https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm en-us 2022-10-10 04:43:31 UTC 2023-01-13 07:58:23 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f496.png gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333007822 by John Green]]> 2022-10-10 04:45:00 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333007822 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333009811 BOOK online
FILM online]]> 2022-10-10 04:48:26 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333009811 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333019263 Author was inspired to write the book after working as a student chaplain in a children's hospital. His friend Esther Earl died of thyroid cancer in 2010, aged 16, so he dedicated a book to him.]]> 2022-10-10 05:05:54 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333019263 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333032369 https://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-27900741.amp
https://m.imdb.com/name/nm1981261/bio?ref_=m_mn_ov_bio
https://www.johngreenbooks.com/]]> 2022-10-10 05:27:37 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333032369 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333037575 - full name John Michael Green
- 45 years old (24/08/77)
- lives in Indianapolis, Indiana
- YouTube blogger with his brother
- has a wife Sara and two children (Henry and Alice)
- author of  An Abundance of Katherines, Paper Towns, The Fault in Our Stars, Turtles All the Way Down, and The Anthropocene Reviewed

]]> 2022-10-10 05:36:59 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333037575 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333114297 2022-10-10 07:10:33 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333114297 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333115484 "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, But in ourselves, that we are underlings."]]> 2022-10-10 07:11:42 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333115484 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333117281 The book has spent 78 consecutive weeks on the New York Times best-seller list.]]> 2022-10-10 07:13:29 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333117281 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333212034 A 16-year-old Hazel Grace, who was diagnosed with thyroid cancer, had no friends, was studying at home and, obviously, had depression. Her mother and doctor suggested her to try the Support Group. Hazel didn't like the group, but went there so as not to disappoint her parents. Once there came a guy named Augustus Waters, who caught her attention by "being hot" and starring at her. They had a conversation about metaphors, which ended up with him asking her out.]]> 2022-10-10 08:37:05 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333212034 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333212872 2022-10-10 08:37:52 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333212872 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333213810 2022-10-10 08:38:26 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333213810 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333219101 2022-10-10 08:42:33 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333219101 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333222381 https://youtu.be/hIGtTImeYU4]]> 2022-10-10 08:45:26 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333222381 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333228871 2022-10-10 08:50:22 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333228871 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333258856 to fiddle - vazāties
insufficiencies - nepilnības
serenity - rāmums
gait - gaita
vaguely - neskaidri
to glance - uzmest aci]]> 2022-10-10 09:09:07 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333258856 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333262587 Rare type of cancer that affects the thyroid gland, a small gland at the base of the neck that produces hormones.]]> 2022-10-10 09:12:03 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333262587 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333267247 Hazel has stage 4 thyroid cancer which has metastasized to her lungs, forcing her to use an oxygen tank because, as she puts it, “her lungs suck at being lungs.”]]> 2022-10-10 09:16:09 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2333267247 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2348521635 Augustus invited Hazel to visit his home, where he lived with his parents. They were different to the Hazel's parents - more jokes, less worries. She liked it there and enjoyed the film with Gus (that's how parents call him). They also shared each other stories about their cancer journeys and Gus even showed her basement full of his Cancer Perks. Heading back home they both felt the sympathy towards each other and Hazel expected Gus to make a move, but he didn't. Gus asked if they can meet on the next day and as Hazel wanted to impress him, she promised to call him when she reads the book he gave her.]]> 2022-10-20 06:59:23 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2348521635 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2369737562 Cancer kids get preferential treatment because of their illness, which is why Augustus received his driver's license despite being an apparently shaky driver. Autographs from celebrities, meetings with unreachable personas is also considered as cancer perks.]]> 2022-11-04 07:48:31 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2369737562 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2374478019 vague - neskaidrs
to toss - sviest
to bend - saliekt
fraught - piepildīts
disheartening - nomācošs
hideous - riebīgs
to repulse - atvairīt
tenured - amatā]]> 2022-11-08 06:43:52 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2374478019 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429321775 hue - nokrāsa
odd - dīvains
off-putting - atbaidošs
sophisticated - izsmalcināts
disheveled - izpūrusi
perpetual - mūžīgs]]> 2022-12-27 09:52:05 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429321775 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429321848 2022-12-27 09:52:22 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429321848 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429322672 Any attempts to feign normal social interactions were just depressing because it was so glaringly obvious that everyone I spoke to for the rest of my life would feel awkward and self-conscious around me, except maybe kids who just didn’t know any better.]]> 2022-12-27 09:55:41 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429322672 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429323129 In truth, it always hurt. It always hurt not to breathe like a normal person, incessantly reminding your lungs to be lungs, forcing yourself to accept as unsolvable the clawing scraping inside-out ache of underoxygenation.]]> 2022-12-27 09:57:30 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429323129 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429324312 Hazel enjoyed the book that Gus gave her, but was interrupted by mum, who wanted to celebrate Hazel's half 33,5 birthday (which made literally no sense to her). Later after the school Hazel met her friend Kaitlyn. They went to the mall shopping some shoes. Hazel and Kaitlyn was trying really hard to make their conversation not awkward but it wasn't easy, especially because Kaitlyn was feeling sorry anytime she talked about death or anything that would hurt Hazel. Hazel had to lie that she needed to go to stay in the mall alone reading the book.]]> 2022-12-27 10:02:12 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2429324312 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438150320 a con man - krāpnieks
reclusive - nošķirts
to gouge - izgrauzt
coy - gudrs
to idle - būt bezdarbībā
flimsy - neizturīgs
to sob - šņukstēt
gargantuan - milzīgs
to mowe down - mopļaut
remnants - paliekas]]> 2023-01-09 17:25:39 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438150320 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438169012 2023-01-09 17:37:00 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438169012 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438172362  - pardon the double entendre
- to go about your life
- on a nearly minutely basis
- to stomach down some food
- to zone out]]> 2023-01-09 17:39:01 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438172362 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438177241 2023-01-09 17:42:18 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438177241 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438190121 Hazel was reading one of her favourite books that in fact is about a girl with cancer and has literally no ending. Later on she remembered to call Augustus about the book he gave her and he invited her over. When she came there was also their buddie from the group. Isaac (the guy) had a heartbreak because of his girlfriend dumping him after finding out that he is going to loose his sight (as a treatment). Hazel and Gus discussed LOVE while staring at each other when Isaac played pc sobbing. After Gus suggested breaking his basketball trophies coz' he never really liked this sport.]]> 2023-01-09 17:51:03 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438190121 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438197777 2023-01-09 17:55:48 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438197777 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438216539 rapture - aizraušanās
ferocity - mežonīgums
recluse - vientulis
insipid - negaršīgs
to ensnare - ievilināt lamatās
to squirt - izšļākt
broad - plašs
frail - vājš
leisure - atpūta
to sap - iztukšot
hollow - dobs
deflated - nomākts]]> 2023-01-09 18:07:08 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438216539 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438242823 But I believe in true love, you know? I don’t believe that everybody gets to keep their eyes or not get sick or whatever, but everybody should have true love, and it should last at least as long as your life does.]]> 2023-01-09 18:24:06 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438242823 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438419162 After not hearing from Gus over a week, he, eventually, called Hazel. He told her how he reached the author of Hazel's favourite book and gave her the contacts. The author invited her to the Netherlands to discuss the future of the book. But unfortunately her parents had no money for her to go on that trip. Isaac on the other hand had an operation and now was NEC. Everyone was congratulating him except himself because he was still going through tough time with his breakup. Gus invited Hazel to the picnic in which he told her that he is giving away his wish for her dream to go to the Amsterdam and met the author. He invited her to go with him and between lines told Hazel that she is his crush.]]> 2023-01-09 20:30:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438419162 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438421987 NEC, as stated in the book, stands for 'no evidence of cancer'.]]> 2023-01-09 20:33:43 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438421987 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438424668 The Genie’s Wish is a UK registered charity whose mission is to enhance the lives of people aged 0-40 years, living in England and Wales, who are suffering from a critical or terminal illness or living with a life-limiting medical condition. ]]> 2023-01-09 20:36:15 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438424668 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438443508 soliloquy - monologs
vernacular - tautas valoda
arousal - uzbudinājums
premonition - priekšnojauta
lascivious - izlaidīgs
finite - ierbežots]]> 2023-01-09 20:54:42 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438443508 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438451996 Hazel couldn't accept the fact that Gus' ex-girlfriend was a beautiful, kind girl who died from a brain cancer. She didn't want him to go through this again. So she wrote to him that she is sorry but they will never kiss and Gus just said "okey" (it meant more than just a word to them in a flirting way). Hazel also talked about Gus with Kaitlyn who happened to know him and was into him. ]]> 2023-01-09 21:03:44 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438451996 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438461897 to trod on - doties tālāk
to hover - lidināties
amid - vidū
deceitful - mānīgs]]> 2023-01-09 21:13:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438461897 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438462244 2023-01-09 21:14:18 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438462244 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438470749 Hazel had this kind of a seizure when her lungs are filling with fluid that makes it hard for her to breath. Together with parents she went to the hospital where they stabilised her condition. As she headed home her doctor said that there is no way she could travel now. It made her very sad but eventually she met Gus who told her that after some time as her lungs will get better they will be able to meet her author. He also read an e-mail from the author: Author said that it is interesting indeed to look into their lives. He was wishing Hazel best of health which made her happy. ]]> 2023-01-09 21:23:33 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438470749 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438476028 I understood: No use wasting good lungs on a hopeless case. I nodded, trying not to look like that comment hurt me.]]> 2023-01-09 21:29:48 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438476028 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438477484 The inexorable truth is this: They [parents] might be glad to have me around, but I was the alpha and the omega of my parents’ suffering.]]> 2023-01-09 21:31:11 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438477484 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438483264 inexorable - nežēlīgs
dandeliony - pienenes
smothery - smacīgs
utterly - galīgi]]> 2023-01-09 21:37:40 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438483264 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438483587 I would give up all the sick days I had left for a few healthy ones. I tried to tell myself that it could be worse, that the world was not a wish-granting
factory, that I was living with cancer not dying of it, that I mustn’t let it kill me before it kills me.]]> 2023-01-09 21:38:10 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438483587 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438487368 As he [Augustus] read, I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.]]> 2023-01-09 21:43:11 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438487368 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438497537 Feeling depressed as one of the doctors didn't allow Hazel to go to Amsterdam she looked at her childhood swing set and bursted into tears. Augustus came over and suggested they sold this thing. After some time Hazel received a letter from the author saying where could they go as she comes to visit him. She was very confused as she didn't understand why are they not informed that she is not coming. But parents just wanted to make a surprise and tell her the big news - doctors allowed her to go there!!]]> 2023-01-09 21:55:32 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438497537 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438507164 reverie - sapņi
infuriating - saniknojošs
giddily - reibinoši]]> 2023-01-09 22:08:24 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438507164 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438509760 Hazel went to the support group where she found out some sad and happy news about other members. It wasn't very fun but at least there was Isaac who invited her to play games with him. Hazel didn't really know how to act with a blind person but overall was doing pretty good. They ended up talking about Gus and their complicated relationship.]]> 2023-01-09 22:12:07 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438509760 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438511059 Isaac said I didin't want to Monica Gus. But it wasn’t that. The truth was, I didn’t want to Isaac him. ]]> 2023-01-09 22:14:05 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438511059 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438514113 The weird thing about houses is that they almost always look like nothing is happening inside of them, even though they contain most of our lives. I wondered if that was sort of the point of architecture.]]> 2023-01-09 22:18:40 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438514113 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438516566 unencumbered - neapgrūtināts
entangled - sapinušies
clenched - savilkts
aloft - augstumā
askew - šķībi
bashful - nekaunīgs]]> 2023-01-09 22:22:04 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438516566 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438516729 The pain was always there, pulling me inside of myself, demanding to be felt. It always felt like I was waking up from the pain when something in the world outside of me suddenly required my comment or attention. ]]> 2023-01-09 22:22:18 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438516729 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438519612 That was the worst part about having cancer, sometimes: The physical evidence of disease separates you from other people. We were irreconcilably other.]]> 2023-01-09 22:26:37 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438519612 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438526355 I’m in love with you, and I’m not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.]]> 2023-01-09 22:37:10 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438526355 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438816033 All suitcases packed and they were ready to go. Coming to the airport Hazel was feeling nervous and uncomfortable because she knew that everyone is going to stare at her and the Phillip. When they were waiting for the gate to open Gus left for quite some time (looking for food as he said). Later on he admitted that he had lied and he was just not feeling comfy as a cancer person there. On the plane Gus confessed his love to Hazel.]]> 2023-01-10 05:56:49 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2438816033 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439326925 doughy - aptaukojies
precariously - nedroši
sagging - nokarājusies
to marvel - brīnīties
obscene - neķītrs
to ripple - viļnoties
ambiguity - neskaidrība
bashful - nekaunīgs
malevolent - ļaundabīgs]]> 2023-01-10 13:50:45 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439326925 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439337915 Hazel and Gus went on a date. It was a beautiful restaurant by the lake. And the author paid for the dinner. They both felt very addicted to each other at some point. Hazel let him take her arm while she was listening to Gus' "truth" about his ex. It was a rough story about a girl who completely lost her mind because of disease. Gus couldn't break up with her out of pity. Their evening ended with Gus telling Hazel that he wouldn't mind if she broke his heart. ]]> 2023-01-10 13:57:54 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439337915 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439491329 to pound - dauzīt
tentatively - provizoriski
abominable - riebīgs
sane - prātīgs
missives - vēstules
duly - pienācīgi
putrid - sapuvis
assertive - pārliecinošs
whims - kaprīzes]]> 2023-01-10 15:24:28 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439491329 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439491700 2023-01-10 15:24:41 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439491700 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439502060 As his parted lips met mine, I started to feel breathless in a new and fascinating way. The space around us evaporated, and for a weird moment I really liked my body]]> 2023-01-10 15:30:49 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439502060 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439522340 Hazel and Gus came to the author's house. They were both nervous but seeking answers to the questions about the book. When they met him [the author] it was all wrong. He didn't even remember inviting them or sending an e-mail to them. He was honestly rude and rudely honest. They left with no answers and tears. The assistant was sorry for all what happened and suggested they go to the museum. There Hazel had to come over herself and use the steps. She felt like a winner after reaching the top of the building. They kissed there and it all continued at Gus' room.]]> 2023-01-10 15:43:01 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439522340 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439544701 to intersect - krustot
greek - grīva
to yank - raustīt
sinewy - cīpslains
to deflate - iztukšot
to be fond of - mīlēt]]> 2023-01-10 15:56:32 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439544701 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439545372 What am I at war with? My cancer. And what is my cancer? My cancer is me. ]]> 2023-01-10 15:56:50 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439545372 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439547852 You’d see Jesus on the cross, and you’d see a dude getting stabbed in the neck, and you’d see people dying at sea and in battle and a parade of martyrs. But Not. One. Single. Cancer. Kid. Nobody biting it from the plague or smallpox or yellow fever or whatever, because there is no glory in illness. There is no meaning to it. There is no honor in dying of.]]> 2023-01-10 15:58:22 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439547852 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439551145 2023-01-10 16:00:22 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439551145 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439557988 After telling Hazel's mum about the kiss (the other part she didn't need to know) they stayed together. They went to the hotel again and Hazel was ready to do love. But Gus stopped and told Hazel about remission. He didn't feel like lying but also wanted to go to the Amsterdam with her. Hazel felt sorry and also scared but she understood that at that very moment she should be strong for both of them.]]> 2023-01-10 16:04:37 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439557988 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439566726 bliss - svētlaime
defeatist - sakāvnieks
intrusive - uzmācīgs
to waver - svāstīties]]> 2023-01-10 16:09:37 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439566726 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439573141 I believe the universe wants to be noticed. The universe enjoys its elegance being observed. ]]> 2023-01-10 16:13:29 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439573141 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439593354 After coming back from the Amsterdam Hazel was trying not to think or worry about Gus but it wasn't possible. Gus was feeling worse as the time passed. They met Isaac and went to egg the car of his ex. It was fun as long as Isaac couldn't get the target [car]. ]]> 2023-01-10 16:25:31 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439593354 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439897387 Hazel's family went to visit Gus' parents at dinner. The atmosphere was weird. Gus and Hazel felt like they don't understand their parents time to time. Some time later Gus was put into the hospital due to his condition. Hazel missed him a lot (I am sure he missed her too) but his parents said they want to be with family right now. Obviously Hazel felt like an outcast at that moment.]]> 2023-01-10 19:39:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439897387 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439906177 abundant - bagātīgs
varsity - augstskola 
sentry - sargs
ruse - viltība]]> 2023-01-10 19:46:17 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439906177 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439909747 Gus had his late-stage which meant that he was no longer able to walk on his own, he was having eating difficulties and was tired all the time. Medicine wasn't really helping. Nothing was helping in fact except maybe Hazel. He was trying to be the same cool guy that she had fallen for but it wasn't easy this time. ]]> 2023-01-10 19:48:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439909747 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439927122 excruciating - mokoši
mortified - nomocīts
indomitable - nepielūdzams]]> 2023-01-10 20:01:20 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439927122 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439929146 Gus was in a pre-death condition. He even pissed himself and was totally terrified because Hazel saw that. He was feeling mortified but still tried to keep up and smile for her.]]> 2023-01-10 20:03:08 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439929146 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439934224 I hate myself I hate myself I hate this I hate this I disgust myself I hate it I hate it I hate it just let me fucking die.]]> 2023-01-10 20:07:23 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439934224 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439943133 Gus called Hazel in a middle of the night begging her to come and help him with his G-tube. He was at the gas station laying down on the ground puking on himself and asking Hazel not to call an ambulance. She wanted to help herself but was forced to call for help. He was almost unconscious but still asked Hazel to read a poem for him. It was kind of romantic even.]]> 2023-01-10 20:15:08 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439943133 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439947168 A gastrostomy tube (also called a G-tube) is a tube inserted through the belly that brings nutrition directly to the stomach. ]]> 2023-01-10 20:18:52 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439947168 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439957117 irrevocably - neatgriezeniski
dignity - cieņa
to trail - izsekot]]> 2023-01-10 20:27:33 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439957117 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439960848 Gus got home and they gave even stronger painkillers that were torturing his body. All the family was there (also the sisters and their families). It was all so weird like if they were waiting for him to die. Gus wanted to be alone with Hazel but there was not even a slightest chance that they all would leave him alone.]]> 2023-01-10 20:30:59 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439960848 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439977836 eulogy - slavēšana
to clutch - sajūgt
to tug - raut
to contemplate - pārdomāt
ghoulishly - šausmīgi]]> 2023-01-10 20:48:11 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439977836 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439978057 I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days.]]> 2023-01-10 20:48:26 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439978057 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439983696 Gus called Hazel and he sounded like before. Before he was ill again. He invited her to his pre-funeral. Hazel had a fight with parents because they weren't happy that she was all the time at Augustus'. But she still went to the church. There was also Isaac who read his eulogy. Then there was Hazel: She talked a lot about their love and how unfair is this world.]]> 2023-01-10 20:54:25 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439983696 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439992977 It’s almost as if the way you imagine my dead self says more about you than it says about either the person I was or the whatever I am now.]]> 2023-01-10 21:01:03 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439992977 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439997891 Gus' mum called Hazel to tell about his death. Even though she knew it was coming, she was completely broken. She tried to be strong for him, for the parents, for herself. But all these comments on social media saying: "We miss you. Rest in peace." were making things worse.]]> 2023-01-10 21:05:36 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2439997891 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440002732 There was, properly speaking, no us left to watch. Only a me.]]> 2023-01-10 21:10:17 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440002732 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440008989 2023-01-10 21:18:07 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440008989 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440016808 infernal - ellišķīgs
obituary - miršanas
to hijack - nolaupīt
to scold - aizrādīt]]> 2023-01-10 21:25:51 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440016808 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440026541 The funeral of Augustus Waters. There came a lot of people that Hazel has never even heard about all praying for Gus. Hazel did her beautiful speech and suddenly noticed that the author is here. It was surprising but in the same time annoying to see him there. He was trying to talk to her but she refused saying he is no more the man he once was. She felt so lonely and it just hurts to loose someone you so deeply love. ]]> 2023-01-10 21:38:04 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440026541 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440039645 Hazel and Isaac played a few games during which they remembered Gus. They both missed him so much. Hazel went to Gus' house to look for a story that he'd promised to write to her. She went to his room which was full of his things and still had his scent all over it. Hazel had mixed feelings. She felt like he was almost there but then realised she would never see him again. No letters found.]]> 2023-01-10 21:55:09 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440039645 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440055295 Gus' dad called Hazel telling that he'd found a notebook that was missing some of its pages. That meant that he actually did write something. Hazel even went to the support group looking for the papers but haven't succeeded. Hazel's mum by the way was learning to become a social worker and lead support groups or something.]]> 2023-01-10 22:16:42 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440055295 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440061848 2023-01-10 22:27:31 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440061848 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440064894 After a little talk with Kaitlyn Hazel had solved the equation. She now knew that the letter from Gus was at his author's. She wrote to him and got them back. In the letters Gus did not write the sequence for her favourite book as promised. No. Instead he wrote who was Hazel to him. He wrote about her opinions, her humour, her beauty. He wrote how much did he love her and would miss her. This was a love story that will never end and will, at the very end, die with them. ]]> 2023-01-10 22:32:40 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2440064894 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441878275 2023-01-12 07:13:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441878275 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441881496 - the necessity of suffering
- fear of oblivion
- discovering yourself
- family presence 
- love trough pain]]> 2023-01-12 07:17:35 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441881496 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441885299 2023-01-12 07:21:56 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441885299 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441892238 Lida was sixteen, and pretty enough to be the object of the hot boy’s eye. She was a regular—in a long remission from appendiceal cancer, which I had not previously known existed. She said—as she had every other time I’d attended Support Group—that she felt strong, which felt like bragging to me as the oxygen-drizzling nubs tickled my nostrils.]]> 2023-01-12 07:30:07 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441892238 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441892571 Lidai bija sešpadsmit gadu, un viņa bija pietiekami skaista, lai kļūtu par karstā zēna aci. Viņa bija regulāra — ilga remisija no apendicīta vēža, par kuru es iepriekš nezināju. Viņa teica — tāpat kā katru otro reizi, kad es apmeklēju atbalsta grupu —, ka viņa jūtas spēcīga, un tas man šķita kā lepoties, jo skābekli līstošie nūjiņas kutināja manas nāsis.]]> 2023-01-12 07:30:30 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441892571 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441893441 Lidai bija sešpadsmit gadu, un viņa bija pietiekami skaista, lai kļūtu par karstā zēna līdzekļiem. Viņa bija regulāra — remisija nav apendicīta vēža, kuru es iepriekš nezināju. Viņa teica — tāpat katru kutināja otro manas, kad es apmeklēju grupu reizi nāsis ka viņa —, atbalsta, un tas ir cilvēks šķita jūtas spēcīga, jo skābekli lepoties nūjiņas kā līstošie kā.]]> 2023-01-12 07:31:12 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441893441 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441893982 Lidai bija sešpadsmit, un viņa bija pietiekami skaista, lai kļūtu par zēnu uzmanības objektu. Viņa bija parasta — ilgā remisijā no apendicīta vēža, par kuru es iepriekš nebiju zinājusi. Viņa teica — katru nākamo reizi, kad apmeklēju atbalsta grupu —, ka viņa jutās spēcīga, kas izskatījās līdzīgu izrādīšanām, kamēr skābekli līstošās nūjiņas kutināja manu degunu.]]> 2023-01-12 07:31:49 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441893982 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441898756 Laidai bija sešpadsmit gadu, un viņa bija gana simpātiska, lai varētu atrasties izskatīgā puiša uzmanības centrā. Viņa bija pastāvīga nācēja - ilgstošā apendiksa vēža remisija. Iepriekš es nemaz nezināju, ka tāds eksistē. Tāpat kā katru otro reizi, kad biju nākusi uz atbalsta grupu, Laida sacīja, ka jūtas stipra, un man tas, sajūtot skābekli smidzinošo caurulīti kutinām nāsis, šķita kā lielīšanās.]]> 2023-01-12 07:37:02 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441898756 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441899403 2023-01-12 07:37:53 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441899403 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441919534 2023-01-12 07:59:10 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441919534 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441922031 - forthright
- sensitive
- strong
- witty]]> 2023-01-12 08:01:54 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441922031 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441923587 - a little cliched
- spectacular
- thought-provoking
- gripping
- a bit disappointing (the end)]]> 2023-01-12 08:03:36 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441923587 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441928203 - humorous
- endearing
- a little self-absorbed
- astute]]> 2023-01-12 08:08:33 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441928203 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441932899 - with a subtle mind
- emotional
- sociable
- eloquent]]> 2023-01-12 08:13:20 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2441932899 gorenkoevita https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2443277026 2023-01-13 07:58:05 UTC https://padlet.com/gorenkoevita/m7m6nwzdoqjz3lzm/wish/2443277026