Ren! by kit

To Ren:

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 09:56:39 UTC

Many things happened to me lately and before. And I realized that I let go of something that could've meant everything to me, and that is you. I've also realized how much I have hurt you in the past, and that many mere confession from me could not suffice anymore, now that I finally found out how important you are to me.

I asked you things like "So do you like me still?" but I also expected you to decline me. And honestly, I thought I was prepared but I would be lying if I were to say it didn't hurt and that I wasn't disappointed. But then, I thought about it and realized that the pain I felt, is probably 10 times lesser than what you felt after all the horrible things I said to you.

Thank You

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 10:12:12 UTC

Thanks for always being cheerful and showering me with love and care even though you don't have to. You always told me in the past, "You deserve everything that makes you happy". And I do deserve them.. but also at the same time, I don't cherish them. However, you continue showing me care by being by my side even when my grandma left me.

And it's because of my grandma too that I'm learning to cherish the things that I have and the times we could've spent together.. and that is why I really want to spent plenty of my time with Ren and show him how much I really love him.. ; ^ ;

Nevertheless,

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 10:19:32 UTC

I'm going to keep chasing after you whether you accept me after a few months or never. This are all just words, so since action speaks louder than words, I'm going to prove it to you slowly day by day.

Random AF Stuffs Hehe

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 10:22:53 UTC

It might be stupid, weird and creepy but these days when I read mangas as well, I often get reminded of you.. like things like that could be happening for us. Or like, how nice it would be to spend time with you like that.

I also feel like I'm made up of two personalities. Like, sometimes I'm cute but sometimes I'm also very mature like.. And it's kind of hard for me too, to actually tell how I am each day.. I want you to know this because I don't know how annoying I might become next time and and.. basically that's it > <

What Do I Love About You?

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 10:29:40 UTC

Ren is always so self-sacrificing for everyone and always just want to make people smile.. and it just warms my heart.

And I want to try and do the same for you too, although sometimes I might still be a little spoilt.. I don't need an answer immediately, or you to forcefully tell me you love me. I just want you when you want me too. I love you Ren ♡

Hehe

kawaiich4n — 2017-03-17 10:33:10 UTC

And lastly, featuring my cute unicorn hehe ♡