But I still desire to workout at home because I've seen people that where really slim & skinny gain a lot of weight & muscles because they've been working out, & their is 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 & 11 year olds that workout daily too, so if they can do it, I can do it too.

Sometimes the workouts leave my arms sore, sometimes I see development in the workouts & sometimes they work.

Sounds dumb but in-order to gain muscles, you have to workout your fats, for example obese people, I've seen an obese person working out on the internet & they showed us them after months or years of working out & they gained muscles.

So you have to eat fats and meats than after, you have to work out the fat on your bones so it can train to become a muscle.

The nurses & doctors say it's a pinch but it's painful but it doesn't sound painful.

I actually dreamt of being a doctor when I get into college & graduate but I don't want to pursue the career of being a doctor because I could possibly kill a patient on accident because I may have gave them the wrong antibiotic or dose of medicine or failed their brain surgery, and I don't have a strong stomach enough to see all the blood & guts in a persons body when I'm doing surgery, nor smell the smell that's lingering from their guts.

I've also heard (TRUE STORY) that there was a guy that had surgery and the doctors gave him the wrong dose to put him into sleep, and he woke up during surgery & felt the pain while they cut open his stomach, after the surgery he suffered from trauma, of the doctors cutting open his stomach, he commited suicide about 2 weeks later, and this is a story that made me not want to become a doctor even more, what made it even more nasty was that it is a true story.

But if you want to become a doctor, chase your dreams I guess, but if you trip while chasing that dream that you desire to pursue, that dream will be gone.

Schools is useless because when I graduate, all of the things that I have learned in school will be useless in the future, some things won't but most of the things that people have been taught will be useless. When you finally graduate, you'll realize that your in reality & your an adult now, all of your education has went to waste to work in a job for the rest of your life useless you want to be a hobo on the streets begging for food with no future and hygiene.

But anyway, the diplomas are for nothing too, unless you want to go to college to become a singer or something, all of the things I've been taught so far have only gotten me to nothing, it's all just useless to me, It's like I'm in prison.

Being forced to sit down & overwhelm your mind with work everyday isn't good or healthy.

School causes depression because of bullying & threats that other bigger or other students make which has caused millions or thousands of students to commit suicide daily, and yet children are still forced to have an education everyday because it's the law, this is a simulation & it'll never end until the end of the world.

Soon Jesus will come back & I don't want to be left behind, and if your left behind you'll go to hell eternally, no escape, no lights, no happiness, no positive energy, just pain & agony with regret.

I want to make it into heaven, if anyone in class or in the world or society disagrees, I don't care because it's my religion, if you don't believe it why disrespect it? I'll argue with you for 24 hours just to defend my religion. Yes I know I'm a lukewarm but it is hard to not be one in this type of generation.

Jesus Is King

These people where once kids & they where once kids in school just like us, if they can be a famous person that people watch & listen to, than I can too, if you put your mind to it & really believe that you'll achieve that goal, you can do it.

You may not be good at first but everyone starts somewhere, you won't be automatically good at something you just started on, that's why you gotta practice everyday until the day that you achieve that dream. And when you achieve that dream, never stop practicing still, because people will be tired of you.

Well here's some great examples now, if someone makes fun of the size of your forehead, shrug it off because you were born with that feature.

If someone makes fun of any type of feature on your body or your face, don't take it to heart, they just want to make you feel insecure about yourself because they are bored.

Never let anyone put you down for what you look like, some people are ugly and look like goblins but everyone's still beautiful.

My lack of talking has made me lose good chances in life like sports & stuff, and different opportunities that could've had me really happy.

But if you like being quiet, that's okay.

I just wish that my mind wouldn't think about a bunch of things at once in class, I often stare into space imagining & making up scenarios in my head that are fiction, or sometimes I think about sad things or bad things that I have done in my life.

Music helps me to cope reality & whenever I'm sad or feeling happy, the sound of the beats or the lyrics makes me happy especially when I'm lip syncing the lyrics to myself or out loud to my favorite song.

Call me weird I don't care but music makes me imagine things, like the lyrics to the song make me imagine those lyrics in my head as if it happend in real life like a movie.

Like you look retarded, sit down & stop bein mean to people, some bully's have no life & are bums, they sit in a chair online & cyber bully people when they smell like trash.

I've witnessed a lot of people in ddems bully disable or just kids in general, and I came here to tell anybody that has made someone feel bad about their appearance or life, you need mental help & therapy because there is no way you wake up & think to yourself, "I'm gonna make fun of this girl or guy because I find it funny or cool", you bum.

If you genuinely think that's cool, you need serious help in your life, usually people who bully others get abused at home, not saying every bully does but I said "some". (for the slow people)

I'm nice, & because I'm nice people take advantage of me & think I can't stand up for myself but that's CAP.

Now in this generation, if your nice to people or kids that aren't as popular in school, that's considered weird?

Only retards think that being nice is weird.

Bye.