https://padlet.com/16wplachta/lop0stzpc443 Made with a little mischief en-us 2016-10-06 18:03:17 UTC 2016-10-06 18:34:26 UTC hello@padlet.com 16wplachta https://padlet.com/16wplachta/lop0stzpc443/wish/128927846 I hate growing old.I want to be..and need to be young and good looking.I am depressed all the time because I am 55 and ancient.It all started when I  turned 40.My life seems worthless.My job is gone over seas,my mother is dead and I am alone.I go out for a drink and young people stare at me like I'm an old man,I am.I will be glad to die when the time comes...but in the meantime,how do you cope with and accept that you are old,wrinkled,weak,tired,rejected by youth, vulnerable?sometimes I feel like my body is the tatanic and I am riding on it,knowing that it is only a matter of time till we all go under...and aches,pains and suffering of disease, loss of family,before we even go down with the ship!what kind of a cruel joke is god playing on us?waiting for death is torture...living is just as bad.Im tired of living,but afraid of death....does anyone else feel like that?--and what must I do to be happy like I was when I was 25 years old?Or should I just sit around and wait for death?I don't accept being age 55.I do not accept it.Its getting worse and worse every year.Life is suppose to be good,not evil.Help me. ]]> 2016-10-06 18:03:30 UTC https://padlet.com/16wplachta/lop0stzpc443/wish/128927846