https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c Made with a curious mind en-us 2020-12-02 11:15:36 UTC 2020-12-02 17:31:47 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980711923 Hello]]> 2020-12-02 17:15:18 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980711923 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980716479 The fact that she got used to her father's abuse]]> 2020-12-02 17:16:12 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980716479 stradenco https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980718274 I agree with Katie that she acts like an adult and has adult responsibilities. In this way she is independent.]]> 2020-12-02 17:16:33 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980718274 mossi1 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980718938 She thinks of herself as the parent and her father as the one who needs to be taken care of, roles are reversed]]> 2020-12-02 17:16:42 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980718938 savinok https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980719258 I feel like Ellen wants to be cared for because she has to be cared for everyone else but no one else really cares for her]]> 2020-12-02 17:16:45 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980719258 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722394 rithwika
She sees herself as more of a mother figure than her mom herself]]> 2020-12-02 17:17:23 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722394 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722405 Ellen is not looking very good from a psychological standpoint: she keeps all of her emotions and experiences to herself, yet has these dark thoughts. She may break down at some point; you can’t keep all of those negative emotions to yourself forever]]> 2020-12-02 17:17:23 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722405 mossi1 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722982 I think that Ellen also uses reading to escape her reality/her dark thoughts and almost forget what is happening with her dad]]> 2020-12-02 17:17:31 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980722982 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980724116 Yeah I feel like she is actively trying to deny her father’s existence]]> 2020-12-02 17:17:45 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980724116 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980725966 Yeah, I agree with that, Katie, I think it also ties into her mother’s side of the family labeling her as “bad”/ not caring ]]> 2020-12-02 17:18:08 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980725966 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980727354 Rithwika-
Yeah i agree with the person that said that she keeps bottling her feelings since she’s never had an outlet to speak, such as a therapist ]]> 2020-12-02 17:18:24 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980727354 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980731589 Yeah like specifically with page 39 she doesn’t tell Starletta’s mom that she had a bad experience]]> 2020-12-02 17:19:13 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980731589 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980731805 Rithwika-
I think in one part in the book, the book says it was time to share out loud and then she runs out of the room]]> 2020-12-02 17:19:16 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980731805 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980734131 Yeah she’s kinda insane at this point and it isn’t even her fault]]> 2020-12-02 17:19:44 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980734131 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980735041 Ellen isn’t very innocent like the other anonymous person said, she has had too much of a bad experience to still be all sunshine and rainbows]]> 2020-12-02 17:19:55 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980735041 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980738462 Everyone keeps leaving her behind to deal with all of these issues, instead of offering to stay and help.]]> 2020-12-02 17:20:35 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980738462 stradenco https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980744048 She might be worried]]> 2020-12-02 17:21:42 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980744048 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980744340 She definitely is surrounded by a lot of death/ it make sense she would be seeing that in the ink
- Katie]]> 2020-12-02 17:21:45 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980744340 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980746904 But that’s the thing. Although she isn’t innocent 24/7, she is innocent when she talks about wanting to wrap a gift for her dad. Although she does not want to care about her dad, she subconsciously does because of her age. - rithwika]]> 2020-12-02 17:22:16 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980746904 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980748500 She is probably scared/worried but she doesn’t understand her emotions because she has gone insane]]> 2020-12-02 17:22:36 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980748500 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980749243 She’s complex, innocent at some times and dark at other times]]> 2020-12-02 17:22:45 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980749243 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980749869 Yeah i agree

]]> 2020-12-02 17:22:54 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980749869 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980750016 There’s also a section when she describes her family’s as a roller coaster or something and that her parents just gave way to the spinning. (Page 2)
 Katie]]> 2020-12-02 17:22:56 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980750016 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980750549 I don’t quite think that she is insane though, just mentally scarred]]> 2020-12-02 17:23:02 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980750549 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980751539 Yeah that’s a better word for it]]> 2020-12-02 17:23:14 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980751539 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980753960 Yeah she is definitely confused with her emotions, but I don’t think she’s insane]]> 2020-12-02 17:23:43 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980753960 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980755083 Someone said numb before and I think that’s a good word]]> 2020-12-02 17:23:57 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980755083 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980755697 She’s insane when she’s like “i want to kill so and so”]]> 2020-12-02 17:24:01 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980755697 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980756867 But I wouldn’t say she’s insane all the time]]> 2020-12-02 17:24:16 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980756867 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980758789 I mean, if you were tormented for your whole life and forced to put up with something horrible, you wouldn’t exactly be the most mentally sound]]> 2020-12-02 17:24:40 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980758789 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980760549 She’s just mentally scarred as that other person said]]> 2020-12-02 17:25:02 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980760549 hoffmanp1 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980761215 death is very present in her mind after witnessing her mother's death]]> 2020-12-02 17:25:09 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980761215 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980762369 She isn't insane though, she has just been put in bad situations and she is trying to cope with those moments in her own way.]]> 2020-12-02 17:25:24 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980762369 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980764831 Yeah I think that’s a better way to describe it. She has crazy dark thoughts but it’s being fed to her]]> 2020-12-02 17:25:54 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980764831 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980767638 She has the mind of someone very old and experienced (like a war veteran). She has gone through so much, yet still finds a lot of joy in the little things in order to live happily]]> 2020-12-02 17:26:28 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980767638 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980768405 The sad part is that it isn’t even Ellens fault, it’s all her fathers, and him inflicting pain onto her mother.]]> 2020-12-02 17:26:37 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980768405 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980773276 Yeah Ellen knows things like other wouldn’t and she is tougher than other kids but deep down she is still innocent because she doesn’t really understand the world but she just tries to survive]]> 2020-12-02 17:27:36 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980773276 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980774432 Yeah I agree]]> 2020-12-02 17:27:50 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980774432 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980779884 Everyone who should be caring for her and comforting her is neglecting her and trying to change her into someone she isn't.]]> 2020-12-02 17:28:56 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980779884 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980780447 The weird thing about her mother dying is that not much changes for her, she’s still independent and can take care of herself; maybe it’s more a lonely thing]]> 2020-12-02 17:29:02 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980780447 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980786161 Yeah they are trying to make her into something she isn’t but the annoying thing is it’s only for the day, when she needs to be presentable, then they’ll leave her]]> 2020-12-02 17:30:15 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980786161 stradenco https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980786695 Yeah I agree, her mother dying didn't affect Ellen that much.]]> 2020-12-02 17:30:21 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980786695 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980787196 Yeah]]> 2020-12-02 17:30:27 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980787196 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980792420 The box thing is also really interesting like her mom can’t be in the box because that would mean her mom isn’t at peace and Ellen is alone]]> 2020-12-02 17:31:30 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980792420 https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980793794 It also goes back to Ellen’s more religious side]]> 2020-12-02 17:31:47 UTC https://padlet.com/sohara5/ih6lbzog1q7ok17c/wish/980793794