https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters i miss you. en-us 2016-12-13 19:41:29 UTC 2016-12-18 18:08:33 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padletuploads.blob.core.windows.net/aws/153041036/43f738c7c51996a61a832495c817281c/tumblr_nlcf5nnYaH1riav2to1_500.jpg patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143473050
hey beautiful,
it's the first day of being without you and i know it's only for a week but it's only day one and it already feels like a long time. today felt like everything happens in slow-mo and i really just want it to be over with so i can see tomorrow. the more tomorrows i see, the sooner i'll get to see you again. 

i miss you.

i rolled around in bed a lot today but i got bored and went out for a bit. didn't realize i still had your sweater on though! so i guess why not just wear it anyway? it's silly, but i really do feel like you're close. heh. it smells just like you. i hope you didn't miss any of your meals and caught up with sleep, princeling. i didn't miss mine. though.. i think i'm pretty hungry right now. it's late but i'll just go prepare a cup of instant ramen! we ran out of bread, by the way. i hope i remember to go and get some stuff tomorrow. 

tomorrow's just going to be another long day of rolling around in bed. maybe i'll take peanut and nookie to my mom's. i think she misses these feline friends. anyway, i'm gonna make that ramen and call it a night when i'm full enough. i love you and i can't wait to see you again.

p.s: i'm not washing your sweater until you get back.

patch.]]> 2016-12-13 19:47:59 UTC https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143473050 patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143480486 baby!

it's 3:37am and i couldn't sleep again. 

i'm happy i got to talk to you for a little earlier though. i missed you tons. i had to put your sweater in the wash though because i spilled chocolate milk all over it.. i'm sorry. i promise to get it cleaned up! i forgot to get bread when i went to see mom so i hope i'll remember to tomorrow. today's really been just another slow and boring day. and it got a little sad because my best friend is sad.. i hope he'll be okay. maybe not soon but i think he will be okay. i promised to always stay with him.

i... also... thought of... really inappropriate thoughts of you today. i'm embarrassed to even think about it right now but i figured you should know. i was just, you know, thinking about your dick. in my mouth. and i haven't given a blowjob in such a long time so.. why am i even talking about this? am i really this shameless? but hey, hey. maybe.... when you get back.... i could.. you know... reward you.

if you'd like, that is. 

i went to the toy store earlier and bought a new fleshlight to add to my toy box, if you were wondering. also, to replace your sweater, i found the hoodie you were wearing a couple days back so i'm just wearing it now while i try to sleep. it smells so much like you i smiled and almost cried. i'm so silly. but anyway, i think i should try to sleep now. i hope your day hadn't been too hard. and that you're sleeping well! i love you. 

p.s: i'm not wearing any pants so. i might. try that new fleshlight.

patch.]]> 2016-12-13 20:14:31 UTC https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143480486 patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143480638 hi baby.

i feel a little off today for no apparent reason. i think i'm just having an eden withdrawal. sniffles. i miss you so much. and i think the only thing that could have saved today was your arms. it's okay, though. we'll get to cuddle a lot when you get back. i can't wait for you to get back. 

i feel.. smol, all of a sudden. i hope you don't mind me being this way for a bit. heh. i'm not very daddy right now, am i? whining and whining literally in every message i wrote. i'm sorry for that. i'll be your tough, strong boyfriend again as soon as you get back. and i'll hold you in my arms and give you all the kisses you deserve. and we're gonna cuddle for those.. 4 days?? that we have until i have to go for another 3 - 4 days. i'm sorry i couldn't spend christmas with you. i'll make it up to you, i promise. and we'll have a good new year's eve, if you're free.

and we'll celebrate christmas together next year. i'm excited.

it's 3:50am while i type this and i have to be up in.. four hours? i know i said i'd try to sleep earlier but my body refuses to let me rest. i'll make sure i don't get sick though. which means i should try to sleep now. i love you, fray. i really, really miss you. but i'll see you soon. just four more days.

patch.

]]> 2016-12-13 20:15:07 UTC https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143480638 patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143717386
lots and lots of whining noises. it's been such a long day and i've been tired since i woke up but it's almost 3am and i can't sleep. i'm tired and i'm missing you and it's cold here without you and my bed's too empty. i just wanna hold you in my arms again. i wanna kiss you. and tell you i love you.

this week's been so long and slow and verging towards painful. i don't like being without you, but i suppose this time apart will only make me realize how much i hate being without you and that i'd know how it would be like to not have you and i don't ever want to lose you. i miss you a lot. 

and i love you. more and more each day.

two more days til i get to see you again and i really cant wait. i'll be right here, always waiting for you. i hope you return to me safely and come monday, i'll get to hold you again. 

i will try to sleep now! it's 2:50am and i should get some sleep before i get to 4am instead. heh. i love you, baby. so so so so much.

patch.]]> 2016-12-14 19:52:04 UTC https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143717386 patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143718071 midnight. lonely. cold. 

i miss you.

i miss my arms around you. i miss your arms around me. i miss your kisses and your voice and the way you always make me feel okay. i miss you so much.

today's been another long and boring day but i think i'm going to head to bed earlier. my head hurts. my heart aches for you. i'm tired even though i've done literally nothing tiring. but on a bright side, tomorrow's the final day i have to be lonely and mope around. i can't wait to see you on monday. gonna kiss and cuddle and not let you go. sniffles.

i love you. goodnight.

patch.]]> 2016-12-14 19:54:00 UTC https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/143718071 patchpoodle https://padlet.com/patchpoodle/letters/wish/144225665 screams. creams. 

i can't wait to see you tomorrow. it's 2am and i swear i'm headed to sleep now because there's finally something to wake up to and i'm just. incoherent. i missed you so much, you have no idea. okay, well, maybe you do. i'm just a.kjlkfjlg. i'm so happy. I'M SO HAPPY.

i'll see you really, really soon okay? it's been one hell of a week and i almost d i e d but i'm alive now so i could see you again. i missed missed missed you. i love you. i'll see you tomorrow, baby. 

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