You include me in every little thing you do, and I feel very much appreciated for that. You listen to my yelps, being there when I need you most, and you treat me like I was something so soft that you glue my wrecks with your sweet words.

Kakak, I hope you know how much I cherish you. How much I adore you. Thank you for being the nicest lover for me. May our path meets again someday. Until then, please take care of yourself, kakak imut.

Yours truly, M.

I love how our minds connect so well that I sometimes fear we're the same person in different bodies. I still remember how adorable you were, trying to hold back your excitement just because you were shy… and how all your walls crumbled once midnight came. I love how warm you felt in my arms, whispering those soft "I love yous." I still remember how sore my cheeks were from smiling too much—and I didn't even realize it.

You're a great lover. You're so tender and warm. I can still feel your tender love placed in my heart, following me anywhere. Now that I have gotten a taste of your tender love, I don't think it will ever leave me. I don't think it will ever be washed away from my skin, I don't think it will ever be unrecognized by my cells. Now that we're apart, I feel homesick for the warmth of your embrace and the softness of your lips. I did know that something as tender and warm as you would have the power greater than the sun to put such an in-depth mark within me.

Every moment with you feels like such a celebration. Even just remembering it gives my heart a spark. This is Nyi speaking, thank you. 🎉

Gedagedigedagedao, honestly I don't think I can face my life if you go. You're my savior Aniki [fire] sedia payung sebelum hujan, sedia my brother sebelum makan. (Maaf preman).

Aniki and I have such a sibling energy. Kompak selalu. Walaupun kadang kita bloon bersama. (Yeah damn namanya juga kompak). He's a brother who will always support me no matter what and lift me up in every way. (Beneran gw mah). Aniki and I have this love hate thing going on, mix between of love and chaos, BUT we always end up on the same chapter. (Interesting? Yup.) Semua bahasan yang kita obrolin selalu masuk dan akhirnya kita malah keasikan ngobrol daripada nonton film, hebat. Like he said, we're dumb and dumber. ^^ he knooooows a lot about thriller movies (for me. As someone who's really into romance and fluffy things). I was helped by him to play the movie—which is sweet. And if I speak.... I'm a mix of fear and thrill—Maka dari itu, Aniki tau kok gimana caranya menyikapi gua yang lebay dan heboh ini, he doesn't mind about it and I'm grateful. I sometimes become so dramatic and noisy, but welllllll. At the and of the day, he's someone you can trust! And I really appreciate Aniki for being attentive when I told him about my daily life story—the fun one or annoying one. I guess it's because we have a lot in common, a true soulmate indeed. ;) laluuu. He's so funny in the most creative ways I couldn't stop laughing I owe it to him—and his boldness makes everything so exciting! Di sini gua kayak adik yang apa-apa bakalan ngikutin kakaknya dan ngintilin dia kemana pun dia pergi sampe dia risih. But AS INTROVERTS, we were just staring the house's wall—it went exactly as you expect. Rot in bed.

Love you bro. ;)

Written by your maltese baby.

Good morning, Raya! Pertama I’d like to say sorry bcs I just had time to write this. But then, thank you for spending (little) time with me (kurang banyak).

Thank you too for listening to my gossip rambling. Untungnya jokes kita cocok jadi ngobrolin apa aja nyambung sama kamu (or maybe this is bucin me speaking), even our time cut short bcs of my phone died. Thank you for waiting me, ya.

Next time, maybe let’s watch My Little Pony together?

-Twilight Sparkle

Days with you feels like a whimsical—undeniably pleasant dream that I don’t want to wake up to. I actually having a not-so-good days around that time due to certain sudden things, yet I couldn’t be more thankful to have you stay right by my side. I really mean it when I said that you’re my lucky charm. Your existence itself is like a twinkling star in the dark that leads me to somewhere bright and warm. With you, I feel safe and comfortable amidst the chaos. Indeed, your love is like a calming pill for me.

I love the way you keep everything not too overwhelming nor lacking to my likings. Everything about you feels enough and perfectly fits for me. Seriously, you’re just.. THAT undoubtedly lovable (yah, bucin). Never ever I feel lack of love anytime around you, and I’m very much thankful to you for this. Thank you for being the best boyfriend that I could ever ask for, dearest Amy. Words can’t explain how much I cherish our time together. ;)

Just like how gentle you are on treating others, I hope you’re also treated gently by people around you. May you only cross your paths with good people who means no harm on you (including yourself who keep throwing bombs towards your tummy /jk). Until our paths crossed again, I hope you always take care of yourself well, good boy. Kakak will always loves you.

—A certified Natty adorer, Kakak Yuya.

I've told you before that I like your name a lot. I believe a name makes the person, and yours really does match you well. Raya... There are a lot of meanings that I now put onto your name aside from its original one. My kind-hearted Raya. My silly Raya. My ever so attentive Raya. Alam Semesta Raya. My Raya that always feels like a celebration from the universe.

Your heart is warm, and it has managed to light up the spark in me again after the long, hazy days I've had. It's crazy how our meeting was such a short one, but the happiness I received back then felt like enough to keep me going for many days ahead. And for that, I thank you.

Rayaku. The only regret I have is that we didn't get to spend much time together. Would it be greedy of me to ask for more of your days in the future? I'd love to ask the universe to let everything settle down, and to allow me to meet you again. But until that day comes, I hope you're staying well and healthy. I hope the universe celebrates you just the way you've always celebrated others.

I am looking forward to seeing you again.

Signed,

Your Nirwana.

Ps. Nwa suits you well, anyway.

My Aya. It turns out, and without a doubt.. being in love with you was so much fun.

We'll definitely meet again. Until then, take good care of yourself for me? Stay happy, stay healthy, and stay cakep. (Which won't be difficult for you to do, I bet..)

Yours truly,

Aechi. 🐨

pertama-tama, aku mau bilang makasih yang super banyak karena kamu mau temenin aku dua hari kemarin. awalnya i was worried about our age gap but! thanks to you for matching my #freak, the session went veeery well and it was suuuuuper fun! i hope you enjoyed the session as much as i did!! and aside from being a ragebaiter handal (iya iya udah approved ragebaiter by me aku gw), you were super considerate and caring towards me! there was not a single moment that make me feel like i am not loved by you.

aku juga minta maaf ya, kalau semisal waktu sesi sempat ada salah atau bikin kamu nggak nyaman, i never meant it that way. semoga kapan-kapan bisa ketemu lagiiii yipiiii. until then, take care, Aram! may luck always be by your side. 🍀

— mare

Aram Naraya, thank you for welcoming me so warmly, for treating me so kindly even though it's only our first day talking, and most of all, for being the warm yellow light that pours over me so gently.

You remind me of the first sunray I wake up to every morning, only softer, more tender. Even when the rain pours down, when our soto cools in the bowl, or when the night tries to pull us apart, you remain as warm as the first sunray I wake up to every morning.

I hope you know how lovely it is to have found you. How comforting it is to know that somewhere in this vast world, there's someone who makes room for your heart to rest. I have grown used to looking down on the harder days, but this time, I found another reason to look up at the sun. Would you believe it began with a single hello?

(🏠🐈‍⬛)