First Ms Elmo, or was it Easter, praised me 

for the artwork I drew. It was a picture of 

meatballs falling from the sky. I guess this

kind of popped into my head as I

remembered Mother talking about some 

"bomb" appearing from the sky. Hmm,

I wonder if they were edible.

Also, during recess, I made a new friend.

I'm quite relieved cause i'm not good with

mixing with people. Anyways, my class is

super noisy! I wonder how my form teachers

are gonna survive this :/

Also, today we had this election for the president councilor during assembly. I'm most certain that Bailey, the hottest girl in the school, got everybody's vote. Maybe its due to her beautiful complexion and body figure, but in my eyes, she was beautiful by her way o communication with others. It's just so mesmerizing! One day, I'll be like the men in those drama shows where he always gets the girl. 

Oh Bailey I hope you will wait for me.

up my courage to ask, she rejected me. Oh

how my heart shattered into smithereens..

Sigh, Mother has been trying her best to cheer

me up but it's not really working.

Furthermore, there's the money and all to add

onto the headaches. Mother and Father are

ageing just too fast! I guess soon i'll have to go

and find a place to work and earn money. Also,

housing is the worst problem we have! Our

current landlord is willing to just rent this house

to us for another two to three months. I have

written our name on the housing name list in

rather BIG lettering but sadly, no news yet.

frustration and anger. The news these day aren't

getting any better. Civil war was still on going.

WHY.

I always ask myself why people can't ever be

peaceful and happy with each other. Maybe thats

a curse of life after Adam and Eve disobeyed God.

Oh how I wish the Republic of Ireland would 

kindly step up to help us through this crisis. I just

hate all these killing and blood. 

However, sometimes I scare myself by thinking:

If i ever join the army, would dying be a better 

aspect than rotting my life at home?

I'm a catholic yet I still have a long way to learn to control my thoughts and

devote myself to God the Might one in the heavens.

a while.

and loves me tenderly.