Dear 2023... by Jinx

I wish i had the time to play the guitar ngl

vjinxster — 2023-12-27 13:21:12 UTC

tbh, it was one of my dreams to be able to play the guitar but ive been so lazy and lost passion. but if i were to play it my dad couldve been proud

happy goodbyes to 2023

2023-12-27 13:22:09 UTC

2023 was one of my worst years. january-march was rough for my mental, and the summer was so isolating that i forgot how to socialise. october started and things got so bad i almost didnt make it, but im glad im still here. happy to leave 2023 behind :)

2023?

2023-12-27 13:24:55 UTC

It's an interesting year, though...it gone by pretty much just...plain for me. I did get into hsr as a result, didn't regret it. I did get a tutor too, she's nice...i improved in math.

It was a rollercoaster

vjinxster — 2023-12-27 13:26:41 UTC

i'm gonna be real honest, i had feelings for one of the emanators in the server but i left the feeling to rot since i knew i could never had a chance. good news is that i learned to control my emotions more and finally accept that nothing will always go my way. this year was horrifyingly interesting, and i do hope i can be a better person in the near future

The start for another chapter

2023-12-27 13:33:13 UTC

This year was interesting and have had my tough moments indeed one of the biggest difficulties atleast for me was finding friendships gosh I been through alot of that for sure I'm very socially shy in general so making any form of friends was already difficult enough but for some random fate this year has to be the best in terms with friendship I created new irl friends but also for the first time online friendships but is very rare sight to be seen that's for sure so for the ending of this year moving on to next year I hope our friendship continues I truly appreciate all the friendships I made along the way I'm so thankful to meet amazing, cool, talented, creative people which I never thought to ever meet before so thank you for staying with me, most of all thank you for being my friend I love each and every of yall whether it's irl or online I'm grateful for the longest and newest friendships I made along the way<33

2023 was the best year for me

2023-12-27 13:33:50 UTC

In 2022, I used to be bullied bc of various reasons, but I made friends with this girl who helped me a lot in glowing up both physically and mentally. After I stopped getting bullied I got a bf and he is the sweetest. My life went from wanting to kms to get better. It does get better you guys <3

★﹐A WISH FROM ABOVE．﹗﹑

2023-12-27 13:36:23 UTC

" The melody of the guitar rung as I danced along the sun , the sun blaring into my eyes as I loved upon the sky. "

"But the way he sat , so still , infact . . . "

"The way his fingers crossed along the lines , the way I twirled with the strings upon the blinds , the way my dress flowed like a butterfly , the way the ocean breeze landed upon my skin."

- NATALIA M.G

- I wish the world could see my talents, but I'm horrified, so I shall show it to the smallest world but the one with the most caring and biggest heart - you.

yo

2023-12-27 15:42:16 UTC

Writing this quickly as I have an eventful day (and week or so ahead of me) but Luminant by far is the most accepting and loving communities I've ever been in

(especially Inka, they always believed my minecraft house was the best)

It's more than a handful

2023-12-27 17:46:07 UTC

2023 is something else, i tell you. Starting from the start to the end many things happened, and many that i was grateful for and some.. Not so grateful.

But, amidst all that i truly find myself, my "me" me and the way that makes me now and then, there's a few things that i know would happened just not so soon. I took it well though, so yippee!

I made progress, new friends, new habits and traits, some old habits so does the traits stayed. The good and bad, but it's balanced atleast i tried my best and that's enough :DD

I wish i would be more closer to a few members of my family and rebond with close relatives, especially now that, i grew a feeling of something that's a mix of nice things.. Feels, towards my dad. I love him now and though i apologized the way he beats my mother and my siblings back then, even called me the son of a witch, a whore. But that's fine, eventually he'll grew old and die

And leaving me behind, with my siblings.

So, always remember folks! Forgives but remembers.

2023

2023-12-28 01:45:18 UTC

This year was literally so sucky and so good at the same time ughhh bc I literally got into this situationship which turned into the other person following me around my school and shit which also lead to nightmares of him, my grades are getting worse, my drawing capabilities are dying on me, im breaking out (acne), and my personality just sucking in general.

Good stuff tho!! I have amazing friends now, I got dan heng IL in hsr, HSR just being released in general, my bday party and gifts I got, and so much more but it wouldn't fit tbh

Anyways, this server is amazing omg

My feeling throughout the 2023 year?

2023-12-29 04:36:50 UTC

It was quite a chaotic years for me, with so many things, both positive and negative, happened in my life. I didn't regret it at all, in fact, I'm actually grateful for everything that happened. Nothing appeared out of the blue for no reason, you know?

I also want to give my thanks to everyone that has accompanied me to this day, the very end of the year. You're the reason that I'm still here.

And to you that read this piece of letter, I wish you a happy new year with your loved one.

Bye 2023!!!

2023-12-31 07:40:26 UTC

This year was a lot to say the least, and i’m so relieved that i SURVIVED. Like im so happy that im okay now, and i wouldn’t have been able to get through it without my brother and my mom. So thanks to them!!

I lost a lot. But i also gained a lot! I’m happy with my life now. i’m going to try and remain patient with myself in this journey and i’m gonna try and improve myself. So much happened to me, and i’m proud of myself because I didn’t give up. I feel like i’m a new person. I’m not the same anymore, in a good way :D

I’d say i hate and love 2023. Shitty but also probably the best year of my life…idk!!

2023!!!!!!

2024-01-12 06:12:10 UTC

what a crazy year. From the start to the finish I was met with disasters and miracles. I lost a really close friend, but I gained amazing friends in the wake, and that even lead to me and my now current girlfriend to talking a lot more. Spent new years with her and sealed the year with a silly new years kiss. My friends now are amazing. We party, we do all sorts of dumb things. late night talks and drinks, all the fun stuff. I always had a mindset of doing stuff to have fun, because I want to enjoy this life. I’m hard on myself, I challenge myself constantly, taking extremely hard classes in attempt to teach my lazy, procrastinating mindset to be more disciplined. But I also want to enjoy it. The classes are hard, yes, but I enjoy them. I enjoy (most) topics, I love my friends in the classes, and I always try to go into school with a positive mood. It’s the last year of high-school, my last year of being a carefree teenager before I move away for college. I chose a college in a big city thats really hard to get into, But I got in! It means I have to leave a lot behind, And again learn how to be a productive person, but I also get to have fun. I’ll be by myself! I can eat whatever, go wherever, do whatever. It’s by a beach, in probably one of the biggest cities in the states.

Overall, 2024 goal: have fun.