Standing still in front of a tree

Every eye in town on me

While they burst out laughing at me

I’m dropping tears while standing and holding

A pants that are already wet with pee.

 

Standing still in front of the class

Every eye in class on me

While my crush disappears in a rush

I’m crying while standing and holding

A cheap ring I bought for my crush.

 

Standing still in the school hall

Every eye there is on me

While the students are sabotaging my locker

I’m crying while standing and holding

My boots that I play for soccer

 

Standing still in the corner of my room

Not a single eye is on me

While my mouth is filled with my drool

I’m crying while standing and holding

A knife reflecting myself as a fool

 

Make me wonder about your space; 

But why I'm here in this strange place,

When I'm supposed to be cuddled around your arms,

Playing with fire, longing for the warm,

Not to realise it could be a menace,

In the world of desperates, everything is a race,

So does playing with fire worth its charm?

the starry night has turned to black 

where my piece of innocence soon to be raid,

cant really longer the skirt to save it all,

lost in a way where there’s no turning back,

cant simply stop this pain with the first aid

the wave of disgrace barging without a warning call.