but anyways, if just a little, don't make it to a lot. i am probably just around somewhere or maybe really left for a bit, but i swear would have told you. i always tell you anyway.

i'm not gonna tell you not to miss me anymore, because that's impossible. but i can tell you that i am going to be back sooner than you think. i will be back even before you say, 'i love you, park zitao' that quick. i fucking swear.

maybe keep yourself busy? i mean, of course, not with another person. but like, maybe sleep. there. you love to sleep. i will be back when you wake up.

i love you, <3