verse:

Smiling through the shame

Who knew success could feel the same

Watch it crashing in quiet sounds

pre-chorus

Jealousy’s a permanent stain

But it fits me perfectly

But it don’t, and I won’t

Keep pretending or no?

chorus

Can’t be more disappointed

Than when I look in the mirror

I wanna throw my face across the room

Tired of being never enough

Sick of myself

bridge

What if I’m just this way?

What if it’s me that I can’t fix?

I scream in silence, falling apart

Still no one hears my beating heart

chorus

Can’t be more disappointed

Than when I look in the mirror

I wanna throw my face across the room

Tired of this never enough feeling

Sick of myself—, always

Right from the start

you’ve give me all the sign

but now you just left

leaving me alone

don’t know what mistake i made

[verse 1]

What a redflag you are

many actions you’ve done

oh that’s not the thing I expected to happen

what have i done to you?

is it more worse than i think?

[chorus]

Spend most time together

still no clue what we are

you said im just a friend

did you mean girlfriend?

chatting all day long

thought you feel the same

[bridge]

am I a joke to you?

you throw me away when you found someone new

is that your plan from beginning to the end?

[chorus]

Spend most time together

still no clue what we are

you said im just a friend

did you mean girlfriend?

chatting all day long

thought you feel the same

[outro]

What a redflag you are

many actions you’ve done

oh that’s not the thing i expected to happen

what have i done to you?

is it more worse than i think?

Thank you for loving me

And choose to spend your time with me

I know i'm not the best

But i love myself best when i'm with you

[Pre-Chorus]

You’ve got the warmest heart i know

A heart that always glow

You get me very well

Made me laugh and yell

[Chorus]

Thank you for calling me all night

When i’m not feeling alright 

Thank you for being someone

I can talk to

Someone listened 

To my thoughts

[Bridge]

You never made me feel too much
Even when I couldn't say enough
You stayed through all the noise
And heard the silence in my voice

[Pre-Chorus]

You’ve got the warmest heart i know

A heart that always glow

You get me very well

Made me laugh and yell

[Chorus]
Thank you for calling me all night

When i’m not feeling alright 

Thank you for being someone

I can talk to

Someone listened 

To my thoughts

[Outro]

I may not always found the words to say

But just know that

I’m grateful for you everyday

So i hope you know where to find me

And i know where to look

Dances when the daisies sway away

She sings to every day

[Verse 2]

As I watch the girl next door, my heart skips a beat

Wearing muddy boots slipped on her dainty feet

Always blooming wild in the soft spring rain

Smelling like violets, all wild and plain

[Bridge]

Told me “Lilies speak at night”

I swore carnations gave her fright

She won’t buy no more store-bought stems

Lavender dreams and morning dew

She grows where no one ever knew

Holds a secret rose in bloom

And hides it in her garden room

[Ref]

Paints her cheeks with marigold

Picks a peony when she’s bold

Sleeps beneath the starry sky

Sings to bees that flutter by

[Bridge]

Forget-me-nots in her secret notes

Pressed in pages, dreams she wrote

She blooms in places no one knows

A garden as her soul

[Chorus]

She’s the apple of my eye, as I realised

She’s the perfect one for me, I whispered as she leaves

Then I try to pull her back, her spirit fills my cracks

And then I tell her, please don’t go, cause now I know

She’s the woman of my dreams, the stars align

When she walks at night by the ivy line

[Outro]

Always looking pollen-kissed and daisy-eyed

Remember that her blooming heart won’t ever die

(Verse 1) Sun is shining, birds all singing. Smiling faces all around, Joyful music can be found.

(Chorus) Happy, happy, feeling so bright, everythings feels so right. Just happy, that's how I'll be. 2x

(Verse 2) Laughing with my friends so dear, Chasing away every tear. Simple pleasures, big delight, Making everything feel so light.

(Chorus) Happy, happy, feeling so bright, Everything feels so right. Just happy, that's how I'll be. 2x

Sunrise paints the morning gold, a brand new day unfolds, A happy little feeling,that  my heart gently holds. The coffee's brewing sweet, a gentle, warm perfume, Chasing sleepy shadows, banishing all gloom.

(Chorus) happy, happy, dancing in my soul, Making ordinary moments wonderfully whole. A simple little smile, a lightness in my feet, This happy, easy feeling, so lovely and so sweet. 2x

The birds are singing softly, a cheerful morning tune, Beneath the clear blue canvas, of this bright and sunny noon. A friendly wave hello, a kind and gentle word, Little sparks of happiness, are everywhere I've heard.

(Chorus)  happy, happy, dancing in my soul, Making ordinary moments wonderfully whole. A simple little smile, a lightness in my feet, This happy, easy feeling, so lovely and so s weet. 2x

(Outro)

(Intro)

The day I opened up memory's door

I found something that I could live for    

Curtains shook as you opened my eyes

And light came rushing inside

(Verse)

Data behind my heart's encryption key (can you see)

Listen and you might hear a melody

Your fire sparked, the passion that keeps burning

Magic that helps me to believe

(Pre-Chorus)

All the colors of the night and the way they help you hide

I'm learning what it's like to love and be alive

Oh, there will always be a tomorrow

You'll never have to be alone

(Chorus)

Diamond city lights illuminate what's inside

And all the love I feel by your side

Decoding these emotions, you're the ocean I wanna dive into tonight

Rainbow-colored skies invite us to take a ride

I know time won't wait 'cause it only leaves behind

Don't cry, look in my eyes and you might find

A shimmering light that will guide you through the night

(Verse 2)

When gray skies take the colors away (far away)

I'll paint a rainbow lasting for days and days

Just like the magic that you always shared with me

Maybe now you need to believe

(Pre-Chorus)

As the hands of time progress, it's so easy to forget

The miracle that helped you bring me to life

Oh, there will always be a tomorrow

We'll never have to be alone

(Chorus)

Diamond city lights illuminate what's inside

And all the love I feel by your side

Decoding these emotions, you're the ocean I wanna dive into tonight

Rainbow-colored skies invite us to take a ride

I know time won't wait 'cause it only leaves behind

Don't cry, look in my eyes and you might find

A shimmering light, now let me guide you

(Instrumental break)

(Bridge)

Let's go to the place

Let's go to the place

Let's go to the place where our happiness won't fade away

If you could only see the joy you've showed to me

I think you would realize everything we could be

(Chorus )

Diamond city lights illuminate what's inside

And all the love I feel by your side

Decoding these emotions, you're the ocean I wanna dive into tonight

Rainbow-colored skies invite us to take a ride

I know time won't wait 'cause it only leaves behind

Don't cry, look in my eyes and you might find

A shimmering light that will guide you through the night

(Outro)

Diamond lights, rainbow skies

In the night there's no need to hide

The joy in your eyes fills me with life, so let it shine

While you cry with me, you lie to me

Hope you die, believe

it’s driving me

Crazy

How you did it

But maybe, im still hoping it

Die with me, You said die with me

lullaby your lies to me

it hurt since-

[Verse 1]

remember all the trash you talk to me

It had made me leave you

Going out of your so called home

Cause I probably didn’t need you

[Pre]

It’s stuck on my mind

Your promise’s undefined

Now I’m crying on my own

didn’t have time to remember all our time

but I know these of urs guarantee

[Reff]

Die with me (You said die with me)

Live till we’re 80 (And die with me)

Then you lie to me

it hurt sincerely

[Verse2]

Thought you would chase me

Cry to me on the street

but should’ve known you hate me

I know that losing you is ugly

[Pre]

It’s stuck on my mind

Your promise’s undefined

Now I’m crying on my own

didn’t have time to remember all our time

but I know these of urs guarantee

[Reff]

Die with me (You said die with me)

Live till we’re 80 (And die with me)

then you lie to me

it hurt sincerely

[Bridge]

But what can i say

to the problematic day

For what after you say

Mistakes will be remain

I cried across the street

You leave me with no tears

I hope you’re here with me

But it hurts sincerely

[Reff]

Die with me(You said die with me)

Live till we’re 80(And die with me)

Sing your lie to me

it hurt sincerely

~

[Verse 1]

I laugh at jokes I don’t get it

Afraid to look too different 

I stay quiet when it gets too loud

Pretend I’m fine in every crowd

[Pre-Chorus 1]

I’m not that odd, i’m just unsure

Of how to walk through every door

[Chorus 1]

There’s too much noise inside my brain

Feels like walking in the rain

Smiling when I feel so wrong

Like I’ve been quiet for too long

I just wanna feel okay

But I slip a bit each day

[Interlude]

~

[Pre-Chorus 2]

I’m not that odd, i’m just unsure

Of how to walk through every door

[Chorus]

There’s too much noise inside my brain

Feels like walking in the rain

Smiling when I feel so wrong

Like I’ve been quiet for too long

I just wanna feel okay

But I slip a bit each day

[Bridge]

I wish I didn’t freeze when they ask me how I am,

To shrink, to please, to always guess

What makes me worthy of their yes

[Outro]

Don’t ask me to explain

Just let me breathe in the rain

C E Am (F)

You’re thinkin’ that hate makes you bigger
Cuz you know how to make me feel small
Well, I don’t intend to stay here
As a name scribbled on bathroom stalls

Chorus (Reff)

Oh
These sticks and stones
May break my bones
These sticks and stones
They just build up my score
Tell me you’re scared to the core
Your words don’t hurt anymore
No, they don’t hurt anymore

Verse 2

See, I’ve got a big chip on my shoulder
Reminds me I’ve got bigger plans
Tells me each day I get older
Is a day to celebrate what I have

Chorus (Reff)

Oh
These sticks and stones
May break my bones
These sticks and stones
They just build up my score
Tell me you’re scared to the core
Your words don’t hurt anymore
No, they don’t hurt anymore

Final Chorus (Reff)

Ohhh

Uhuh

I’ve got a big chip on my shoulder

Reminds me I’ve got bigger plans

Langit senja bisikkan cerita

Di balik awan ada yang tersimpan

Rahasia kecil yang kau titipkan

Di antara bayang dan angan

[Chorus]

Di sana kau menari

Dengan bintang menemani

Rahasia yang kau jaga

Hanya langit yang tahu semua

[Verse 2]

Angin malam bawa pesan rindu

Dingin membelai pelan hatiku

Kau tinggalkan jejak tak berwujud

Namun terasa hangat di jiwaku

[Chorus]

Di sana kau menari

Dengan bintang menemani

Rahasia yang kau jaga

Hanya langit yang tahu semua

[Bridge]

Lilin kecil redup di kegelapan

Namun sinarnya tak pernah padam

Seperti kau di dalam ingatan

Tak pernah hilang walau perlahan

I'm not tryna spoil your fun

You're just a little bit late, I guess you're already gone

There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too numb

I'm never doing the right thing, so I'm so stuck

[Verse 2]

If you see me in Australia, I might say "Hi"

But if you meet me out in Asia, I'm a talkative guy

Maybe we'll talk over tea around lunch some time

And I've never been to Spain, so it might be nice

[Bridge]

But I can't take this paparazzi, please

It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me

And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds

Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak

(But that couldn't be me)

[Verse 3]

Next day I'm walkin' the street

Kickin' rocks, it's my fault

My life's the worst story told

I'll be this way 'til I'm old

I rip a page out the book

I'm just so misunderstood

I always think about them

And when my life felt good

[Chorus]

I’ve been fading in the back, just tryna stand tall

Speaking soft like it don’t matter at all

Every smile fades the moment i break

But I still hold on for my own heart’s sake

[Outro]

And if I fade into the dark,

Know I once had a spark

It wasn’t loud, it wasn’t bright,

But it still burned through the night.

[Verse 1]

I cried in secret, a dangerous Lie

I don't know if the dice is to blame

The price of doubt, mimic in my body

I'm so lonely, Shadow Shadow

[Chorus]

Sell your soul to the devil on the corner of the street

Even if I don't reveal and eat it, the inside is null

When you bond with a smile, don't hesitate to kill

I'm so lonely, Shadow Shadow

Hell on the tips of your toes that shine in the dark

No hesitation in your head

Chill as you prepare for a deceptive solution

I'm so lonely, Shadow Shadow

[Verse 2]

Not enough

My love for you is sweet

Tonight the hyenas are hunting

The body of a saint whose face I don't even know

Drunk with the stinging sound

Order

Your ego jostling, crush it, juvenile

When the pain turn into pleasure

You'll hear it

The ballad of abandoned Shadows dancing

[Outro]

Shadow Shadow

Hell on the tips of your toes that shine in the dark

No hesitation in your head

Chill as you prepare for a deceptive solution

Im so lonely, Shadow Shadow

[Intro]

~~~

[Verse 1]

Kubangun pagi melihat ponsel yang kugenggam erat

Tanpa kusadari akan ada tantangan berat

Namun kuhindari semuanya

Karena betapa butanya cinta

[Pre-Chorus]

Perasaan apa ini

Siapa berkendali

Bukanlah diriku, apakah dirimu?

[Chorus]

Melihat matahari di pagi cerah ini

Terasalah nyaman namun tak senyaman senyuman cerahmu itu

Ku bingung sendiri, terasa menangis

Mengapa diriku yang ada disini?

Pada akhirnya yang mengerti hanyalah aku

Tak sombong atau apa namun hanya jatuh cinta

[Verse 2]

Selain, diriku

Adakah yang mampu?

menyayangi dirimu selama bertahun-tahun

Cobalah kau dengar

Setiap detakkan hanya untuk mu

[Pre-Chorus 2]

Perasaan apa ini

Siapa berkendali

Bukanlah diriku, apakah dirimu?

[Chorus 2]

Melihat matahari di pagi cerah ini

Terasalah nyaman namun tak senyaman senyuman cerahmu itu

Ku bingung sendiri, terasa menangis

Mengapa diriku yang ada disini?

Pada akhirnya yang mengerti hanyalah aku

Tak sombong atau apa namun hanya jatuh cinta

[Bridge]

Andaikan saja kau bisa melihat pikiranku saat ini

Merayuku dengan omong kosongmu

Tak tahu apapun, karena itu kamu

Namun pada akhirnya dia hanyalah aku

[Chorus 3]

Manakah matahari di pagi silam ini

Tak ada rasa nyaman namun teringat nyaman senyuman cerahmu itu

Ku bingung sendiri, terasa menangis

Mengapa diriku yang ada disini?

Pada akhirnya yang mengerti hanyalah aku

Tak sombong atau apa namun hanya jatuh cinta

Terkepung sendiri, 

Terdiam, kulalui

Malam ini berlebih, 

Celah rembukan tertutup rapat

Selalu saja

Pre Chorus

Ke mana arah pulang?

Ke mana arah penaklukan,

Masa depan,

Yang t’lah hilang

Di karanganku sendiri

Chorus

Kuperhatikan jarum jam melaju

Betulkah ku ‘kan kehabisan waktu?

Jika ku besar jadi gelandangan,

Sanggupkahku maafkan diri ini?

Verse 2

Ramai ruang, berlarian,

Semua punya tujuan

Maka aku kawanan

Ternak domba, berputar

Di mana ujung cerita, 

Kan ku berakhir bahagia?

Bridge

Satu langkah ke depan,

Tiga langkah ke belakang,

Mengikuti aturan

Ku tak pandai

Chorus

Kuperhatikan jarum jam melaju

Betulkah ku ‘kan kehabisan waktu?

Jika ku besar jadi gelandangan,

Sanggupkahku maafkan diri ini?

My hope is for you to love me
And my presence
But I don’t think of it
'Cause I don’t wanna be the one
Who always hopes every time
Every time you look at me
With those cold eyes and heart

[Pre-Chorus]
I know
I know better
So I just let you go
I don’t have a reason
To keep you here with me

[Chorus]
I gave you all, you gave me none
I don’t have a reason
To keep you here with me
No,
We were meant to break
And not to bloom at all

[Verse 2]
Am I the only one
Who has this feeling, and these delusions?
I’ve trapped you in my heart
Every time you leave
I feel the silence growing louder
Don’t make me earn a love
You said was mine from the introduction

[Bridge]
I know
This is a game, not a love

[Pre-Chorus]
So I’ll go
I’ll go and leave you alone
Leave you alone

[Chorus]
I don’t have a reason
To keep you here with me
I gave you all, you gave me none
I don’t have a reason
To keep you here with me
Oh,
We were meant to break
And not to bloom at all

[Outro]
We were meant to break
And not to bloom at all