walaupun cuma sebentar (BOLEEEH NAMBAH NDAAA SIHH??!!!) aku bener bener senenggg banget. i'm so glad i got to know youu, kamu baik bangeeet, pengertian juga walaupun aku sering kirim link tiktok eheheh setiap 3 menit eheheh. you're really the perfect juyeon!! kamu juga lucuuu, aku kemarin bener bener non stop ketawa gara gara kamu ga berhenti ngejokes sama kirim meme wkwkk

kamu juga responsifff dan bisa di ajak ngomongin APAAA AJAAA, ga ada abis topik deh pokoknya. i really like your cool, calm, and chaotic personality and all the memories and conversations we have together will always be meaningful to me ♡

jaga kesehatan terus ya Nowie, be happy tooo, jangan sering bobo malem malemm!!!

p.s: i'll see you again?

A

you have a ton of pet names and they always make me melt like ice cream 🫠 you’re a good listener and giver of good advice, your responses are always fun and lively, and you always know how to make me smile

you're the SWEETEST person i've ever been with. hopefully, we can do this again sometime :D thanks for being one of the reasons i'm happy, nonoaah >___<!

wishing you nothing but good vibes, mr adult 🤍

But hey, even with our differences, it was very nice talking to you. I couldn't stop smiling from ear to ear, the playful banters, the teasings and all, you really made my week, Noah. The weather really became bearable thanks to you.

I hope you keep that smug attitude going, I'm sure it'll attract people in the most mysterious ways. Do not forget me! Because I will carry all your jokes with me and in one way or another make it a part of who I am.

See you again? ;) Hopefully

-The 6th month

Noah make me feel like I am worth every precious word being said, like I am made of every love letters that has ever written. He feels like home I have never been to, but have known my whole life. If someone ask me to describe Noah in one word... It would be comfort, he made me feel safe, in any way that I don't even catch. It's nice to have him around, as I have someone who's truly aware of my sensitivity, handle my feelings gently, caring and considerate... And someone who celebrates me. I feel safe and celebrated, I feel the love that I never have to heal from.

There is never a moment in which I do not adore you, Noah. I have infinite tenderness for you, I always will. I wish our stars will align in the near future, so I will have a chance to have you close around me again🤍

Love, Mr. Ginger Cat, D.

aku mau ucapin banyak-banyak terima kasih karena kakak sudah nemenin aku 2 hari kemarin, aku super happy ✨🩷 tau gak sih saking aku senengnya aku sampai bingung mau bilang apa di sini...but here we gooo!

kakak tuh keren deh (i really mean it, YOU ARE COOL 🆒). aku kaget tau soalnya kakak bisa imbangin energi aku??? aku awalnya takut sama kakak soalnya kita kayak langit (kakak) dan tanah penuh hama (aku) JADI AKU KAYAK AKSHWISJSJ bisa gak yaa...(maaf udah kepikiran duluan). tapii ternyata engga begitu 🥹 kakak bisa ngertiin aku 🫵🏻🫵🏻 makasih banyak yaaa...aku terharu beneran

terima kasih buat semuaaa yang udah kakak bilang ke aku, aku gak bisa sebutin satu-satu soalnya kakak kayak punya cara tersendiri buat bikin aku seneng?!?!? kok bisa ya, ngaku pasti kakak pakai pelet kan 🫵🏻 (pelet ikan 🎏). terus teruuss kakak juga lucu banget HUHUUU KALAU AKU HAP KAYAK LAGU CICAK-CICAK DI DINDING BOLEH GAK SIH 😔🩷

MAKIN LUCUNYA LAGI ternyata kakak cari tau tentang arti nama aku??? bahkan bunga juga...keren 🥹💐. aku yang punya nama aja gak pernah kepikiran tentang arti nama aku sendiri. but suddenly kakak come to tell me about the meaning of my name, ternyata bagus banget 😯💯. i feel so looovveedd! serius deh, udah lama gak ngerasain ini BUT THANKS TO YOU karena aku bisa rasain ini lagi 🫵🏻🫵🏻. also, you are my lucky charm! kapan-kapan kalau aku war layout lagi, aku ajak kakak lagi yaa 😋 (BERCANDA, NANTI KAKAK PUSING). tapi serius, apalagi waktu yang war layout pertama kali sama kakak tuh aku masih gak nyangka aku dapat slot layoutnya 😭😭😭🩷 && habis itu kakak showering me with loottss of compliments, padahal aku cuma menang slot layout...😔😔 aku merasa dihargai banget, terima kasih yaa kakak 🩷

i really really enjoy && cherish every moment with you, termasuk nugas date! yang berakhir aku gak tidur 😁☝🏻. kakak harus tetep jaga jam tidur kakak yang udah oke banget itu yaah, biar sehat selalu dan aman bahagia. semangat juga nugas dan kuliahnya, aku yakin kakak pasti bisa lewatin masa-masa kritis enih❗❗SEMANGKA 🍉 alias semangat kakak🫵🏻❗

sekali lagi terima kasih banyak yaa, kak Noah. see you next timeee! jangan bosen ketemu aku yaaa 😎

🐈 Belle

I'm so grateful that we met the other day. It's so fun to talk with you. Isn't two days enough? We should love each other for the rest of our lives... :<

You are definitely the 'Perfect Boyfriend' that everyone needs. I really appreciate your presence and our time together. You are such a gentleman, cute, and kind person. You have a ton of topics to talk about—that's so lovely; I never feel bored when I'm with you.

Let's meet again, really soon. And let's play another game (and make another plan for the future, of course).

Please stay healthy and hydrated. I hope you're always doing great. I love you, Mr.Fanta! 🔆

A little note :

For those who are looking for your 'Mr.Perfect Boyfie', Noah Guo is the only answer!

Hey.. maybe this is the first and only time you will see me be so serious in writing something. 48 hours felt like 48 seconds spending time with you. I guess its true what people said, isn't it. Time seems to slip through our fingers like sand when I'm with you. It's as if the hours dissolve into moments, and before I know it, days have turned into memories (full of... I still need to process what happened :p). In a blink of an eye, Friday have become Sunday 2 am(in my time). I deeply think that your smile and joke warms my soul as much as the sun that shining down at your 33 degrees town. Thank you so much for giving your kindness to my days. Ngl, those meaning(less or full) conversation have been my favorite part of my schedule. And look, I think I mentioned it before but... I will cherish our moment together. Fr fr. I don't think I would ever able to found someone whose exactly like me except that 2 percent (being our major, where we studied, Mahler vs Lizts).

Emmm... I just want to say from the bottom of my heart that I'm so happy that you exist. And I think it's an honor for me to ever cross path with you, living in the same universe as yours and even more spending our day together. Wherever or whatever you are doing, whether its reading horror manga at 2 am, injecting yourself with coffee at 11 am or else, I hope kindness and love always filled in your gentle soul. You know... Thank you for embodying such gentleness and kindness towards everyone. Your perseverance on challenging days is truly admirable. I am deeply grateful for everything you do. Your presence is genuinely unique and captivating. Whether it's your knack for yapping anything and sending random gif.. and.. link...., there's something profoundly so tender and kind about you. You inspire me to keep pushing forward, always with gentleness at the forefront (fr fr). Your uplifting-spirit nature shines through, and I'm certain those around you share my thoughts as well. Thank you for simply being yourself – you are truly one of a kind, Noah Guo. I hope you are taking good care of yourself (including your waking up shower moment). Please eat properly (stop drinking too many coffee...) May life repay you with abundant blessings always. Your love and gentleness will undoubtedly come back to you in every way. Take care.

Cheers,

Kangarie

You’re honestly such a sweetheart—literally the sweetest man alive. The one that always knows how to make me smile and laugh, the one that brightens my dark times, the one I want to roll over to in the middle of the night and wake up next to every day.

I love spending time with you, it doesn’t matter what we’re doing; as long as I’m with you, all my problems I may be dealing will fade away when you pull me into your embrace. You show me that I’m worthy, that I’m valued, and that I’m loved. With you, the time goes by so fast but slowly at the same time. I wish I could spend more time with you, Noah. I just love it when you’re around.

There are so many things that I want to say to you. I could spend the rest of my life telling you how much you mean to me, and I will always be grateful that I ever met someone like you.

Did I ever tell you that you’re amazing as a person?

Noah, may everything went well for you, and please take care of yourself. See you later, Mr. Guo, I wish you well.

Sincerely,

Miss Midnight

youre soo cool, ngomong sm km tuh kaya tb2 waktunya cepet berlalu aja. bisa jadi convobuilder atau listener yang baikk. terus maaff yaaa kalo aku bawel tapi makasiii banget kamu udah dengerin semua ocehanku):

thankyou nooaaah, aku senenggg bisa ketemu sama km. jaga kesehatan yaa, semoga bisa balik lagi ke us secepatnya heheh (ikuuuut). sampe ketemu laagi

C

Thank you sudah temani aku kemarin.... days i spent with you is best days in April..

You're sooOo sweet, soOoOo fun, sOOoOo gentle, sOoOO dramatic (terinakasih sudah imbangi kedramaanku, I love it) you're the best boyfriend ever deh!!!!!

Thank you Noe <3

Maaf kalau aku ada salah atau kata yangbhuat Noe bggak nyaman ya...

Please be happy always Noe <3

See you!

P.s. shout out to kak Lune! thank you 🤍

With love,

Celi 🍓❤️

—V.

to be honest, i realllyyyyyy enjoyed our moment together, you're all that and im really grateful i met you. no one in the world allowed to hurt you because you're that precious. you treated me like princess and your daddy jokes always BOOM DUARR!! HAHAHHAAHA. sehat sehatttt yaaa malaikat baikkuuuu!!

Okay, first things first, you know how some people like to joke about how they always get so emotional and sad on their birthday? Yup, I'm one of them. I tend to feel sad and cry for hours when it's my birthday (it's been going on for years), but somehow, you broke the curse, and I'm not even joking. My day went, surprisingly, well. I didn't cry even when the clock struck 00:00. Well, that's probably because I already fell asleep at 11 PM, LOL. No, but really, I didn't cry the whole day, so thanks to you.

You're so silly sometimes that I have to stare at your texts and hold myself back from going absolutely mental. I still don't get why you always call me cute when IT'S YOU who is the real embodiment of... a lot of fun & cute things. And I don't know why it took me so long to make our paths cross. (If I could just knock some sense into myself 2 months ago to make it happen for us to meet, I would. And I don't know about you, but I'd really like to make it happen again.) But heeeyyyy, yesterday was not too bad either, was it? You make me the happiest, and I couldn't ask for more. I really, really love having you around, hehehe.

I could write an essay if I continued to talk about how a simple one day could make my entire week. So let's keep it short, and I'll tell the rest the next time our paths cross again. Until then, stay sane and keep hydrated. Have fun in everything you do, eat your favorite food, wear some warm clothes, read a book that you bought with your own money, watch your comfort movie, and be happy, Noah.

Not gonna lie.. at first, I was KINDA scared with the idea that our personalities won't match.. but oh, boy.. I was totally wrong. He can matchup my energy way too good, I GIGGLED SO HARD EVERYTIME HE REPLIED TO MY NONCHALANT (in a good way I think..?) BUBBLE CHATS. I feel really appreciated whenever I talk to him.. the way he pays attention to every single words I said and the way he reacts to my so called asbungitis were truly something. It feels good whenever I talked to him knowing the fact that he replied to me in a very short period of time, it's like.. oh YOU DO ENJOY TALKING TO ME.. and it really warmed my heart. He's such a sweet person and he's really good with his words too, he cared so much for me it flew me through my freaking roof godamnit Noah Guo, the power you have over me.

I want to thank you for making me the happiest person I've ever been that week. Thank you for bringing the best version of me. Thank you for making me feel so loved. Thank you for bringing a bunch of butterflies to my tummy. Thank you for appreciating every little thing and thought that I had that day. Thank you for always being excited whenever we talk. Thank you for everything, really... meeting you was the best decision I've ever made! Let's meet again someday? Oh, and before that.. please do eat properly and stay hydrated. See you when I see you, Nogu. 🤍

-MK

ONE —— THE CRIME SCENE

I saw the man walking out from the library. A bottle of wine in hand, splashes of blood staining the white on his rolled-up sleeves. Specs that hide his irises are wet—stained with crimson.... but no, it was not wine. It was blood. Fresh blood, drawing splashes of crimson on the pair of his glasses. Bottle of wine in his right hand. A stack of classics on his left hand. Then I saw it, the light caught a reflection of sharp metal resting right on top of his stack. It was a knife—again, fresh and bleeding.

TWO —— THE MURDERER

I do not have to carry a badge or a criminal degree in hand to know that this man had just done something extremely terrible. I was almost sure that if I had walked in a tad bit earlier, I might have been the living witness of his murder. In my head, I vividly see the way he slit his victim's throat. One clean swipe, and the blood will flow like a river of crimson. In my head, I vividly imagine the way this murderer let the blood gushing out of the ribs, making a mark on his shirt, on his glasses, in his mind. In my head, I know this man had gutted his victim—strip the life away from his victim only to pick apart his flesh and tissues.

THREE —— THE VICTIM

I saw a murderer walking out of the library, as if nothing happened, as if he had not just rip away the life of another with his two hands. What does a reasonable man do in such a scene? I am reasonable, I should have screamed, I should have struggled, I should have strangled him. Perhaps.... Perhaps that's what I should have done. Yet, yet here I am, lying on the pool of my own blood, being the willing victim of murder. 'Slit my throat', I said. '...so that my heart would still have the faint beats when you bring it to your lips.'

Well. Sorry to bore you with the preview of my book. Sorry again, I lied earlier. The book was about you. It was about the days I spent with you, where I was all defenseless, I was helpless, and I became a willing victim to your crime. Remember when I let you kill me so you can take my bare and beating heart for your dinner? If you don't remember, perhaps we should do it again some other time.

On the next one, perhaps I'll let you rip my chest open without killing me first. On the next one, perhaps I'll watch your face as you take a bite into my raw, beating heart. On the next one, perhaps I'll let you hug me after you eat me alive—let you have more stains of my blood on your shirt.

Noah, Goddamn.... I am nowhere close to helpless and defenseless but if it comes to you, let alone taking my heart hole, I will let you get away with literally anything. Murder? Absolutely. Air tuba-coded statement of yours? No question. The goddamn kucing kobam GIF? Go ahead. Sleeping early and being a boyloser late at night? I fucking love you for that.

I.. I hope this isn't getting too long, but thank you for making me feel at home, making me fall helplessly in love with you, making me feel like I have known you for years, making me feel like I fucking matter, making me feel like I do not have to be perfect to be loved. Thank you for being such a feral-ass dude who can match my freak. I am not always the best at making straightforward compliments, but I hope you know that those hands of yours are capable of holding so much more love than you could ever imagine. I hope you know that those hands of yours will never run out of love until the end of time. (+ I hope the quick writing above says it all).

P.S. Please kill Cersei for me. I will take Sansa on a shopping date and invite her for a sleepover at our place in return. ;)x

🫀 —— K.

"In another universe, love was enough and we are 80 years old gardening"

Love with you is stable. Something complete and the kind of love everyone needed without realizing. Alot of people said that love is mundane and perhaps not as dramatic and dressed and maybe that's you: the way you remembered, the way you made space with the things you love and your mother's dish. Your love was the rare kind that could be trusted to stay, not because it had to, but because it wanted to likes sunlight through curtains on a slow morning: a hand reaching for another without needing to ask. You with the reminder of eating well. You had a way to fill a house with warmth in every rooms.

You know (of course you don't) I don't think I've ever felt I meet someone who is so..... like- me? (twinflame confirmed) but at the same we are not alike too either.. Once again #opposite attract?

Look, I'm going to be so honest with you, I do get sushi today but that's not the point still... I don't think I can write out that f word here since it's fairly political but that will be forever engrain to my brain as you... IT IS WHAT IT IS OKAY??

You are truly just... kind.. i don't know what else to say :] Thank you so much for.. taking care of me the weekend (I apologize for my ungodly hour of waking up and that last eepy text... I know I'm not an easy job but I feel so much tenderness from you :( Your presence as shakespeare would probably said: a radiant glow of warmth and kindness, a true blessing; which I am profoundly thankful. Every conversation with you was like gaining 1 year of my life back after ruining it on tiktok, and it seemed to pass by in the blink of an eye as we discussed various topics and I am welcoming the week with more energy than ever.

I would like to also want to sincerely apologize if anything I said or did inadvertently caused you any hurt. In any case, please take good care of yourself. Please do get tons of sleep and GYOZA TOO :3

Best of luck with your work!

Please tell your mom to make a cookbook (will buy),

Sushi

You've never failed to make me smile. And to be honest, you're the reason why I was so energized that day. Makasih banyak ya sayang udah bikin Mas berenergi gitu. Karena disemangatin kamu, Mas jadi semangat jalanin kerja dan aktivitas Mas seharian. I love the way you cheer me, baby.

Mas juga seneng pas kamu excited belajar banyak hal tentang Mas. Mulai dari bahasa Mandarin, sampai belajar tentang Suriname. Pindah ke Suriname bareng, yuk? (bercanda) But on serious note, Mas seneng sama kamu karena selama sesi, Mas jadi bener-bener merasa dicintai sama Noah. Mas happy, sayang.

Btw kamu juga keren. Mas kagum pas tau kamu belajar bahasa Jepang. Nanti Mas bakal belajar bahasa Jepang buat kamu. Biar Mas bisa ngomong pake bahasa Jepang ke kamu. Kimi ni au tabi, mune ga takanaru. Noah sayangku, aishiteiru.

Mungkin sekian dulu dari Mas. Takut kepanjangan. Noah gantengku jangan lupa jaga kesehatan, ya? Mas sayang kamu. Mas gak mau Noah kesayanganku sakit. I love you, beyond words can describe. Even the phrase "loving you" is not enough. You're sweet, cute, smart, handsome, and adorable, all in one. All I want is adoring you. I love you and I adore you.

Sayanggg Noah banyak-banyak.

- Wiranata Dhanu.

He is very gentle as well, have I said this before? He is funny and he doesn’t make it awkward, I think he’s just naturally adorable, it’s as if everything that came out of his mouth are carefully arranged to make you blush and giggle. There’s no silly question when it comes to him, I always feel validated by how he answered all the what if questions and every link of this-reminds-me-of-you-tweets, he is a gentleman who communicates.

I don’t think there will be any bad things to say about him, yet I could write 10 more paragraphs about how in love he makes me feel. HAHAHAAHAH. What he makes me feel is very real and very genuinely.

P.S. Noa, take care of yourself and bring your coat. It’s cold outside and I want you to be warm.

I also felt really comfortable around you, like I could just be myself without overthinking anything. And that’s rare for me… so it means a lot. Being with you just feels calm but exciting at the same time. And thank you for the surprise and your sweet message… it honestly touched me more than I expected. You really filled my cup in my love language. I felt so seen, so appreciated, and so loved. It made me realize how much you care, and I’m really grateful for that.

Thank you for making my day that special. I’ll remember it for a long time. I’m really looking forward to more moments with you, more talks, more laughs, more little memories… just us! -K

as i admitted before, i was lowkey intimidated by your cool & sexy persona (which is why i got hooked in the first place) 😂 but it turns out you’re a ball of goofy-sunshine. you’re the golden retriever to my black cat.

not only just cheerful, you’re also full of love. you carried it through the smallest thing, in words others wouldn’t even think to say. you never leave me feel alone or unappreciated, you always, always have a way to remind me that you love me.

having a conversation with you feels so easy as well, we never ran out of things to talk about, from nostalgia childhood games to imagining the future together.

i hope you’re always kind to yourself as much as you’re kind to others. i hope your coffee always tastes right. i hope you can always eat your meals while it still warm. i hope you get the love you deserve, the love you give to others.

–your gangsta gf :p

Meeting you is something I’m really grateful for, and I’m happy our paths crossed. ;) 🤍

Terima kasih banyak energi yang menggebu-gebu dari temennya tarantula alias kalajengling (kata Ibu lho ya, Ibu TMI banget tapi makasih ya Ibu).

Warnanya hijau soalnya aku suka hijau itu aja sih. Besok-besok temani aku unboxing Nono dengan Nono (yang asli ada cap badaknya) mau gak? tapi belum tau sih sampainya kapan, nanti kalau udah muncul aku kabari lagi. Maaf ya ini padlet isinya curhat aja aku bingung mau isi apa tapi aku udah sampai episode 6 pas ngetik ini, abis ini dilanjut lagi.

Nanti kalau aku ultah aku undang ke pesta km jadi badutnya mau gak. Nanti sama Ibu, Ibu jadi setannya. (Katanya orang ketiganya adalah setan) Udah deh gitu aja nanti aku toel toel Tante lagi kalau sudah waktunya beraksi.

Terima kasih banyak yaaa, Soobin kicau mania.