beneran deh... makasihh

banyaakk yaaa... bakalan kangeeen bangett sama kamuuu! Wishing you all the best and keep going strong, Zhariif. I love you

and can we talk about how handsome he is? like… HELLO? he’s genuinely so attractive, but what makes him even more charming is the way he treats people. he’s such a gentleman. he knows how to make someone feel comfortable, appreciated, and cared for through the smallest things. he’s respectful, thoughtful, patient, and has this soft side that makes him even more lovable. he’s truly the kind of person who deserves all the love and happiness in the world.

i’m really, really grateful i got the chance to spend this time with you. thank you for every laugh, every conversation, every little moment, and for simply being you. you made this experience so memorable, and i’ll always look back on it with the biggest smile.

please never lose that goofy smile, your warm heart, or the way you naturally make people feel happy around you. keep shining because you deserve nothing but the best.

thank you so much for everything, zhariif. it was such a pleasure getting to know youuu. take care of yourself, and i hope life treats you as kindly as you’ve treated me. see you when i see you! ♥️

jugaa yaa we've spent 10 days together!! thankyou soo much for always being the best bf that i could everrr ask forr kakaakk, you've been nothing but understanding teruss baikk && sabarr bgtt ke akuu, thankyouu yaa kakakk!! i would honestly recommend uu to be rented karenaa kakakk justt a perfect 1000/10 bff heisjsja, i lovee uu kakaakk take caree yaa, see uu next timee!!

banyak banyak banyakkk terimakasih sama kakak yang udah nemenin aku beberapa hari ini dan buat hari aku jadi banyak senyumnya soalnya kakak terlalu menggemaskan. Kakak

nih bener bener bisa sampain rasa sayangnya, ngebuat aku bener bener disayang dengan sesuatu yang rill asik no fake fake gituu. Kakak juga bener bener reply semua bubble chat aku.. yang kaya ya ampun itu banyak banget dan semanya bisa di respon? Keren banget.. aku minta maaf karena pasti ngabisin energi kakak banget buat balesnya. Kakak juga ngasih banyak bangettt hadiah yang bener bener bikin aku ngerasa kalau aku berharga.. kaya, ya ampun aku udah gemes banget sama kakak ditambah aku dikasih banyak bangetttt hadiah dari kakak bikin aku rasanya mau peluk kakak aja seharian biar ga ada yang gambil kakak dari akuu. Terus kakak juga bener bener udah sesuai kriteria yang aku sebutin, setelah hilang lama kakak selalu ngabarin, itu bener bener bikin kekhawatiran aku lenyap gitu aja karena udah tau kenapa kakak ga balas chat. Kalau masalah PDA sih.. wahh bintang 5 kak! kalau aku bisa kasih semua bintang di langit aku kasih deh.. karena bener bener kenceng banget buat masalah pamerin.. terus couple ava juga yang kakak bikin sendiri, itu bener bener bermakna banget buat aku dan akan aku inget terus kalau nanti kita ketemu lagi. Ngelewatin beberapa hari ini sama kakak rasanya lancarr banget, ga ada tuh canggung canggung karena baru kenal atau sebagainya. Kakak juga asik buat diajak bercanda tapi diajak sayang sayangan juga bisa banget.. bener bener pake lengkap deh, bakal susah nih lupain kakakk. Nanti di lain waktu semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi ya kakk, ngobrol banyak lagii terus bercanda bercanda lagil.. aku bakal usahain ketemunya itu. Sekali lagi aku mau ucapin makasih ke kakak, aku bangga banget bisa jadi pacar kakak yang keren ini dan cakep. Kakak harus jaga kesehatan lohh? Ingat cuaca lagi ga bener.. panas dinginnya ga beraturan, rawan banget sakit kakk.. walaupun batuk pilek itu bakal ganggu banget buat jalanin hari, jadi tolong jaga kesehatan ya kakk. Makan dan istirahat yang cukupp, meskipun ada kesibukan tolong sempetin waktu untuk istirahat dan makan karena itu penting bangett. Semoga harinya kakak selalu dipenuhi kebahagiaan yaa, biar kakak senyum teruss dan makin ganteng dehh. Sampai bertemu di lain waktu kakak sayangg, aku bakal kangenn bangett sama kakakk ♥️♥️♥️

habis ini tetep jaga diri ya, adeeeek. di jaga pola makan nyaaa, di jaga pola tidurnyaaa. jangan kebanyakan begadang kalau gak penting. please take care of yourself because you deserve good things too. you still can come to me if you need some advice from sister perspective yaaa. anggap lah gue kakak lu. gue gak masalah kok kalau lu mau anggep gue sebagai kakak lu beneraaaan. i genuinely mean that. jadi kalau suatu hari dunia lu lagi gak baik baik aja, lagi capek, lagi sedih, atau sekadar butuh seseorang buat dengerin cerita lu, jangan ragu buat dateng ke gue yaaaa. you don’t always have to carry everything alone. pokoknya semoga setelah ini banyak hal baik yang datenggg ke hidup lu. semoga semua yang lagi lu usahain berjalan lancar, semoga lu ketemu orang orang yang sayang sama lu setulus yang lu kasih ke mereka, dan semoga kebahagiaan selalu nemuin jalan buat balik ke lu. bahagia selalu, ADEEEEK JELEEEKK. thank you for letting me become your kakak, even if it was only for a while. you’ll always have someone cheering for you from afar 🤍

honestly, i really enjoyed matching your energy. every reply made me want to answer with the saaaameeee amount of love becauseeee youu made it so easy to immerse myself in the moment. thank you for making me feel adored, appreciated, and safe enough to simply enjoy being “isiah” with you :p sekali lagi makasih banyak yaa, kakakkkk. thank you for giving me such a sweet experience and for making our time together so memorable. i truly had a lovely timee! i hope life treats you kindly, and i hope we’ll get the chance to meet and write another beautiful chapter together someday. until then, please take good care of yourself. see you again, kakak. thank you for everything! 💟

You are such an attractive person, not only in the way you carry yourself, but also in the way you treat someone with care. <3 I really loved how easy it was to talk to you about the things I like, sayaang. You listened well, responded to every little story of mine so beautifully, and made me feel seen in the softest way. Loveyoumuch bebe ;[

What I adored the most was how you always brought positive vibes into our conversations! You made everything feel light, safe, and affectionate. The way you kept giving me that sweet “sayang-sayangin aku terus” energy was honestly so comforting, like being wrapped in something warm after a long day, hehehe. Mi orangeeeeyyyyyy. <3

These three days with you were such a pleasant experience. I felt comfortable, appreciated, and gently cared for. Thank you for being that kind of person—charming, thoughtful, easy to talk to, and effortlessly lovely ya, Riiffy-biffy?

Overall, it was a very beautiful experience, and I truly enjoyed every moment. Meet me again in the future, will you, Mr. Walden? ;3

that’s why i love calling you my smiley! you just LOOK like a smiley ;]. there’s something about you that feels so bright, warm, and happy. even when you’re not trying to be cute, somehow you still arerr. and i love that your presence alone can make me this excited. you’ve become one of those people i genuinely look forward to hearing from every day, like oh?? my smiley is hereee :3

and i HAVE to talk about your affection because honestly?? everyone deserves to experience the way you treat your gf at least ONCEEE. the way you give affection, the way you make your person feel wanted, the way you pay attention to little things, the way you make sure i know that i’m cared for… HELLOOO??? how am i supposed to act normal about thattt.

the way you treat your gf is genuinely something i adore. you make affection feel so natural. it doesn’t feel like something you have to force or perform. it’s just thereeee, in the way you talk to me, the way you respond to my random yapping, the way you give me attention, the way you reassure me, and even in those tiny things that you probably don’t realize i notice. i notice EVERYTHING. every little thinggg. and yes, i’m going to keep talking about it because you deserve to know how much those things mean to me :3

sometimes i genuinely wonder how i got this lucky. you make me feel so comfortable being soft with you. i can be clingy, annoying, overly excited, random, or literally yap about the most useless thing for twenty minutes, and you still entertain meee. you make me feel like i don’t have to filter myself around you, and i LOVE that. i can just exist as myself and somehow still feel loved. that kind of comfort means so much to me ;]

honestly, these past few days have been so fun. i love having someone i can look forward to. someone who can make me smile just by appearing on my screen. someone who can turn a normal day into something i actually want to remember. and somehow, that someone is YOUUU. like… yeah. you’re really my smileeey iffyyyy!

so thank you, my smiley. thank you for all the affection you give me, for making me feel appreciated, for making me laugh, and for making these days feel so much happier. thank you for being the kind of person who makes loving you feel easy. i hope you know that i notice every little thing, even the things you probably think are insignificant. i cherish them more than you know ;]

and for now, SEE YOUUU, my smiley! nanti kita ketemu lagi, okayyy? i’m already excited just thinking about ittt :3 i can’t wait to see you again, talk to you again, annoy you again, and probably smile stupidly the second i see you. until then, take care of yourself for meee.

see you again soon, my smiley. i’ll be waiting for that pretty smile of yours. don’t let it disappear while i’m gone, okay? <3 #SMILEYWALNUTFTW 💚

Jujur, gua selalu seneng tiap gua bisa jadi apa pun di sekitar lu. Gua bisa jadi nakal, nyebelin, rewel, manja, atau bahkan cuma diem tanpa harus merasa aneh. Gua bisa nunjukkin wajah gua yang lain tanpa takut lu bakal lihat gua berbeda. Lu dengan bangga bisa menerima semua versi gua, bahkan versi yang mungkin nggak selalu mudah buat disayang. And that means more to me than I can properly put into words. Gua seneng banget bisa ngabisin hari-hari gua bareng lu. Gua suka cara lu bikin obrolan kita selalu seru, bahkan ketika topiknya konyoool banget. Gua suka cara lu bisa bikin gua nyaman tanpa harus berusaha terlalu keras. Dari percakapan yang paling bodoh sampai obrolan yang bikin kita saling terbuka, semuanya punya tempat sendiri di kepala gua. Gua juga seneng bisa lihat sisi-sisi lu yang mungkin nggak selalu gua lihat dari jauh. Bisa mengenal lu lebih dekat, tau cara lu berpikir, tau hal-hal kecil tentang lu, dan sekadar menikmati keberadaan lu di hari-hari gua. Thank you for being patient with me, for listening to my stories, for letting me be myself, and for making these six days feel this easy and enjoyable.

Yang paling gua suka, gua nggak pernah merasa harus menjadi orang lain waktu sama lu. Gua bisa datang sebagai diri gua sendiri, dengan segala keras kepala, kebodohan, mood, dan kekacauan gua, dan lu tetap ada di sana. I really appreciate that. Nggak semua orang bisa bikin gua merasa senyaman itu. Gua nggak bisa rate lu pakai angka, abang. Karena rasanya nggak ada angka yang cukup buat mendefinisikan pengalaman gua selama sama lu. Kalau harus jujur, gua cuma bisa bilang: I’d choose to do this again. Enam hari lagi, enam minggu, atau kalau semesta baik, jauh lebih lama dari itu. Lu berhasil bikin waktu sesingkat ini terasa berarti, dan gua rasa nggak semua orang punya kemampuan buat bikin seseorang merasa seperti itu. So, thank you for these six days, abang. Thank you for every little thing, every laugh, every conversation, every moment where you made me feel wanted and cared for. Thank you for letting me love you in my own awkward, gengsian way.

Jangan bosen sama gua, ya. Keep being this annoying, tengil, ridiculous, and lovable person that you are. Tetap jadi abang yang bisa gua ganggu, gua ceritain semuanya, gua tempelin, dan gua cari kalau gua lagi butuh tempat pulang. I hope this isn’t the last time we get to spend time like this. Karena jujur, gua masih mau banyak hal sama lu. Masih mau banyak ngobrol, banyak ketawa, banyak gangguin lu, banyak dengerin cerita lu, dan banyak bikin kenangan. See you again, abang. Tolong jangan bosen gua tempelin terus, karena kayaknya gua udah terlalu nyaman punya lu.

So, if Pops had to give an honest review after these four days, I'd say all three of you are completely different, but somehow, you fit together perfectly. Kakak brings the heart, Abang brings the fun, and Dudut brings that little bit of chaos and sweetness that makes everything feel complete. Having all three of you around made Pops and Dadda feel accompanied, appreciated, and honestly, very lucky. Thank you for spending these four days with us, for all the conversations, laughter, random moments, and little memories we made together. Pops may joke around and tease you guys a lot, but deep down, Pops is genuinely grateful to have all three of you in our lives. Four days might seem short, but you managed to make those four days memorable. Pops hopes you know that you are all loved in your own special ways, and no matter how much you grow, where life takes you, or how busy things become, you'll always have a place with Pops and Dadda. Love you all, my three little ones.

Dadda rasanya beneran seneng dan nggak mau udahan buat jadi bagian dari keluarga kecil ini. Rasanya dari awal dadda nggak berharap apapun dari kalian. Tapi ternyata ketika kalian hadir, bahkan eksistensi kalian lebih dari apa yang dipikirkan. Dari detik pertama kalian hadir, rasanya dadda langsung bahagia sekali, langsung banyak senyumnya karena di kelilingi anak anak yang sayang sekali sama keluarganya ini, sayang sama pops dan dadda. Setiap hari dadda selalu bilang sama pops 'bisa nggak keluarga ini selamanya?', rasanya sedih harus berpisah sama anak anak ganteng kesayangannya dadda ini. Dadda dan pops sudah terbiasa dengan keberadaan kalian semua. Kita beneran kayak keluarga yang asli, nggak terus terusan bertukar pesan, tapi selalu berkabar. Kakak yang sibuk ujian dan kuliah, abang yang sibuk dengan prokernya, serta dudut yang sekolah. Beneran kayak kita tinggal di rumah yang sama :(

Dadda selalu seneng setiap hadiah hadiah kecil yang kakak, abang dan dudut kasih, juga setiap kalian pamerin keluarga kecil ini sampe temen dadda bahkan iri dan mau join juga sama keluarga keren ini. Ataupun setiap kalian selalu puji puji dadda di setiap pap yang dadda kirim, disaat kalian selalu bela dan di pihak dadda pas lagi saling ejek sama pops. Beneran lucu banget. Empat hari yang rasanya singkat banget ketika dijalani dengan penuh tawa dan bahagia. Kakak, abang, dan dudut. Dadda minta maaf kalau semisal dadda dan pops banyak kurangnya, entah kurang menyayangi kalian dengan baik, kurang berkabar, atau adanya kurang perhatian kepada salah satu dari kalian. Kita nggak pernah berniat seperti itu, karena rasa sayang kepada kalian itu merata. Kalau memang ada kesempatan lain, dadda dan pops harap kalian tetap berkenan buat jadi anak ganteng dan tengilnya kita.