Keepsakes from the dearest. by Amadeo Noa J.

Dearest Deo,

2022-02-25 03:29:33 UTC

Aku orngnya gasuka sugarcoat, but Deo.. he's the best one. My first rented BF and I'm thankful I choose you. Thank you Deo! for accompanying my stressful night.

Deo always has the right things to say, very thoughtful and a supportive bf :( and turned out we also shared a lot of things in common so it really felt natural talking with him.

Untuk yg mau rent Deo next, it'll be your best decision, I can guarantee. ❤

KAAAAAAK DEOOO sedih

2022-02-26 15:33:41 UTC

I want to say thank you for accompanying me for 3 days. It was fuuun, and i enjoy my time with you. I’m so happy! You are a kind, gentle, funny, and loving person. Beneran 3 hari ini aku ditreat well like a princess AJXJJAXJAJSJZ AKU SENENG. You're such a good listener and advicer sumpah. Kak Deo jangan makan gula banyak banyak okay? manisnya udah kebangetan soalnya, nanti yang rent diabetes huuu. Sama kak Deo beneran ga bakal kehabisan topik, dari bahas yang random gajelas aja diladenin! I will definitely come to your DM again if I need you later. Once again, thank you kak! AND thanks juga sarannya!! it means a lot to me, nanti bakal aku lakuin! See you next time kak Deo sayang! I'm not regret anything, really (yang rent kak Deo ga bakal nyesel deh /SRS) Kak Deo beneran highly recommended, love you a lots! I hope you're always happy and always surrounded by love, happiness, and good people who loves you. Please stay healthy and don't get sick. Sukses selalu kakak sayaang. <3

Hello Deo-ku

amelia22314 — 2022-03-02 08:51:58 UTC

Hi! Thank you udah nemenin aku seharian. Aku bener bener nyaman sama kamu, aku ngerasa beneran kaya princess pada hari itu Deo! I'm so really neomu ninja jeongmal happy bangetttt😊 ga pernah aku nemuin orang se asik dan gentle dan manis dan asdfghjkl kaya kamu Deo! Aku bilang ini pertama kalinya aku ngerasain hal yg bener bener bikin happy and salting all the time 😭 Deo selalu bawa vibes positif buat aku! Deo orang ter manis yang pernah ada!!!! Deo kurangin kopinya yaa, jangan tidur subuh melulu😗 So glad to meet you Deo! Happy terus yaaa, yang terbaik buat kamu(●´∀｀●)

Jangan lupa cobain mochi ice cream strawberry nya ya!

-S

Dearest Deo.

2022-03-02 11:50:56 UTC

Hello again, Eyo. Thank you sudah mau habisin waktunya seharian sama saya, beberapa kali bertukar cerita, meskipun sebetulnya masih kurang. Hahaha. Deo manis, selalu manis. Entah itu pribadinya atau setiap kalimat yang keluar dari Deo sendiri, semuanya manis. Deo really knows how to treat his lover with the mildness he has. Pun, Deo always has something to say and it comes naturally. Jadinya nggak terkesan sugarcoating because it comes from the deepest of his heart. Deo sehat-sehat terus, ya. Dan semoga bisa ketemu calon client yang baik-baik ke depannya. If only I have any chances, I would love to be back here again and spend more time with you.

With love,
S.

kak deo!

2022-03-02 19:25:19 UTC

thank you udah nemenin aku selama beberapa jam ka deo! makasih udah dengerin aku juga ya, i really appreciate it. semoga ka deo seneng terus ya!

Dearest Amadeo,

2022-03-05 15:22:51 UTC

Hi, Deo!
Thank you for being a good boyfriend to me for the past 3 days. Aku selalu happy setiap nerima chat dari kamu karena kamu antusias banget setiap denger ceritaku. You're attentive, caring, and loving boyfriend anyone could ask. I will always cherish our every moment because it brings joy to me, and a nice memory to remember. Kamu selalu ceria dan sabar dalam menghadapi aku yang mungkin sering demanding, kamu selalu buat effort kamu untuk ngabarin aku, dan aku akan selalu apresiasi kamu karena kamu keren, okay? I love you.

I wish you all the best for your next journey, lancar selalu untuk segala kegiatan kamu nantinya!! I hope one day our path will cross once again!! Until then, please take care.

With Love,
E.

Dear Deo,

2022-03-10 10:41:21 UTC

Thank you for spending three days with me. You're such a moodbooster, and a very thoughtful person, I enjoyed my time with you. 🤍 Kamu juga humoris banget! Dan tau kapan waktunya bercanda sama serius. Gentle juga, he will never treat you badly.

Buat siapapun yang nge-rent Amadeo, you will never regret your decision! Once again, thank you.

to my dearest puppy boy! ♡

2022-03-12 03:58:38 UTC

eyo, eyo! thank you for spending the night with me, we only had 2 hours to be with eachother and yet i already feel like i could burn the whole world just for you. the way you called me princess, kept me safe in your embrace and make sure i feel content was like a dream come true. keep radiating warmth to those who surround you, okay?

♥︎, L.

Amadeo.

2022-03-28 05:02:37 UTC

I'm sure I've told you a few times before that I love your name so very much. It rolls off my tongue really nicely, which I love. And I love mine the most when it is you that says it. It feels safe.

My beautiful, beautiful Deo. My patient and loving Deo. Thank you for loving me well. I hope I did, too— loved you well. I'm happy to have come across you at least once, I hope it won't be the last time I see you. You truly make a great lover, you listen very attentively which made me want to spend a forever with you.

I hope to see you soon, Deo. Take care of yourself for me, yeah?

Yours.

< 33 Eyo < 33

2022-03-29 04:03:47 UTC

Eyo, Eyo! :D Thank you for spending your 3 days with me. I love talking to you, spending my time with you, having you by my side and listening to all of your stories or have you listen to all of my stories. You made me feel so loved, so whole. It was such a blessing for me for I have stumbled upon you and got the chance to be close to you. You are the best boyfriend one could ever ask for; sweet, attentive, fun to be with, you’re made of everything lovable all mixed in one inside you and it’s so easy to love you because you’re you. I do hope that I’ll be able to spend my time again with you, soon, whenever time allows me to. I’m wishing you everything good in this world, you deserve it, very much. Best of luck for you and your journey ahead, keep up the good work, Eyo! < 33

xx, A.

untuk deo tersayang,

windarayudia — 2022-03-31 16:07:49 UTC

HALO DEOOOOOOOOOO! first of all i apologize for being extremely tardy :[

i want to say thank you for the 3 wonderful days. you treated me so sweet and so well. your reply really caught my eyes from the first place and i'm beyond glad i saw it.

for real at the first talk of our session i was... impressed on how goooddddd you are at portraying what i requested, down to the typing too. i love how attentive you were, it wasn't too much and it felt really natural. talking to you and being yours for a while was an honor for me. (real)

YOU WERE ALSO UNEXPECTEDLY FUNNY. it was always fun bantering with you. i also loved it when you suddenly send me a song that you were currently into or reminded you of me. AND NOT TO MENTION how good you were at making me flustered!! >:[ sumpah.... deo jago banget bikin salting MALESIN (affectionately) i felt like a highschooler talking to her crush, all smiling and giggling. SILLY.

you might not be a fast replier but oh how chatting with you made me feel so good. i felt like i was being held and truly loved, it was like you knew the secret recipe to touch my heart, and i felt like i could talk about ANYTHING with you. ah, i wish our time together was longer.

thank you for reminding me to take my meds and i have to say that my sickness didn't feel so bad when you were around. i hope you enjoyed our session as much as i did, deo. thank you for the playlist too, i still listen to them till this day. (i still have no idea how you could get my taste) (i really really really do love it) (lebih suka lo sih tapi)

PLEASE start taking care of your health more and sleep! enough!! rest!!!!!! jangan suka skip makan lagi! >>>:[ KURANGIN BEGADANGNYAAAA jangan sampe sakit!!!! see you when i see you, deo! i hope i will get the chance to talk to you again.

banyak sayang, a <3

dearest kak deyo 🤍

2022-04-05 13:49:55 UTC

thankyou for spending your days with me!!! i am beyond grateful to have you escorting me at the worst state of mine {well i can say it aint the worst because your presence and your words are making me sure that everything is going to be okay!!! 🥺} words cannot describe how kind youre. youre truly an angel in human being I DIDNT LIE THOO???? youre THAT KIND, kak deyo!!! thankyou for taking care of me by showering your loves. you made me feel worth it even the world showed me i am not at that time. thankyou for always be there at my unstable state. i know its hard and tiresome at the same time, but you never showed that side to me and thats why i do really enjoy having my time with you 🥺🤍 youre someone i treasure so much and have special spot in my heart. bidding farewell and best wishes that may you get blessed. hope we meet again in the future!!! 🤍

Deo <3

2022-04-12 11:45:56 UTC

Hi Deoo! Thank you so much for the 4 days! I really enjoyed everything that we do, honestly cannot list down all of it since we’ve did so much. Thank you so much for being there beside me all the time :( honestly everything got so much better when i was with you. I felt less tired too when i spend my busy days with you. I really really appreciate your presence, your beautiful words and everything. Oh i also like how we are so connected, we had a lot of topics to talk too!! It was really fun. AH and all of your song recommendations, thank you! Now my playlist is not that boring anymore hehe.

Well, once again thank you so much Deo! Things will be better for us and i hope that you are revolved with good things only. Please take care of yourself and I hope you’re always healthy and happy! Good luck with everything Deo! Hope that i can see you soon. <33

my beloved, deyow.

2022-05-03 08:39:29 UTC

DEYOWW HII HELLOWW!! with your (ex) baby in heree ^__^ i wanna say thank youu karena kamu udah nemenin aku sehariann, i'm soo happy with you dan seneng bisa ketemu kamu, deyow. kamu beneran praise and pampering me well, bahkan selalu dengerin dan nanggepin seluruh ceritaku c: padahal aku berisik banget.... deyow deyow, kamuu asyik banget orangnya, tapi suka isengg ih pengen aku cubit andhhshdhsjs. terus terus kamu lucu banget banget. yang rent amadeo noa ga akan nyesel, dijamin dehh👍

deyoww, semoga next time kita ada kesempatan bareng lagi ya hehe. semoga ga bosen kalo semisal nanti aku ajakin balikan :D

have a greaat day and be happy ya, deyow!

–your c

humbugs — 2022-05-10 08:04:36 UTC

to my dearest Kak Deo

2022-05-11 18:25:25 UTC

Thank you so much for making me feel loved in our short time. In the time we’ve spent together, kamu gak pernah absen to appreciate me, pamper me, and to also remind me how loved I am. Other than that, you can match me well! Aku beneran ngerasa dihargain on how you always listen to everything that I say (regardless how random the topics were), and it feels so good to have someone who attentively listens to me. You truly made my days brighter! Ngobrol sama Kak Deo juga asik banget huhu you always seem to find a nice topic to talk about. Once again, thank you so much for making me feel loved through the words you gave, the song you sent, and the time you spent with me. See you later, Kak Deo! Sending lots of love to you, hope you’re taking care of yourself well.

To the people who are reading this to consider wether you should rent Kak Deo or not, I recommend you to! He’s a great company to help you go through the day and he will guarantee that you’d spend your day well.

- with so much love, your K.

Dearest Papi, My Eyo!

2022-05-12 02:24:21 UTC

Being in love with you is something I don't regret. Papi is a warm person, even though he looks cold at first. However, slowly papi becomes the person I want to talk to continuously. The way he treats me like a baby, even every time you say 'gemes sayangnya papi' for a few times. Seems simple, but if you say it, beneran tiba-tiba makdeg ada kupu-kupunya gitu HEHE APAAN SIH MALU. Truly a papi figure who dominates me. Thank you for being patient with my ugly attitude and calming me down! Glad to meet you, even 5 days isn't enough. Semoga kita bertemu lagi papi!!!

It's Delicate.

2022-05-16 09:35:26 UTC

𝙄𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 ?
𝙄𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 ?

There you go, Mr. BoyfrienD! I already wrote a little letter personally, but I still feel like to write another one here, since it's all necessarry. Kakak, the same grateful gratitude I speak in here as I feel thankful of your presence for the past days. When I said that there's no time I felt unhappy, that's allllll true. His calm and warm vibe, I could say, is the success key of our session! His personality and manner were just everything you wished for. And I too, never regret anything while I'm with him! Thank you for the love that you made me feel days behind, Kakak. Stay healthy and I hope you all the best! See you when we have the chance?

Dearest one, Deo. <3

fuyukiharu29 — 2022-05-24 04:53:41 UTC

Good day, kakakk! It's been a wonderful day with you, even though it hasn't been long, and I'm really happy; I'm glad I met you and had the opportunity to be your lover for a day:D You're the type of boyfriend who can't stop smiling and getting flustered AHAHAH but it's so cute. You're so cute, and you always manage to turn my cheeks into a tomato. Amadeo Noa, Deo, Deo! Thank you for being a good master for this kitty and look after me, I can't disobey you and it makes me a good little kitty for you The way you make me whimper and crave your touch is one of the best feelings I've ever had. If you're looking for someone who can make you an Obedient one in bed, you should come to Deo! I can't stop saying how hot you are and what a good dominant you are to handle a kitty like me, it's such a great night:p I adore and adore you so much, kak Deo! See you <3

Sincerely, T.

hi deo

2022-06-01 10:20:19 UTC

hi, thank you for the past 3 days. i'm so glad to meet you and i really enjoyed every moment that we spent together. thank you for all the hug and kisses that you have given to me. thank you for being so kind and understanding while you were with me, i feel thankful for meeting such a kindest person like you. you're such a calm boyfriend and a sweet talker, i can see why a lot of people would find comfort in you. i want to apologize if there any of my words or attitude that hurt you in my way. i hope you always be healthy, and surrounded by happiness and love! <3

🤍,
— sha

Deo Deo Deo.

2022-06-04 17:23:35 UTC

Hi, Deo Deo Deo. 2 days spent with Deo was really one thing that I can't keep off of my mind for some time, definitely. He would never run out of ideas of how he can keep my mind occupied by him and him only. He would never let the tiniest bit of smile fade away from your beautiful face. He would always make sure you get all the love you are worthy of. He would always make sure his presence is visible enough for you to lean on his shoulder.

Deo Deo, the one who called me adorable way too often until I need to tell him to take a break, please do know you're waaaay more adorable than I do.

Deo Deo Amadeo, I've never felt more loved than when I was with you. You offered so much love that left me wondering am I truly deserve this. You gave the most sincere reactions to the tiny actions I did for you. Deo, kind and sweet Deo, your presence brings out so much happiness within me.

Be happy, Deo. And that way I'll too.

Love, Baby Breath.

Most beloved, Kakak Eyo!

812page — 2022-06-05 06:08:36 UTC

Halo halo Kakak Eyo! I just want to say thank you for these 2 days accompanied by you. Who is always given a lot of affection and you who always love me with pleasure. Kakak Eyo very very good and I agree with what I’ve seen before. Thank you for always praising me and even liking all my writings and drawings. Thank you for receiving a small gift from your Kecil, Kakak Eyo. You don’t have to worry about Kecil not taking a nap, or even being tired. Your Kecil must be happy to meet you yesterday.

Kakak Eyo should always be happy and healthy. Don’t be too tired with your assignments, okay? Thank you for always giving me pats pats when I do something. 2 meaningful days with you and I will always remember you, Kakak Eyooooow!

— Your love, Kecil.

Dear Deo ❤

2022-06-07 07:37:32 UTC

First of all, a whole day I spent with you was unforgettable thing and stays in my mind as well as my heart. I had a lot of feelings since the first time you came. I was pounding, I became a blushing little girl until I remembered the feeling of butterflies tickling my stomach. If the question is, "are you worth the wait?" Then the answer is definitely yes! You give me everything I need and I'm willing to wait again for the day when you will be by my side.

Deo is a person who is so gentle with his lover. Such gentleness is the one thing that defines Deo perfectly. He can make his lover feel like the luckiest person in the world and also become a very appreciated and loved person. You will surely fall in love with all the sweet and kind things he has to say, and you will be as red as a cherry for all the affection he gives you. Because Deo is Deo, a person who was created to love his partner.

Dear Deo, thank you so much for the day we spent together. I cherish every moment with you as well as all the sweet things you did for me. Honestly I'm not good at expressing my feelings through words, but I hope you know that I'm really happy and grateful to have the opportunity to fill the empty space in your arms. I hope you don't mind welcoming me back in your warm embrace.

You did your best and will always do your best. Fighting for your exam! You will definitely get the best results. I hope you are always healthy and happy until the day we can meet again. Please take care of yourself for me, love. ♡Your J♡

xx

2022-06-16 18:53:08 UTC

As expected from a Scorpio stellium! (I know you said you barely had any idea about astrology stuff, jadi ini memang sengaja biar cuma gue yang ngerti). Gue iseng baca seisi padlet ini dulu, terus ternyata lo emang sering sakit ya 🧍‍♀️ Please take care of yourself. Lo harus hidup yang lama, Deo. I really meant it.

Makasih udah nemenin selama tiga hari terakhir. Seneng setiap selesai kelas ada yang bisa langsung dikabarin dan direcokin, dan siap memuji setiap gue laporan habis melakukan apapun! I feel so loved for the past three days (Atau ini daddy issues aja, gak ada yang tau). Some people have praise kink, 'and that's a good thing', he said. Jago bikin salting deh mulutnya manis banget dan gak terasa artifisial. Gue suka banget cara ketik lo rapih tapi gak yang dibuat-buat. Also I barely return the I love you, but you still constantly say it whenever you had the chance. Impressive.

Seru banget deh pokoknya SERU BANGET kalo ada yang lagi bacain padlet ini juga kayak gue tadi, this is your sign to macarin Amadeo. And... that's all! Until that time where I can nyom you again as well. 🤍

Deo

2022-06-30 16:03:06 UTC

I’m not good at words jadi maaf kalo ini keliatan ngasal dan berantakan BUT TRUST ME all the words that I give to you are truly sincere. Deo, thank you for the 3 days full of warmth and joy. I cherish all of those so much. I enjoy every moment that we spent together. Your words are so sweet and heartwarming I could read them all day. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for the hugs and kisses. Deo, I just want to let you know that you deserve all the good things. I hope that happiness will always be with you and never leave you. Hope this year treats you much better. Please take care of yourself dan jangan lupa mam japota :p

Untuk Kak Deo Umeng 🤍

2022-07-16 10:07:09 UTC

kak i’m not good with words jadi aku minta maaf kalo misalnya gabisa mengungkapkan perasaan aku dengan baik. tapi percaya deh, selama 4 malem kita ngobrol, i’m happy! super happy sampe rasanya berdebar tiap disapa good meowning dari kak deo.

i wont forget that feeling of butterflies in my chest tiap kakak panggil aku umeng. aku bener-bener merasa disayangi dan dihargai. kak deo gave me everything that i need, give me the taste of sugar di tengah korat-karirnya keadaanku akhir-akhir ini. berbincang sama kakak bikin beban di bahuku meringan dan hari yang tadinya 5/10 auto jadi 10/10! you have magic in your hands kan kak?

thank you so much for this 4 nights that we spent together, kakak umeng! aku harap kak deo lancar terus kuliahnya dan lebih rajin makan (ya walaupun kita berdua emang gasuka makan) dan tidur lebih teratur. you deserve love and all the best from this world kak! i’m really happy and very grateful punya kesempatan buat ngobrol dan disayangi kak deo yang paling keren.

makasih udah memberikan yang terbaik dan pengertian agar kita berdua saling nyaman kak. aku bener-bener apresiasi itu. semoga kak deo bisa jadi dosen ya kak hehehe. so, till we meet again ya kakak umeng?

from yours, c.

my dearest, deo.

2022-07-16 17:06:11 UTC

deo, deo, deooo! (kalau dipanggil tiga kali, muncul nggak?) hehe eyo ini aku, kue apem. "padahal kalau aku samain sama makanan, berarti udah level paling spesial di hidup aku." he said. and little did i know, i really fell for him.

deo, i have said this before, but you really go beyond my expectations. the way you can comfort me with your words... gak tau kenapa rasanya kayak beneran lagi dipeluk, you are right here, beside me, telling me that everything is going to be okay.

and actually, i hate to say this, but every time notifications from you pop up, i can't help but smile like a teenager in love :/

when taylor swift said "what must it be to grow up that beautiful?" my mind still goes straight to you. amadeo noa janardana. it must be nice to be God's favorite, no?

once again, thank you, deo. thanks for spending the time with me, ya? rent kamu is the best decision i ever made. the thing that i regret is why i didn't know you from the start...

you better take care of yourself dan jangan sampai sakit. you are loved, deo. i want you to know that. kalau ada yang jahatin kamu, please get behind me! i will protect you (insert meme sunshine & sunshine protector) oh hampir lupa, jangan lupa buat ikut demo gacoan biar kita bisa mam udang keju bareng!

dan buat kalian yang mau rent deo, please go shoot your shot because he will be the perfect companion for you. i can guarantee it. and lastly, y'all better be kind to my deo because he deserves all the love and support in this world.

sincerely yours,
🧁 (sori gak ada emot kue apem, marah.)

to dearest mas eyo,

2022-07-23 13:12:34 UTC

hello, hello, my loid! ini iyo, the yor to your loid.

amadeo noa janardana, thank you so much for the companion, ya. i think words can’t describe how lucky i am to be loved by you. when i said you’re a perfect man, i really meant it. it felt really nice when i was in your embrace, it felt warm and safe. loving you feels free, i don’t feel any burden. loving you feels as warm as hot chocolate in the morning, as sweet as cotton candy, as relieving as hugging after a long rough day, as exciting as taking the long way home. remember the silly flirting competition we had? i really like the way you always let me win just to make me happy. even though i know i couldn’t compete with you and your sweetest words; i’m still winning. because i got to say i-love-you to the amadeo noa janardana.

it was my first renting experience by the way and i’m really glad i chose you. you did a great job on loving me, i felt so loved through our session, and i cherish the moments we had together. you really are an amazing lover.

take care of yourself well, mas deo, i hope we can meet again someday.

with love, vio.

my dearest, noa.

2022-08-08 08:06:31 UTC

first of all, thank you for taking care of me. it's such a great experience. it was so nice as well, to having you for a while. you are to good to be true, noa. yet you still the loveliest person for me (everyone also). makasih udah disayang. maksih udah ngasih tau rasanya disayang sebegitu banyaknya! i hope people always loves you like you did yah. kalo lo bisa bikin presensi orang jadi terasa penting buat lo dan diri mereka, semoga orang-orang juga selalu bakal seneng sama kehadiran lo ya noa. be kind to yourself as well. istirahat yang banyak, seneng bisa ketemu noa!

have a pleasant day, noa. see you around.
with love, 🧁.

My, my, my Autumn.

meongsaint — 2022-08-12 17:59:45 UTC

I'm marking my presence here again for the second time. Keren deh sekarang lo lumayan lucu (Thumbs up) dan udah gak clueless total perkara astrologi (Double thumbs up). Selalu seneng setiap ngobrol sama lo, tapi belum ketemu alesannya gara-gara apa, mungkin nanti kalo kita ketemu lagi baru gue kasih tau :p

Amadeo, Deo, my dearest Eyo. Thank you for making me feel so cherished, ya? Gampang buat merasa disayang whenever I am around you. If you were a worm then I would curate a little garden for you, really. You're so loved—remember that. Maybe that's why you're able to love people well too.

Take care of yourself, I hope you don't push yourself past your limits too often, aaannnddd let's live long!

My love, Eyo

yulianatri562 — 2022-08-20 14:00:54 UTC

I apologize, it took me too long to greet you again, my love, Eyo.

Hi, my Eyo. How have you been these days? Is the rest of July kind to you? Has August treated you well? I hope you are doing great. Being loved by you? be yours? I am still thinking, how can I be the luckiest person on earth to have you be mine for days?

Thank you. For everything you gave to me: your love, your warmth, your time to love me.
I am still thanking you for the gift. I appreciate all the effort you put in. Believe me when I say that I always smile when I read your gift. Thank you for listening to my ramblings about Dokja. Thank you for always being interested when I talk about what I love. I really appreciate it.

My, Eyo. Thank you.

With love,
Bos kecil.

Dear Noya,

2022-08-21 12:35:51 UTC

Well, hello there, Mr. Cheekiss. Dropping by to remind you that you still need a glass to be bought. Did you get one yet?

No, just kidding! I’m here to let you know that the last two days were … comforting. I think there was this feeling where I felt like I was talking to someone that I knew for years. I was like talking to someone from my childhood and now we are lovers. I love how our conversation just flowed easily. No, I just love everything about you. You’re the comfort personified, my home, my love.

Rest assured everyone who wants to be with Mr. Noa right here, he will definitely treat you right. Let him know what you feel, what you think, what you want— he would love to hear everything from you. He will also try his best making his time for you, despite his super packed schedule. He will include you in everything he does. I, too, was so much loved when I was around him.

Noa, I need to thank you for everything you did for the past few days. It was special for me, and I will hold onto our memories dearly. Thank you for making me feel loved and appreciated, thank you for listening to each of my stories and dreams. You made me want to dream more, live better, be a better person. I hope you won’t forget your meals anymore. I hope you will always know that you’ve done your best and you’re doing well. I hope you can adapt well there. Take care of yourself and I will too, as I promise you to reduce my coffee intake. I love you, and I want us both to eat well, love well, and live well.

Sincerely yours,

Your R.

The Babylonians were wrong; time is made of you.

2022-08-21 12:46:39 UTC

I'm not so good with words, so let me get this straight: It was a time well-spent. Lo jago banget nyusun kata (atau gue yang payah?), every words come from you seems so thoughtful and endearing. Teruus the way you always complimented me when you had the chance :] sebenernya gue orangnya sulit menerima pujian (as much as I loved to hear it) (susah nerima kasih sayang juga tapi we don't talk about that), jadi lo secara tidak langsung juga berkontribusi terhadap Program Mencoba Menerima Cinta dari Orang Lain di hidup gue. Makasih karena udah bikin gue ngerasa disayang, ya. I meant it.

Gue anaknya bawel jadi gue seneng banget pas bisa cerita macem-macem ke lo. Seneng kalo lo tanya barusan ngapain, seneng kalo ada yang bisa gue ajak ngomong. You always try to return the same energy as mine and I thank you for that. Sehat-sehat terus ya, Deo. Gue sekarang malah jadi ikutan sering begadang, btw, hahah. Semoga kita berdua nggak mati muda, ya.

Amadeo.. how could I not think of you every time I grab my TSOA.. haven't finished it yet tbh since I'm in my reading slump era. Soon, hopefully!

Last but not least, thank you, thank you, thank you. I would hope happiness find its way to you, always.

ps: Mau nulis hugs and kisses tapi rasanya nggak bisa soalnya kata JKT48, "kita tak boleh sampai berpelukan, nanti tak bisa ucapkan selamat tinggal." Hehe. See you when I see you! 🤍
pps: At first, I wrote "The Babylonians were right" instead soalnya lupa kalimat aslinya apa. Kayaknya nggak salah juga, siapa yang tau kalau mungkin di semesta lain para Babylon mendefinisikan waktu sebagai kamu.

my sweetest<3

2022-08-23 00:34:49 UTC

first of all, i'm so sorry to filling this too late. i may think there's no words can describe how grateful i am to have a sweet and cute boyfriend like u. u treat me so well, give me lots of affection, love, kisses, huggie. give me much compliments. i don't actually mean to get dominated by u, so i feel so much butterflies flying around my stomach when u did that to me. i feel safe when i'm with u, i'm not lying. so thank u for making me feel so. it's a blessing to meet and know u.
takecare of urself, my deo. see u what i see u <3

Deodeo, my happy place

2022-08-25 09:34:53 UTC

Our time was so short and yet I feel so loved by you ☹️ You're very loving, indeed a happy place! I needed a lot of pampering and love that night and you did just that. Your kisses comforted me until I fell sleepy, your arms were there to hold me and days after that, I still yearn to be back in your embrace. Even in that short time, I can tell you're a very warm and incredible lover.

Thank you, Deodeo ❤️ I hope our stars align and I'll get to be surrounded with your warmth once more.

Untuk: Firelord

seungwanshon — 2022-08-25 11:26:55 UTC

Tiga hari tidak lama, tapi cukup untuk mengisi rumpangku yang menganga. Kamu ingatkan aku pada popcorn yang kita taruh dalam microwave—seperti keajaiban yang menunggu pintunya dibuka. Seperti ledekan untuk mereka yang jumawa.

Kak Deo, aku sudah coba cari selipnya dimana. Tebakanku waktu kamu bilang suka menyetrika atau berharap sama zutara. Gak menolak kemungkinan jatuhnya di percakapan lain yang tak kalah bahagia.

Aku kira aku masih berdiri seperti biasa, tapi detik berikutnya aku cuma mau baca kamu bilang apa. Tiba-tiba satu serial yang gak pernah tertarik kutonton jadi kurang banyak episodenya.

Kamu yang katanya jadi “sangat kamu” di sekitarku mungkin memang lahir buat disayang. Soalnya aku disekitarmu cuma mau sayang.

Sayang.

Sayang. Sayang sekali harus menunggu sebulan lagi. Untung kai dan jinora juga gak kemana-mana. Menunggu pengendali air dari selatan kembali mengunjungi raja api.

Nanti kutitip tanganku lagi, digenggam dua duanya juga gak masalah. Kutitip kepalaku juga. Bahumu agaknya ada magnetnya.

Hehe, sampai ketemu!

p.s aku suka playlistnya

— V

Mas Eyo, ini Iyo.

2022-09-24 02:35:24 UTC

Hello again, the one who colors my monochrome life, the one who completes me.

Mas Eyo, it was our third time meeting each other (the second one was the LNC session, remember?). And I, once again, was glad to spend another lovely days with you. Have I told you before that you’re the man of my dream? Kamu seperti seorang yang sudah aku butuhkan sejak lama; you’re literally the best I could ask for. Selalu nyaman dan merasa aman ketika I’m on your embrace. Selalu senang disayang dan dicintai in your way; the most tender form of love I’ve ever received. You make me feel loved, you make me feel like I’m the luckiest woman alive. Amadeo, ketika sama kamu rasanya seperti dipenuhi oleh kehangatan yang aku cari. The Loid to my Yor, Eyonya Iyo, Masnya si Merpati, my heart adores you really really much. Thank you for loving me, Mas Eyo. Jangan bosen ketemu Iyo, ya, Mas? I hope we can meet again one day. Iyo loves you.

Dear Deow,

a_rian — 2022-09-24 03:20:58 UTC

Thank you, thank you, thank you. Thank you for taking care of me when I was feeling down. Thank you for bearing with me when I didn't know a thing about cognitive functions. Thank you for loving me to the fullest.

I wish we had more time, really. I wish I could listen more about your interests because you look so attractive when you talk about them. I wish that I could kiss you more because I love the way you taste against my lips.

Deow, I will miss you and your cat stickers.

Here’s my scarf,

seungwanshon — 2022-09-26 01:13:11 UTC

I’ll comeback for it later.

blossomlune — 2022-09-26 13:57:42 UTC

Love begins with the sunrise and remains eternal by starlight. Tonight, look up into the sky and know that the stars are shining on you. I only need to stay in your orbit to feel the power you hold. If you were the star to come out, your smile would keep me going.

Amadeo, Amadeo. Even your name comes out of my tongue like a chant. I apologise for taking so long for me to comeback here. Dearest Deo, I hope you know that you're indeed a solace in human form. If healing were a person, it would be you. Your mere existence entirely speaks to and whispers comfort to me. I will never get tired of saying this word, but I adore you. I really do. There are endless words to describe just how kind you are as a person and what kind of person you are, yet none of them are enough. Thank you for adding more warm colors in this blue world. 𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕, 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔.

dear Kakak,

2022-10-12 14:41:19 UTC

my apologies, it took me so long to send you my letter, i was really packed and busy.

thank you for the 2 days companion, you were really great when it comes to loving someone, to shower them with all the love they need, and to take care of your loved ones.

i see that you often get sick, please take care of yourself, eat & rest well ya. please love yourself the way you love your lover.

our 2 days were very short yet memorable, i wish we had more time because i'd like to hear more about your ramblings & interests.

aaah, im really bad with words, but all i'm trying to say is thank you, you really cheered me up back on one of my darkest days.

until we meet again, and stay healthy, Kakak. <3

Dear my love-shaped person,

2022-10-16 17:51:52 UTC

Before I start, I think I need to apologize first for I took quite some time to write here, I wish you understand. So, hi, Noya! It’s been a while, isn’t it? Though, I still am reminiscing the memories with me, treasuring them safely in my box of precious things. Although you already knew how much I enjoyed our time together, I still want to thank you for everything. Thank you for taking great care of me, and showing me that I am worthy of love. Thank you for giving me the best affection I could ever receive. I hope you do believe when I said I am always the happiest when I’m with you. I hope you know that you are so precious to many people, including and especially me.

Once again, I hope you know that I will always cherish our moments together. Please take care of yourself; don’t forget to drink and eat well, so we can live and also love well. And I, too, will try my best to take care of myself. I guess, until I see you again, Noya?

Yours, yours only.

hi deo!!

2022-10-23 15:52:12 UTC

I am really sorry for taking late to fill it ☹️

Spending two days with you make me realize everytime we spent It’s memorable for me, I am really happy to have you as my lover. One thing, I am really remember It’s when you always assure my condition and hear all my story for a day. I hope I can see you soon, deo <3

warmest hug
-H

meongsaint — 2022-11-24 18:45:15 UTC

I have to say that it was our most fun session so far, or even the most fun in my records for the past.. six months...? Six months, I suppose. Thank you for making me feel things once in awhile, ya.

I barely write for people ~~unless I am getting paid for it, really~~. Not gonna lie there's always this odd feelings where my head just straight-up makes a lot of what ifs. What if the person I write for didn't like my writings. What if they think I am beyond stupid for pouring this much. What if they think it's too cringe. What if, what if, what if. Tapi kalo sama lo enggak. Gue tau mau gue bikin hal paling gak penting ataupun hal paling super mega krusial pun, semuanya bakal lo terima sama baiknya; keren, kan? You make people feel so comfortable to be the best version of themselves around you, and I meant in every kindest way.

Gue sempet burnt-out lama banget. Safe to say that was my genuine writings after months. Seneng ditanya apa yang mau gue lakuin semisalnya punya rumah imajiner di pinggir kota. Konsep nari pake lampu kulkas nih kalo diketik pake bahasa Indonesia agak gak makes sense pula, tapi gak apa-apa, toh, tetep lo ladenin. Lo ladenin banget malah. Bohong kalo gue bilang gak merasa sangat disayang. I love seeing myself under your care.

Oh, iya, I barely let myself to be small around people as well. Makanya ini ngetiknya pake gue-lo lagi. Semoga gak apa-apa. Nanti balik ketemu gue yang kecil kalo gue udah bisa nempelin lo seharian lagi. :P Gue seneng merasa kecil! Tapi banyak malunya aja! Gak tau kenapa! Mungkin karena selalu jadi figur yang image-nya jauh dari mungil. No one knows. Intinya I just feel so comfortable around you. Thank you for handled that tiny whiny giddy version of me gently.

Gue suka tulisan lo yang waktu itu. Suka banget malah. Love how you depicted love with so much violence. Suruh gue recite streets are saying I am crazy kayaknya gue hapal. Gaya nulis gue mirip-mirip begitu juga sejujurnya. To love is to sacrifice, right? Bleed your hands for me and I will kiss every cuts with blood-stained lips.

Next time ayo makan mie, atau biarin gue narik lo pergi minum kopi. Yang penting jangan sakit lambung lagi (Exactly, I make them rhymes on purpose). Whatever you're doing right now, just know that I think you're doing just fine.

Live well.

xx,
The Little Prince.

Dear Eyo,

2022-11-25 08:33:58 UTC

I just want to say thank you so much for accompanying me and listening to all those long stories. I really feel really loved by you 🥺🤍

you are such a great lover

I really appreciate your gift to me until now I still read it and I really love it

I hope we can meet again