my guts thru emojiz by Edenia Devina

BACA DLU YH!!

edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:34:43 UTC

Hai hai hai, you -whoever read this!
First of all, i would like to say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2022!! ✨ I really hope we are getting better this year!
Anywayssss, thank you for joining this~ silly game, i know.
And the response was very lateee bcs i had stuffs on new year eve and the day after sksks.
Despite all of the confession that i wrote for you, -that i had no guts or chance to tell.. i want to say my apology if by any chance, i had ever hurt you last year or before.

Remember that Lara Jean from TATBILB got notes from Peter K every day? You got note from me this year.. *and i maybe want to do this again next year [klo gk mager y]

OKAY, HERE WE GO.. SLIDE TO YOUR EMOJI!
[i hope u don't forget which one is yours 🤡💀]

-e

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:49:21 UTC

actually, i didn't really know you wkwk T_T
kita cuma mutualan onlen but i'm glad i got lots of friends from a programme that i did in 2021 and you're a part of it. i tagged you once @ insta i kno wkwk and it seems that you viewed my story oftentimes hhaha #pede you look v beautiful and have a similar face with another friend of mine tho

gudluck for your future endeavour @2022!

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:52:08 UTC

we both know we didn't see each other synchronously in 2021 [alias ga ketemu tatap muka] *buset berasa kuliah wkwk* but glad we still communicate thru social media! i was excited when you invited me to hang out, but we didn't make it and it's ok.

tbh, kita mutualan di banyak media baik di first, seken, twitter, even spotify and i saw you a lot when i'm scrolling thru my socmed wkwkw. i've seen you in 2021 and i know that it wasn't a good year, you lost your loved one.

sometimes, we replied to each other story/activities on igs. i'm maybe too sensitive but, i hate to no responses. cuz no response is a response for me and if u noticed, u did that to me and i feel bad.. or awkward :( please just like (tap twice) my message when u have nothing to say to my reply instead of just reading it and not leaving responses. 💌

lastly, shine bright mamalemon @ 2022 bestie!

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:58:25 UTC

tbh, I'M SO HAPPY THAT WE COMMUNICATE AND U REPLIED/REACTED TO MY ACTIVITIES @ SOCMED T-T apalgi klo masalah lagu2 (+yg rohani kwkwkw)
i dunno how to say this but i think that you've changed from the first time i met you.. you've grown very well and cool! mo ngomong apa lagi yaaa mm gtauuu pokoknya tetep perhatiin aq dr jauh ya, aq akan mmperhatikanmu jg HAHAHA

see u when i see u!!!!!!!!!!
(❁´◡`❁)

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:58:37 UTC

sis, i think u're such an independent woman, cuz i wanna be one too.. i wanna have my own house w my own money. i'm glad u have friendship with my mum^^ let's see each other when we have time. thanks for watching me from afar! Gbu @ 2022!

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:58:47 UTC

i envy you and ur bf cuz i don't have one :( but besides, i'm genuinely happy for you.. also, i like your haircolor, you changed it few times in 2021, didn't u? i wish i did that, but i have another plan w my hair tho wkwkwk

take care of your health always <3 luv

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 02:59:03 UTC

truthfully, you're kinda impressin cuz your major is like.. very coolLLL and i envy that a bit wkwk :(
and you shud know that u're a talented girl!
stay sane @ 2022!
*ps, emojinya satu aja yh aturan

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:00:26 UTC

apa ya.. w gtau mo nyampein apa ke lu anying kwkw
bae bae dah lu intinya tahun ini makin rajin yeee kwkwk bantuin w kalo ada tugas kuliah. moga2 klo nnt sekelas dan sekelompok ttep rajin y w pusing klo temen sklmpk mager wkwk

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:01:05 UTC

kamu keren bgt mba :") i envy you for all your achievement! bisa intern lagi abis intern.. aku skrg blm ada intern lg hikz~kek i wanna be better and learn from u! ur one of my rolemodel!!
oya makasi jg ya wktu itu hadiah mendadaknya di 2021 huhuh u're too good to be truuu.

btw, fyi i'm dreamming of living in Bali, gtau kenapa kek percaya bakal terjadi anytime soon hahaha i'll hit u up if it happens okkk!

shine brighter this yearrrr!!!
d=====(￣▽￣*)b

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:01:38 UTC

i feel awkward around you, and uncomfortable with your parents. it wasn't in 2021 but unpleasant thing happened before and it was traumatic, i'm trying to let go and i'm forgiving.

we're kind of alike, tough kid, first-born daughter.. i hope you can get thru whatever will happen this year. stay strong

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:01:56 UTC

bestie, i'm so glad that we have common things to share. apalagi untuk cowok, it really amazes me how our convos are enjoyable and our mindset seems relatable. sometimes, in front of u and our other bestie.. i feel insecure, for everything that i don't have. i ever felt ashamed of my situation and everything surrounds me. but everytime you both are here, i feel ok.

BUT I HATE YOUR OTHER TRAITS,
PLS BE BETTER THIS YEAR WITH
1) SAVE MY CONTACT IN YOUR 🤬 PHONE
2) ANSWER EVERY TEXT/CALLS (JUST SAY YES/NO!!!!)

If you do any 🤬stuffs again and start to frustate me, i'll block your contact immediately. thx

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:02:10 UTC

i know u gave me attention oftenly @ 2021, so thank u for the attention. thank u for all of the 'are u ok/talk to me' dms everytime i shared something 🤬thru my acc. you should know that, i just can't share. i'm like.. built to keep it all alone (i prayed for it too). all i can share was just the surface, and i felt heard when people reacted to cheer me up, you're one of them.

you're obv not a kind of person who loves to post things on insta (yup, like me). but i noticed that you're online very often. i analyzed my viewers and you're one of the fastest and most frequent lol.

lastly, i would like to do the same..
if anything happens, and you feel like you want to talk, hit me up.
good luck w this year, 6&7th sem!!!!!!

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:02:24 UTC

apa ya? gaada yg mau w confeess. w merasa ud klop bgt pokoknya sama luuuu, thank god i found u qkqkqkq
knp si lu kuliah jauh bgt di jogja :( gbs maen sering kan jdnya klo ga libur wkwk
KITA HARUS NONTON/MAIN BARENG LAGI SI FIX BGT AAAA PLZZZZZZZZZ

btw, kilas balik.. gue ga nyangka kita bisa sedeket ini padahal dlu kita kek b aja pas sma/? bahkan gaperna sekelas pas ud jadi alumni malah bestie2an (￣┰￣*)

and, tolong racuni w lagu2 bagus soalnya playlist w ud ngebosenin dan mutual gue di spotify dikit cuma lo doang yg lagunya beda wkwkwk

SEMANGAT SEM 6&7 NYAAAA TAHUN INI, LU KP YA TAUN INI? SMGT!! JGN LULUS CPT2 TUNGGUIN AK! SMOGA KITA BISA KERJA BARENG DI PFI HAHAHHA #amin

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:02:36 UTC

we didn't really talk to each other @ 2021?! but i think u're pretty cool, but don't act to be cool wkwkw i miss few years ago spending time w/ u ang our friends.. but people are changing and gettin busy :( atleast i hope one day we'll have a reunion.

success for ur college! you got into a very prestige uni, i'm so happy for it (and jealous of it) but nvm. anyways, plz approach me when u see me
（づ￣3￣）づ╭❤️～

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:02:52 UTC

u keren bgt dah luluzzzz #mengiri. if we have any chance, i would like to go to church and be a playdate & hang out w you!! dah itu aja hehe sukses terus luv doain ak cpet lulus yyyy hihihi

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:03:40 UTC

gtau mo ngomong ape. kita sama2 di bekasi lu gprnh ngajak gue main, agak kesel :( gpp deh w tau circle w bukan sama luuu wkwkwk but THANKS!!!! tolong bantu w kalo suatu saat gue butuh sesuatu yaaa :') dan jangan sungkan2 minta bantuan w asli sebisa mungkin w bantu!!! sukses sem 6&7 nicccch

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:06:21 UTC

aku mau nyampein apa yaaa.. wkwkw
gada, cuma mau bilang.. dulu kukira kamu pendiem banget ternyata enggak kok! aku seneng kita temenan walaupun jaraknya jauhhh hheheh luv

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:06:37 UTC

hidup lu tuh perfect banget dah, keluarga berkecukupan dan lengkap, punya pacar dll. i'm jealous sometimes :') but that makes me so motivated to thrive! oya jurusan lu jg susah, kok u bs bertahan? wkwk w tau, ya namanya jg tuntutan hidup ya bund

cuma w agak kaged pas tau pacar lu trnyt kristen.. but i don't wanna get involved and intervene your personal life. have a great @2022! EH MAIN KEK YUK SM YG LAIN HUHU:(

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:06:49 UTC

hi? apa kbar kawan *awkward approach at beginning*
been a while, we didn't really interact to each other deh keknya di 2021, jadi bingung mau ngomong apa..
i saw your stories sometimes, keren story lo kadang gue lihat kek aesthetics2 gitu.. lu juga sering buka qbox tp w ga perhatiin banget.
nothing really happened to us in 2021, but when talking about you.. all i ever remembered was my not-really-fun highschool memories. at first and at some point, when we were freshmen.. you seem funny and friendly, but as time passed by, you and your circle were getting sucks and sh1tty. i felt that i wasn't treated well as human. idk, maybe i was just too sensitive. but, i found my friends, and now i realized that this wasn't a problem at all; i have friends that know my worth better, and keeping distance from you and your not so friendly friends was a perfect choice.

but when you replied this, i see you as a human being. you prolly have new circles on college and people change. i don't know how you saw me back then, but i hope you always see the kindness of every human being now and then + treat them well equally.

i hope your 2022 is going well. we're so much different as a person; gender, culture, religion, etc tapi semoga sebanyak apapun perbedaan seseorang dengan yang lain, kita tetap bisa hidup berdampingan di bumi ini dalam damai.

btw, i think you have a good leadership.

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:07:02 UTC

HAI SISTURRRR seneng bgt temenan onlen sama u, btw kita kan satu gereja ya kok w jarang liat lu anj wkkwkw skuy lah pankapan foto bareng wkwkkw

jelas banget kita punya kesamaan: suka drakor. pokoknya korea2an dah wkwkw. oiya makasi ud ikutin aktivitas2 random w di ig kek gini salah satunya, trus yg pas spill racun workout u jg ikut kan sampe ke 2nd? wkwk ngakak bgt MAACI

Sehat&sukses yaaa di @2022!!!! Jangan bosen2 sm story w WKWKWK

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:07:12 UTC

jujur confession ini bakal agak full of sins banget.. wkwk

makasih ya ud approach gue pas mau uas, lu nyimpen bberapa soal2 uts buat latihan!!! kerja sama yang baik di antara kita!!! hebat WKWKWK
kalo sekelas lagi, yuk bs yuk teamwork lagi! lu tau kan gue rajin? tenang gue spesialisasi merging file WKWKWK lu cukup kumpulin quiz, soal2 uas uts. untuk yg gaada kjnya nanti kita jawab bareng2!!!

ONCE AGAIN, MAKASI LOH KERJASAMANYA
MBL MBL MBL (Makasih banget loch)

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:07:25 UTC

udah lama banget ga liat u or even interaksi :( keknya sibuk kuliah ya? anak arsi tugasnya pasti banyak heheheh
kalo inget lu, 2 thn sekelas w selalu mengingat masa2 nonton drakor mulu, dan nonton film di kelas wkwk kita sampe tukeran flashdisk/harddisk dong T_T wkww nangiz bgt. w mau ngomong apa yaa.. bingung, eh, yaudah deh ngomongin ini aja.. w masih main sama tazkia&sagita nih, lu kalo mau join boleh banget *kalo ga sibuk dan lagi di bekasi wkwkwk
btw, kebetulan lu anak arsi, w mau bilang kalo gue suka rumah yg high ceiling, big windows dan ada mezzaninenya KKWKWKWK sebenernya ga mezzanine sih.. mau tau deh ada gaaa siiih sebutannya kalo rumah 2 lantai tapi kita bisa lihat lantai 2 ke lantai satu gitu voidnya bs dibilang gede jd kek mezanine. nah gue suka rumah kek gitu wkwk cliche bgt ya

belajar yg bener ya, biar nanti w hire jd arch rumah impian w!!! wkwkwk. see u when i see u
φ(゜▽゜*)♪

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:08:14 UTC

i hate that you seem so cold in real life but still friendly thru chat. you didn't approach me n your friends di natal rena, but that's ok u might feel uncomfortable. but keep in mind that, what ever happen with us and our friendship.. it doesn't make u have rights to talk about it behind our back to anyone. btw ini w typing ga lagi marah2/sarcastic ya, pls read dengan intonasi yg kek mature gituloch jiakhelah

hope you grow more mature this year, bentar lagi kepala dua kitaaa woyyyy!!!?! @_@

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:08:33 UTC

hiiiii, temen smp ku!
jujur, w ga kenal lo bgt T_T kek gmn ya bingung but thanks for approaching me first thru insta! gimana gotrade?? ud cuan? wkwkwk mayan ya gift bberapa dollarnya wkwk jgn di withdraw soalnya fee wd nya gede
btw, lu keknya once/kpoppers kah? wkwk gue cm mau bilang sama, w jg suka korea, tp drama.. yah lu tau lah ya kan bs dilihat dr story2 alay w :D
and
thanks ud ngucapin selamat natal ya!
sehat dan sukses selalu @2022, nantikan racun2 cuan eden lg!!!! wkwk

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:16:37 UTC

i think u're a bit freak. no offsense but i'm a freak too. i told you about the cheat and you promised. you kno... when i said it was for free, actually at first i didn't mean it 🤡 it was just my typical-high-prestige, but i let go, nevermind.. my pleasure to help~
b(￣▽￣)d
😏
*ps, emojinya satu aja yh aturan

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 03:20:19 UTC

sumpah ya.. u tuh berjasa banget dalam season kehidupan w saat ini wkwkkw. lu bener2 penyelamat di saat w mager kuliah, bentrok sama kegiatan lain di luar kuliah dsbg. parahnya w pernah bete grgr di-spam lu padahal niat lu baeqqq T_T emang aga kureng akhlak w wkwkkw

pleaseeee stay by my side for a long time ampe udah lulus juga w mau kita sukses barengg pokoknyaa!! maap y klo w sering random, gjls, apatiz, dsb. jujurly gue takut banget klo nanti offline, kek w gaada temen :( paling lu doang, tp temen lu kan banyak. i'm so affraid of being left out.

anw, enjoy the new year bestieee. let's thrive togetherrr @2022!!!

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 04:32:02 UTC

WE SPENT TOGETHER FEW MEMORIEZ THRU 2021!!!! Thanks for the gathering idea, for preparing the place and whatsoever.. twas so mucccccch fun. Let's do it again?! But i kno u're getting busy with uni life, it's ok.

Maaf ya klo aq ada salah baik kata/perbuatan hehe apalagi klo jualanku gjls kadang wkwk emg aku entrepreneur abal2 sksksk but THANKS FOR SUPPORTING MY SMALL EXCLUSIVE BUSSINESS SKSSKKS!!

Stay healthy in 2022! If u need a w/o partner plz hmu~

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edeniadevina — 2022-01-02 13:29:52 UTC

dear friendddddddddd,
sori banget sori2 lu terakhir soalnya ketinggalan satu w juga sadar drtd ngecekin kok kurang satuuu. ternyata emoji ayam ini belom diinput hhahaha T_T #myfault

pandemic and online class separated us. you were good to me when i knew you in 1st semester. but i felt like, you were sometimes not that really good at me, not very genuine. i made friends with you and our other friends, but i know that i'm not a part of something closer -the circle. that's ok, i'm used to do things solo, being independent. but i hope that you can be more friendly and genuine to me if we have a chance to meet at offline class, so nobody felt left alone or marginalized because it hurts.
i noticed your update sometimes, i kno you have crush on someone.. i have a crush too, and sis i can relate that having crush is not easy. btw, i like your hair color, every bright color perfectly suited you.

sukses semester 6&7 nya, hit me up if you need any help in the future! i'll be pleasured if i can help you. Gbu