Loneliness. My biggest fear was loneliness. Even with people, I still feel so lonely and lost. It’s like walking in a path with people but feeling like it’s not yours to take. Strolling somewhere with lots of people but feeling like your walking alone. I can’t stand being so lonely and alone, it’s so dark. One of my biggest fear is betrayal, I can stand the pain coming from the truth but I can’t stand being betrayed to while my heart was nothing but being pure. It was one of the most painful thing a person did to me, not only in a romantic relationship but in friendship and relatives. It left my sanity for days, asking what did I do wrong or do I really deserve to be treated like that. It shattered me into pieces that I am still slowly picking up every piece of me until now. One is losing my mother before I could even make her experience the life she deserves. I do love my father and I fear losing him too, but losing my mother will really break me. She has experienced and endured a lot, she may not say it but I can see it. My mother is strong, but behind that strong personality is a litter girl who wanted to a good life. I want to give it to her so bad. I was so scared saying that was my fear so I’ll just say it’s snake.🐍