NWAIS: Toxic Rain Cloud Reflections by Christina Villarreal https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so Think about an example in your own life when you were either impacted by one of these toxic rain clouds or when you unknowingly perpetuated one of these clouds. (at home, school, church, organization, etc.) What happened? Where? How did you feel? en-us 2021-10-08 04:52:43 UTC 2021-10-08 23:46:12 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/2601.png being asked really invasive and heteronormative questions around how my wife and I are going to build a family https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803226865 2021-10-08 19:29:53 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803226865 When my family can't eat out at a restaurant because there are one or more steps preventing my son's wheelchair from entering the space. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803227709 2021-10-08 19:30:38 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803227709 living in a segregated white community for the majority of my life. never having a teacher of color until college. zoew11 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803227876 2021-10-08 19:30:47 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803227876 Being affected by male loved ones who can't talk to each other about their vulnerabilities, so they stay in anger and disconnection. susanessex1 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228207 2021-10-08 19:31:07 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228207 Mistaking one colleague of color for another. And then not taking immediate action to offer repair. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228348 2021-10-08 19:31:14 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228348 I come from an immigrant family, but I was born in the US. Growing up, I was often told to "go back to my country" or called racial slurs. Really confusing when my hometown was the only home I really knew, but didn't feel like I belonged. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228603 2021-10-08 19:31:27 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228603 told by a head of school aren't you glad you have a man to fight your battles for you, after hiring a male department head, in front of another visiting head of school https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228660 2021-10-08 19:31:31 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228660 experiencing chronic & disabling pain and being repeatedly reprimanded for how it limited my abilities, while at the same time having my requests for accommodations denied https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228708 2021-10-08 19:31:35 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228708 Speech Variance https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228903 I met a new acquaintance and teased him when he stammered, thinking he just stumbled over his words. The sudden silence made me realize my mistake, and how the casual teasing of my childhood does not translate to casual gatherings of new people. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:31:46 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228903 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228985 Domestic abuse. I thought it was my fault these terrible things were happening, and if I just did “better”, I could fix it. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:31:50 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803228985 As the mother of a gay boy who has experienced trauma and continues to deal with PTSD (and likely PTSE), I have lived "nearby" the debilitating and deadly consequences of homophobia and sexual trauma. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229007 2021-10-08 19:31:51 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229007 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229141 Back teaching undergrads 2008-2013, my first stint as an instructor, I perpetuated the selective benefits that I got as a white well-off male by expecting first and second year college students to show up prepared in particular ways, and I did not support all learners from all backgrounds. Students who were first generation college students were at an extreme disadvantage with me: I’m working hard to change this and have made many alterations to the mindset with which I approach every class interaction I have with my students at every level and age.]]> 2021-10-08 19:31:59 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229141 Walking into a store and realizing in about three seconds that absolutely nothing there will fit me. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229447 2021-10-08 19:32:17 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229447 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229457 As a kid going to pride with my moms and seeing people with signs “going to hell”, “You need God”, and “F* go to hell”. Those signs flip through my head every now and then even to this day. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:32:18 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229457 being told that I'm too young to know/understand what someone else is talking about (in reference to music) https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229557 2021-10-08 19:32:25 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229557 Being diagnosed, or not diagnosed with medical disorders due to healthcare practitioners noticing my size rather than the root of the symptoms. Fat bias is real, and I love myself regardless. lfrystak https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229612 2021-10-08 19:32:28 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229612 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229671 Bearing more of the mental and emotional load when it comes to caregiving for my child than my partner does, but getting less credit publicly for it.]]> 2021-10-08 19:32:31 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229671 assumptions that as Indigenous student in university, that I did not was not there based on merit or ability, but solely based on the color of my skin, and the assumptions that my educational experience in Indigenous educations means that I wouldn't be able to teach to "all students" https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229754 2021-10-08 19:32:35 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229754 Grad school prof, I asked for help during his office hours. I was told to "keep my chin up and skirts high"(1981). I'will never forget it. It made me feel so small. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229764 2021-10-08 19:32:36 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803229764 Abusive and predatory behavior being rewarded, dismissed, or rationalized, especially when inflicted on trans folks, nonbinary folks, and cis women. Watching repeatedly abusive people gain status and institutional power while others are forced to leave the workplace. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230079 2021-10-08 19:32:55 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230079 not recognizing my own privilege until adulthood and reflecting on how i treated people in the past - judging grammar and spelling, how money was being spent by friends' families, lacking gratitude https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230100 2021-10-08 19:32:56 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230100 Being asked to dress in a stereotypically feminine way at a previous job. Being expected to "dress up" while male coworkers were not. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230119 2021-10-08 19:32:57 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230119 My then boyfriend then introducing me as a "school teacher" when I was a community college professor at the time https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230144 2021-10-08 19:32:59 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230144 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230161 Schools are described as “good” or “bad” indirectly based on how many students of color are attending. The west side of our city is more diverse and colorful - and thus avoided actively by white community members.]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:00 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230161 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230164 Various forms of harassment and assault from childhood through adulthood. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:00 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230164 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230175 Being told to smile more as a female educator working with young children]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:01 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230175 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230217 Was told by a head of school that if I were wearing a school uniform they wouldn’t know I was a teacher. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:03 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230217 Working an entry level position in my 40's - being faced with a lot of assumptions about why - do I lack education, access, etc. Not a lot of curiousity in my direction. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230265 2021-10-08 19:33:06 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230265 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230293 Being made to feel at a young age that those interests that defined me (and have come to define what I teach) were not masculine enough and would cause bullying]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:08 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230293 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230311 As a fifth grade white girl, I participated in villainizing the only black boy in our very white class. It took me many years to face what I’d done to him.]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:09 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230311 Religious School - Lesbian Moms https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230313 I grew up with two moms who raised my sister and I to be, I think, pretty great young women. However, we went to a religious school growing up that was extremely homophobic, and in which we had to hide our family life in fear of being kicked out. I was told "Gays can't raise kids" and "If you try to convince someone being is gay is wrong and they won't stop, cut them out of your life." This trauma still affects the way I see religion, family, and power. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:09 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230313 A male school administrator delegating leadership responsibilities to me without recognition, calling me "dear", rubbing my shoulders without consent, and not respecting boundaries. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230366 2021-10-08 19:33:12 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230366 Working in communities that make assumptions about what I can access and assume class status that is not accurate. crusso47 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230416 2021-10-08 19:33:15 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230416 Living in a colonized state https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230438 I was born and raised in Hawai'i, on the island of Kaua'i. As an indigenous Hawaiian person, there was never a time in my life when my identity wasn't colonized. However, I spent so much of my childhood in white spaces with people who "don't see color", that I started to not see my own self. It has only been in the last decade or so, entering into educational spheres and having to do my own work in order to support students, that I have been able to begin to reckon with my own identity and how it has been complicated and suppressed by colonialism and a Euro-centric school system. There's is no way to decolonize American schools because they've never not been colonized. We must begin anew. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:16 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230438 Men in the work place able to behave and get away with behavior that would be unacceptable if it were a woman. meghanh2 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230456 2021-10-08 19:33:17 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230456 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230471 I was not allowed to meet my partner's parents because they felt uncomfortable by our queer relationship. I felt a lot of shame and I felt stuck. Like I didn't have the tools to overcome the lifetime of homophobia.

]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:18 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230471 I am an Asian American woman who is smaller than the average American. There are people I am close to that comment on the smallness of my body almost every time I see them. I used to laugh, and now I either do not speak or try to think of something to say to get it to stop. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230506 2021-10-08 19:33:19 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230506 having to fill out my college application and FASFA alone without support https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230537 2021-10-08 19:33:21 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230537 Being ridiculed for my family's home language. Lack of language access (translation/interpreting services) being the norm. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230669 2021-10-08 19:33:28 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230669 information/technology systems that prioritize a deadname https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230683 2021-10-08 19:33:29 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230683 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230709 I commented on a student's hair in a way that was othering. I felt guilt and shame. I didn't have an opportunity to repair it with the student. I acknowledge my own socialization in our racist society and have compassion for myself. I attempt to do living amends through care with my words and a commitment to catch and name racism when I enact that conditioning. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:31 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230709 Racist Teacher https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230821 I went to a very white college and I had a teacher who never gave me the appropriate credit for my work. I once did all the work for a group project and I told her about it and she said "you all contributed the same work" She also told me that positivity is not a word, which I used for one of my papers. I am scarred from this experience and many others since childhood. It impacts me EVERYDAY in my personal and professional work.]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:38 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230821 When I was twelve, after my Filipino parents purchased land for farming, neighbors drove by and yelled at us - "Get out of here!" https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230858 2021-10-08 19:33:40 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230858 In connection to fatphobia, my school had XL as the largest size. I was not able to get free gear offered and it took months to explain. They thought this was a small thing, but this microagression made me feel like I didn't belong and I didn't fit. I was not the right size, the right body, the right color. This shirt and this school was not designed for me and people were not making a place for me. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230885 2021-10-08 19:33:41 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230885 Having my decisions questioned and my hard work unseen https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230888 2021-10-08 19:33:41 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230888 kybarra https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230891 in my car at a traffic light, seeing two black elementary school girls finish crossing the street as the light turned in front of a car of a white man waiting to turn who was calling out of his open window, calling them the N word]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:41 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230891 Growing up asian and being told that having lighter skin is "prettier" https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230912 2021-10-08 19:33:42 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230912 In high school, a football player in my Math class called me a homophobic slur because I had long hair. A classmate said something in my defense, but the teacher was also the football coach. So he insisted that the player was entitled to his opinion and that I would have to get my hair cut if I wanted to be appealing to job opportunities. It sticks with me as an educator because of that teachers reaction. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230920 2021-10-08 19:33:43 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230920 Hearing repeatedly, “But you don’t look sick.” https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230983 2021-10-08 19:33:46 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803230983 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231042 Unconsciously seeking to be part of white spaces and institutions instead of claiming my identity as a person of color.]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:49 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231042 Elitism https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231089 Correction of regional dialects with the assumption that mine is the “correct” version ]]> 2021-10-08 19:33:52 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231089 as a female teacher, working in a school where male teachers are treated with more respect based on their perceived gender. This made me feel frustrated, powerless, and angry eleanorlong3 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231147 2021-10-08 19:33:54 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231147 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231271 While listening to V's first presentation, I was visited by some powerful and painful memories from my youth -- being raised by a white, racist, bigoted family -- and how I learned from them and spoke racist insults to a classmate of color in high school. Remembering this wept, I felt shame and anger]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:01 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231271 terib10 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231291 Being told by my male boss that as a "female leader" I was going to need to "soften up a little bit." Later told in the same institution that I was "too emotional" and "to warm" to lead.

]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:02 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231291 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231307 Being accused multiple times of "faking" ADHD or to "just get over it"]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:03 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231307 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231356 Being told I'll understand something a student did wrong one day when I have my own children. Would that have been said to a male teacher? Doubt it. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:06 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231356 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231663 "sweating for the wedding" -- the idea that I have to work out and be skinny/fit to look beautiful on my wedding day.

]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:22 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231663 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231740 Spending 10 years normalizing and avoiding therapy for my sexual assault because the messages sent to me by society were that men were allowed to treat women like that. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:27 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231740 Growing up overseas with nannies, cooks, housekeepers, etc...and not being aware of the history, impact or privilege. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231767 2021-10-08 19:34:28 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231767 invasive comments about Asian women's bodies when accessing medical care https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231825 2021-10-08 19:34:31 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231825 Sexual violence as a symptom of unequal power along the gender spectrum https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231920 I was sexually abused as a child. There are many ways that I still experience/encounter this trauma. The way that I am most disturbed these days are in my projections onto my son. I am deeply afraid that he will hurt others and hate that these thoughts intrude into my relationship with my sweet baby (he is 8!). ]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:36 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231920 Made a subconscious decision about hiring a babysitter based on race. I felt my young daughter would not be able to connect as well with a women who didn’t look or sound like me. Reflecting on my decision to hire a Caucasian women over an African American women (who were both equally qualified) makes me sick to my stomach now to think about it. And… how that young women might have experiences racism (whether she knew it or not!) because of the color of her skin. I’m ashamed. But so thankful we are now in a place of recognizing these biases, even if they don’t come from a place of hate. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231962 2021-10-08 19:34:38 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803231962 Being told by a parent that I'm not brown enough to be teaching about race. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232062 2021-10-08 19:34:44 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232062 living with the knowledge that as indigenous women myself and those I love are seven times more likely to be murdered or go missing than non indigenous women. That 1 in 3 experience sexual violence and that that violence has infiltrated my family https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232101 2021-10-08 19:34:45 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232101 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232103 When starting my masters program my ex boyfriend through it was cool, but wondered why it was important since I was going to homeschool our children. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:45 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232103 I had a boss who would constantly massage my shoulders and call me breathing heavily in a sexual manner asking if he had reached a phone sex line and telling me he was glad I was a single parent because I could never leave my job https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232208 2021-10-08 19:34:53 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232208 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232249 I was born in Mexico and I was asked if I crossed the river to arrive to USA]]> 2021-10-08 19:34:55 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232249 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232543 In college, friends of friends would visit. Once, when a male friend found out through casual conversation that I was gay, they said I was a "waste of (expletive term for penis)." I really didn't think about how nasty that comment was until recently.]]> 2021-10-08 19:35:11 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232543 Not accepting learning differences as a part of an abelist system and perpetuating harm by highlighting teacher's voices who use direct and indirect language to say "lazy" https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232953 2021-10-08 19:35:33 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803232953 Was told by a parent I wasn't the kind of woman who seemed like a mother https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803233575 2021-10-08 19:36:08 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803233575 lcarpenter24 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234212 Being told by family that they are glad that I turned out lightskin and not dark like my father.]]> 2021-10-08 19:36:45 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234212 https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234363 Once I was told I didn't look non white. That I didn't look as a person of color. I am a latinx woman so this was quite painful.

]]> 2021-10-08 19:36:53 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234363 Sibling Violence https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234461 I was physically abused growing up. However, gender norms prevented many adults in my life from seeing my brothers violence and aggression as abuse. ]]> 2021-10-08 19:36:59 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234461 Correction of my accent/regional dialect by someone whose own dialect is considered "standard", and being judged as uneducated or lazy for speaking the way I speak https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234871 2021-10-08 19:37:23 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803234871 Being told by whites people who does and doesn’t belong in the US as a child of immigrants. Trying to reconcile that with the fact that white america occupies land that has been stolen. Trying to figure my responsibility as a white man in that landscape, who embodies that as a white American citizen, the child of white European immigrants. https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803237666 2021-10-08 19:39:49 UTC https://padlet.com/missv81/ias8wyl7di8nh3so/wish/1803237666