https://padlet.com/snfl0wer/minaakiel Dear Future Husband pt.2 en-us 2017-10-19 23:27:23 UTC 2024-10-27 14:00:24 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-assets.s3.amazonaws.com/icons/Doubleheart.png snfl0wer https://padlet.com/snfl0wer/minaakiel/wish/198899325 I want to start this letter from a list of Thank Yous. Thank you for making me believe again. Thank you for removing this fear in my heart that grew on me because of all the failed relationships I had in the past. Thank you for making me stop doubting you or the entire concept of relationships. 

I don’t know if I can promise you that I could be the best girlfriend in the world, but I can promise you this, I can promise not giving up on all the hardest days we’ll go through together. I promise to love you with everything that is left of me. I may not be the perfect girlfriend, or the girlfriend that I could’ve been for you when I was whole, but I promise to be just enough for you, to surprise you, to love you, to cherish you, and to hold you for as long you want to be held.

I promise you that everything will be okay, just stay with me.
Stay with me at my darkest hours. At nights that I feel like I couldn’t, don’t tell me I can, don’t tell me to believe in myself or even in God, don’t tell me things a stranger could tell me, instead, hold me, assure me, make me feel that failing is okay, make me feel that I’m still yours and you’re still mine. Don’t say anything, just hold me as I cry myself to sleep, kiss me as I’m losing faith in humanity, love me at my darkest and most hopeless nights… and I promise you, I’d make you feel the same.

Selfishly… Say you want me back when I tell you to leave. Stay with me when I tell you to go. Make me feel you want this, because I know I do, and I know it’s a desperate move to make you do this, but no one has ever done this for me, and just once, from you maybe… just maybe… I could get that. For once, just once.

I want to take you to all the best places I’ve ever been to. And yes, I may have found some of these places with someone else from my past, but it won’t matter because what matters is now. What matters is you and the new memories will have at those places, the hugs, the kisses, the talks we’re going to have. We will erase all the other memories I had there… we’ll create new ones and from then on, I would no longer remember taking them to those places because the only thing I’m going to remember is you and how lovely you were that day.

Then after all the tests fate would give us. I hope we stay strong, I hope we’re left still standing right next to each other. 
I know I’m the most complicated person to be in love with, but just hold on, because I’ve imagined you coming a thousand times before, I imagined having a life with you, growing old together and all the other mushy stuff other people claim they don’t want… I know it’s going to get harder and harder everyday you’re with me and everyday that we’re together, but I also know, it will be worth it. It will get better, just stay strong, don’t be afraid, and I know I’ve said this to him before, but I’m going to say it again for you but just this once, I got you, and that’s all you need to know.]]> 2017-10-19 23:28:59 UTC https://padlet.com/snfl0wer/minaakiel/wish/198899325