https://padlet.com/AzreenAzmeera/jl3rsqg3yq1o Made with charm en-us 2017-02-09 09:25:56 UTC 2017-02-11 14:08:12 UTC hello@padlet.com AzreenAzmeera https://padlet.com/AzreenAzmeera/jl3rsqg3yq1o/wish/152711610                      5 years? Sounds a long way to go and I still have time to chill. Wait... What? Chill? Hey girl, 5 years sound long but time is passing quickly now and you're no longer a daddy's little girl anymore. You must have plans on what you're going to be and to do. Don't waste your time, you lazy woman!

                    Okay..okay. Gosh you're such a no chill person, alter ego. Okay, my plan is in 5 years coming, I'll be graduate from Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences with Bachelor in Psychology. And I'll find a job that is in psychology field. Getting my own money and savings. And buy myself a beautiful big house and my very own car. But I have to get my driving license first, ugh. I can't believe that I failed during my first driving test. But that was what I expected, really. Because I didn't have confidence and I still don't know how to control the clutch and all although my driving teacher had taught me a lot during classes. And I hate and too lazy to repeat because the examiners are all fierce and strict. But yeah, I have to repeat no matter what.

                    If I have enough money, I'll bring my parents along with me to Mecca to fulfill our one of the five pillars of Islam. I'll buy my beloved parents and siblings birthday gifts for them using my own money and make them happy. Next, if I'm lucky, and my soulmate arrives sooner than I expected, I'll marry him when both of us are ready.  Because in Islam, marrying is like building a new mosque. So it is kind of stepping into a new life and carrying a lot more of serious responsibilities. So I'll try my best to be the best wife and mother for my future husband and children. Talking about children, from what I have been thinking, I want to have a big family. Because I want to be like my father's family,a big and merry family. And whenever all of us are gathering, I can see it is such a big family I have. We laugh together and make fun of each other and sleep late at night, helping my aunts and uncles and all that, I want my children to feel the same way. Because what I feel is, really I am happy whenever we are together. I like when we were laughing out loud together. We have a strong family bond. But I know it will be a tough job to handle many children and grow them up is such a difficult task. Am I capable to do so? To feed them, to educate them and make each one of them feel enough and loved equally? Marrying and having a family is a beautiful feeling but am I even ready to be a wife? My answer is definitely no.  I don't even know how to manage myself properly. Gosh, Azreen.

                     However, new day new chance. New chance to be a better person. So i am going to work myself out to prepare myself for a more serious responsibilities and being an independent person.
I know I can be a good daughter to my parents, a good wife for my future husband and a good mother to my children as well. It will be a challenging to grow up, but we can't stop the time. Psst, If you know how to stop or rewind it, can you please tell me? Okay I'm just kidding. I mean, how can we,right? So I'll just follow the flow and fix myself to be what I want to be and what I want to achieve in the future. Plus, I am that kind of person, the follow the flow person. So yeah, good luck dearself! Fighting!]]> 2017-02-09 09:37:46 UTC https://padlet.com/AzreenAzmeera/jl3rsqg3yq1o/wish/152711610 jeremy34 https://padlet.com/AzreenAzmeera/jl3rsqg3yq1o/wish/152983273 2017-02-10 07:42:26 UTC https://padlet.com/AzreenAzmeera/jl3rsqg3yq1o/wish/152983273