soal kamu! Aku sayang kamu, Yesayaku, sampai jumpa lain waktu 🤍. Akubakalkangenkamuselalu.