There is an inner knowing that everyone and everything has a purpose and that we are here to experience GOD through an open loving heart and through the eyes of others.  

With love there is no fear, with fear there is no love. 

Try to live every moment with an open mind and an open heart. 

People in our life are different aspects of ourselves mirroring the dark and light shadows of our inner being. 

Tell people that I was the one who carried the light on the outside and mirrored the beauty that you all possessed but that you yourself sometimes did not see within your own being. 

I tried to absorb the negativity and fears that you all had and saw what you kept hidden from others. I absorbed the darkness so you wouldn’t have to face the hard times alone. No one should feel alone or unloved. 

I too wanted you to shine bright so I smiled even if it hurt on the inside. 

Deep down I knew that my purpose on earth was to carry the broken pieces of my family and I did it with a smile. 

I could also see and feel in others the hurt and pain we all carry and I did my best to comfort all who needed a helping hand. 

I too searched for unconditional love but knew I could only give it to myself. 

It was hard to let others see that I too was in pain. I didn’t want to seem weak when I knew you needed me to be strong. 

I helped others with the only tool that I had at the moment. 

My smile is what I keep hearing was the magic someone needed to feel loved, worthy and accepted. 

The problem was at times I myself didn’t know how to let go and not carry the pain. 

I want to remind all of us that every moment is a choice. 

The choices we make are neither bad nor good or even wrong or right. 

We are here to experience the many different choices that are available to us and that FREE will is God ‘s gift to us. 

There is no shame, blame, or guilt with the choices we make. 

The lesson of life is to make a choice that brings us happiness, joy and love and to spread/ share that love with others. 

All that we do or learn here on earth is to teach us this. Love is all there is. 

God is not separate from us but within us. Our goal is to make “heaven on earth” .

I did the best I could to spread love to all and my leaving is a way of saying now I can truly be the bridge. 

I planted the seeds of love and light within each of you. Now that I’m up in heaven I will pour down love from above and watch you grow. 

Never think you are alone. Keep spreading love, face your fears head on and know that we are all in this together with God's help. 

All your loved ones in heaven are smiling because they know too that you are the seeds down on earth that help the earth grow with love, compassion and grace. 

So let my passing be a reminder that we have to keep planting the seeds of love within ourselves and within each other.  Thank you for being apart of my life story. Go and do what you love, be love and make "Heaven A Place on Earth!" I will be watching you from above!