https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94 Scroll to view en-us 2025-05-27 21:01:59 UTC 2025-05-27 22:19:10 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f39e.png allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469751834 I was a 6th grader; my grandma was coming to live with my family and me. I was strong in my faith with the Lord at this moment.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:21:49 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469751834 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469753845 I was 15, almost 16 when my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. At this point I was still very strong in my faith; I just knew God would get us through this rough time.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:26:01 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469753845 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469757722 My faith started to slip through the cracks when I realized that my grandmother wasn't going to get any better.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:33:32 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469757722 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469760444 By this time my faith was pretty bad. I was watching my grandmother decline rapidly in hospice. Knowing that I could not do anything about it, I still felt like I could have done more when she lived with me.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:39:24 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469760444 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469761345 Unfortunately, at the end of November, my grandmother passed away. I was absolutely devastated; my faith went down the drain very quickly. I was lost, as lost could be, I was just trying to make it through each day.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:41:30 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469761345 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469767841 My faith had improved a ton! Finally stopped blaming myself for the way things happened with my grandmother. Well, little did I know that my uncle would become very sick very quick.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:54:08 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469767841 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469769457 It was the middle of June, I receive a phone call from my aunt, and she tells me that my uncle is in the hospital and doesn't have much longer to live. Instantly my faith slips again.

]]> 2025-05-27 21:57:38 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469769457 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469771603 Today was the day that I circled the drain even worse than last time. My sweet uncle had passed away. It hurt more to hear that he had passed, than it did to hear that my grandmother had passed.

]]> 2025-05-27 22:02:27 UTC https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469771603 allisonnboyettee https://padlet.com/allisonnboyettee/jd99q0p6ciwb6h94/wish/3469774918 I had been working really hard to improve my faith and restore the relationship I once had with the Lord. My faith had changed so much that I decided to be baptized, on April 6, 2025. My mom, dad and I were baptized at the church that helped to restore the faith I once had.

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