https://padlet.com/ancestorotsecna/forancestor Welcome (again) oppa!! en-us 2018-09-08 17:35:42 UTC 2025-11-17 05:02:50 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-assets.s3.amazonaws.com/icons/Hearts.png ancestorotsecna https://padlet.com/ancestorotsecna/forancestor/wish/279097786 Dear you, ive always prided myself being the girl who doesnt need a guy to give her joy or purpose, i like to make everyone happy, but that doesnt mean i need a guy to make me happy tho. But, then you come around and i dont even know what to do to myself anymore. You literally going trough my mind so much during the day that it begins to brighten my life.

You come around and liking you is completely inevitable. I'll admit im lil bit scared and trying to fight these feelings. How can something thats feel scared and wrong, also feel so right?
I know, i know that youre nothing like other guys. I believe that one with all of my heart. Knowing your mindset on life make me sure youre the good one, im not worried about you breaking my heart, im worried about me breaking my own heat by falling for you.

I avoid liking you because i feel like i will never be enough for you, or you'll never interested. Its so hard not to fall for you, whenever you making jokes, or knowing my mood, oh God. You bring the absolute best out of me.
I have no idea how you feel towards me. Some days it feels like you feel what i feel. I just dont want to be the idiot girl who leads herself on, and blames the guys for being kind to her.

I dont expect anything for you. I cant. These are my feeling, even if theyre feelings i dont necessarily want. I'll learn to live with them.

Im going to push my feelings to the side and make sure you never know of this, why? because i respect you. I dont want to ruin this. Neither dont want you to look at me any differently if you dont feel the same way. But, im not good at hiding my feelings maybe? thats why you tell me you like me?

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Youre always here to listen my story even that didnt important. You always know the right things to say. How couldnt i like you? its nearly impossible. I thank God for you eveynight. Youre the kind of guy ive always prayed to meet.
Youre also the kind of guy i'd rather have in my life as just a friend, then to not have in my life as just a friend, even though it would be nice to have you be more than that.HEHEHEHEHEHE.

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You have honestly really changed my life in so many positive ways that you possibly couldnt imagine.
You came into my life at just right moment. I dont know how you did it, but you somehow managed to be truly amazing to me even then.You took my black and white world and made it colorful and full of life.

I have no idea how you could you never mad at my annoying side and thinks its cute. LOOOL.
Our conversation is literally my favorite. I remember how we spoke for hours, and how even though it was super late, i dont want to stop talking to you.

Our weirdos conversation, you being silly, the annoying and moody we, hat we have just works. It may not work for all people, but im glad it does for us. When im sad, you always know how to comfort me, or when i need someone to be mad, you always here. And i will never forget everytime youve done that for me.

Everyday,you make me feel so very blessed because i cant believe someone as loving caring sweet thoughtful as you is such a big part of my life.

Even for some reason we dont work out, i want to look back on this letter and remind myself of how much i do love and appreciate you as a person. This is the first time in my whole life i have ever been able to confidently say ive loved the person im with. You will always have a special place in my heart. CIAAAAA CHEESSYYY BOSHKU.

I never tired to tell you this, 

Thankyou for being you.

-Rotsecna.]]> 2018-09-08 17:55:20 UTC https://padlet.com/ancestorotsecna/forancestor/wish/279097786