This is the second month I ran out of the place I lived before. I ran out of the world that was made for me. Everything seems so special and different to me. I don’t know what I can do, I felt like I can’t do anything, everything is not what I wished it was. I thought I would be better, but I realised it’s not. It’s harder than I thought, but with the help of Sylvia, I began to get used to this new life and slowly became a part of the society. It was hard for me at first and I was so stressed out because it was different than the world I knew before. But after getting use to the environment, things were getting easier. I'm starting to love this new environment, there were difficulties and that's why everything seems so much more realistic.

I applied for an insurance salesman position at a company and maybe because they know me from the show, they allowed me to become an intern of their company and see how I’d do. Unlike where I was before, everyone lives at a slow tempo, everyone lives at a fast tempo here and they are so busy. It was hard at first to get used to this lifestyle, but eventually, I started to feel better and was able to organize myself. 

Sylvia really helped me a lot and I’m just so grateful for her. Knowing that we’ve been looking for each other throughout these years, we are now in a relationship, adding on to that she’s also my guide during this new life. She was always here for me and I really appreciate her to tell me what’s actually happening after knowing that I was in a world that was built for me. I wouldn’t be able to realize if she didn’t risk her safety to tell me about it. I really don’t know how to thank her…

Everything that happened throughout these three months reminded me of my life before I escaped . Everything was smooth and going as my will. But once I stepped out of the building, whenever I’m facing difficulties, Christoff’s words came to mind. 

I kept thinking about what would happen if I stayed. I thought of my life being in that building, and thought that if I stay, I would feel trapped and uncomfortable, so I never regretted stepping out of the building, no matter how hard my life is now.