I cannot tell you the compassion I have felt for all your sufferings for these weeks past that you have had so many drawbacks. 

My heart has often been too full to speak or take any notice I am sure you know I love you well enough to believe that I mind your sufferings nearly as much as I should my own, and I find the only relief to my own mind is to take it as from God’s hand and to try to believe that all suffering and illness is meant to help us to exalt our minds to look forward with hope to a future state. I often think of the words “Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee.” It is feeling and not reasoning that drives one to prayer. I feel presumptuous in writing thus to you.

I feel in my inmost heart your admirable qualities, feelings and all I would hope is that you might direct them upwards, as well as to one who values them above everything in the world. I shall keep this by me till I feel cheerful and comfortable again about you but it has passed through my mind often lately so I thought I would write it partly to relieve my own mind. I will and always love you.

 I'll always have a special place in my heart for you. At times, our relationship felt like it was the best thing that had ever happened to me, but lately, everything has felt wrong. It pains me to admit this, but my love for you has faded away. 

Our favorite singer, Yeltsa Kcir once said “love is like the tide, it comes and it goes. Unfortunately, the tide is out in my love for you and I don't think it will come back in. I know it's hard to hear, but the least I can give you now is honesty. I can't stay in a relationship where there is no love, and it isn't fair to you to be stuck in a relationship that's a lie. It's not fair to you for me to pretend our relationship is going to work when I know in my heart my attention is elsewhere. You deserve someone who will love you, and only you, and I know you will find someone who will treat you right.

There may be billions of stars in the universe, but none will ever shine brighter than you. Like the North Star, you'll guide my heart throughout life no matter where I am. When the night skies are filled with darkness, your love will shine through to give me hope. Thank you for giving yourself to me in the purest sense. Thank you for showing me what love was meant to be. Maybe someday our stars will align again. Cherish it as you've cherished me, and we'll always be together.

Yours,

ShrimpDumbling

所以我去跟W表白了

真没想到你竟然也喜欢我

我们在一起了哈哈哈哈哈

圣诞节会朋友圈官宣的

真的太有幸能与你在一起

I think the biggest fortune in my life is to meet you, and the worst thing is that I obviously like you, but am afraid of being rejected by you and shrank back. In order to not to let you turn around and leave, I still muster the courage to say: I like you. 

No matter when you are,  where you are, or what you do; please remember: I will always support you because you are my favorite person I ever encountered. 

 

“If I could, I’d take the pain from all the falls, trips, and scrapes.

And prohibit any tears from ever staining from your beautiful sweet face.

I’d sacrifice almost anything to take the worry from your head.

I’d shield you from the gruesome things this world can hold in store

I’ll tell you daily you’re the light of my life, my brilliant shining star.”

 

I had known you since I transferred to this school but only got familiar with you recently. I hope you could interpret my feelings to you and know there will always be someone caring for you secretly. I will find you forever in my heart. 

Reports will be out soon; I give you my best wishes and kindly hopes that you will find satisfying grades. Love you!

我第一次见到了月亮。

它的光芒幽静，隐晦，

却照亮了整片荒芜。

我推开房门，渴望靠近光源，

却因门外的寒风习习望而却步。

于是，原野变成了银色的海洋，

而我沉溺其中。

后来，月亮缓缓下落，旭日东升。

我想，在太阳眼中，月亮也一定熠熠生辉。

可是月亮不知道它的恬静皎洁，

更不知道它是月亮。

我做了一个奇怪的梦。

我梦到大海枯竭的那一刻，

你与我在天空中翱翔，

看着美丽的凋零，

水波环绕着我们。

我梦到严寒来临的那一刻，

你与我躺在翠绿的草地上，

将鲜花插在了头发上，

四季如春。

我梦到黑夜降临的那一刻，

你牵着我的手，

带我走出了迷茫的世界，

热烈又滚烫。

我梦到死亡来临的那一刻，

你只是看着我，

默默不语，

留我一个人不停下坠。

那时，我才明白--

你能给我浪漫，

却给不了我承诺。

而我不怪你--我甚至怪罪自己。

是我太不小心，

将你拉近了我这个深渊，

目睹我被悲伤一下下蚕食。

可下坠的那一刻，

我依旧记得，

我们四目相对。

你的眼里，

有天空的蔚蓝，

有翠绿的草地，

有黑夜的迷茫。

那是，

我的葬身之处。

还记得在standard banner的第二个单抽，一道金光闪过，你来到了我的面前。你精致的面庞和坚定的眼神定格在屏幕上，那一刻我便知道，你会是我一生的挚爱。那时我不在乎伤害，不知道暴击，不知道火系人上人。我在乎的是你，也只有你。

岁月如梭，光阴似箭，许多事情都变了，我也变了，可你却依然如初。我开始不满于你的低倍率，不满于对你的高投入低收益，不满于弱势的雷系。对不起，我辜负了你。虽然我买了你的皮肤，但在未成年限制后我开了小号，而在大号上我把甘雨秘书领回了家，你在组里的日子也越来越少了。

对不起，阿晴，我辜负了你。我买了你的立牌，音箱，手办，徽章，所有与你有关的东西我都买了。但这些全都抵不上你对我的好，我做了那么多不好的事。我换了主c, 几乎不用你了，还成为了神里绫人的狗。可我还是想说，就算米忽悠永远也不加强你，就算雷系永远是人下人，我永远爱你。

或许所有这些话都已经无法挽回了，我衷心希望……下次小保底歪的是你，阿晴。

first of all, 我说的不指向任何人，可能有点offensive和不太对，先道个歉。我个人认为，在我们这种青春情窦初开，懵懵懂懂的时段，小笑脸提到的第二种喜欢在尝试寻找的时候也容易被误导。“哇这个人对我好好“”ta说话好温柔“”ta不会喜欢我吧“，这种被照顾或者被好感的感受，容易让人被吸引甚至产生好感，喜欢的情绪。在对方的”好“和自身的喜欢的情绪包围之下，有可能产生对方就是对的那个人的想法。但是请注意，你的耳听有可能为虚，眼见也不一定为实。ta的好和温柔，真的只是对你一个人的吗？并不是说ta一定在”钓鱼“，而是说，也许ta本身对他人/异性的说话方式就是这样，这些好其实只是有礼貌，乐于助人的体现。

再者，更坏的情况是，ta让你产生的好感都是ta营造出来的。我们现在的关系中没有什么很重要的金钱或者商业来往，ta对你好，是为了什么？青春期的情绪让我们轻易的去相信一个人，到最后人家全身而退，你却落得竹篮打水一场空。所以，想要遇到真正灵魂伴侣，请一定不要着急，真正和你三观契合思想契合的人应该能让你在需要的时候和ta在一起感到平静，或是有理智的开心。

我说的这一些，都是基于没有意识到自己轻易的相信了他人，被荷尔蒙引导产生的。正值年少的我们犯错啊，感情时来时去啊，也没什么的，只是不要因为年少单纯的喜欢付出太多，适度交往就好。

you are one of the kindest and nicest people that i have known, you always make me laugh and you are full of energy. your kindness and tolerance to people is admirable, always being positive and looking at things under a good light, this is why a lot of people are attracted to you.  i just lovveeeee being around you, sticking with you and our times spent together have always be joyful. I just want you to know that I love you, stay yourself </33