https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt Made with solemness en-us 2019-11-01 19:14:59 UTC 2025-11-25 14:38:05 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/413091136/c457eaec97a23a27c55f2ea5de0bc008/download__5_.jpeg AsherTheFox https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405606358 My dad died doing his job.]]> 2019-11-01 19:17:31 UTC https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405606358 AsherTheFox https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405613391 My dad was the father of 8 other children, besides for me. 4 of the 8 were not on his obituary because he was not the real father, he just helped his ex raise them when their dad walked out. Their names were Adrein(Adre), Troyvein(Troy), Andi, and Nickholas(Nico). My dad liked to spell things how they were said, so when I was born Daymein Aurali Tsuzimi Leigh Rose Wahl, he chose most of them. We had my name changed before he passed.]]> 2019-11-01 19:36:48 UTC https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405613391 AsherTheFox https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405616482 My dad was my hero, everything I wanted and still want to be. I cannot live to his image, but I can live to the standards he taught me. My dad taught me to always be kind to people, he taught me that you should help people when they need it, and to be what you want to see in another people. Our relationship was not perfect, that goes without saying, but it was as close as it could get. We had our ups and downs, but, in the end, he would never let anyone hurt me, even if I was a 🤬 most of the times.]]> 2019-11-01 19:46:20 UTC https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405616482 AsherTheFox https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405618696 They were the perfect example of what a relationship should be. They cared about each other, and stuck together through-out everything, cheating, lying, even a child with someone else. They were everything I want for my mom, even though she may not find it.]]> 2019-11-01 19:52:02 UTC https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/405618696 AsherTheFox https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/406334202 I can't remember the sound of his voice, the warmth of his hug, and the feeling of his laughter.
I can remember words he'd said, how he looked, and that he was there for us when no on else would.
I can hardly remember a day when he couldn't turn my frown upside-even when my mom skipped town- a day when I couldn't run to his house.
I only think if I could have stopped him from rushing out so quick, I wouldn't be in this thick.
The day he left, I kept my feelings inside, I felt there was nowhere to hide, I left everyone behind, there was no one I walked beside.
When I was young, I felt I was too dumb. I was left without a trace of the man I wish I could embrace.
I wonder, if he was still here, how would I be different?
I can hardly remember how he talked.
I can remember that his eyes were blue, he was pale, and his hair was like mine, the same colour and kind.
I can't remember how my brothers were with him.
I can't remember why I spent all my time worrying, instead of enjoying what little moments I had left.
I could feel for a week there wasn't time left, I could feel for a week that he would soon be at rest. 
I could feel for a week that I should have been there. I could feel for a week that life wasn't fair.
The day I came home there was nothing to show except for the circle in the living room.
That day time slowed down, I never changed my frown, my whole life turned around.
In an instant, I remembered when I was five, and felt there was no time. I remembered when I was four, my only wish was to walk out that door. I remembered when I was three, the time I had no teeth. I could only remember when I was two, the thoughts of my being too few, and that I wish i could've flew. I could only remember when I was one that I'd wished I was done. I remembered when I was six, and time continued to tick. I remembered when I was seven, and had almost went to heaven. I remembered when I was eight, everyone had almost been to late. I remembered when i was nine, i had lost track of time. I could only remember I was ten, not eleven, and I couldn't follow him to heaven.
Now, I only remember, time goes forward, never back. I can only remember the few years he was there, and that life will never be fair.
I can remember every word he said. I can remember he's probably better off dead.
I can imagine that he's still here. I can't imagine what would have changed if he was here.
I an only remember I'm right here.
I wish I didn't remember that he isn't.
I can only remember the love I have for him and what he had for me.
I wish I didn't remember any day I didn't want to live when he was alive.
I wish I could guess what he would have done if he had more time.]]> 2019-11-04 16:19:04 UTC https://padlet.com/AsherTheFox/n2sk4cikmqjt/wish/406334202