Like for example I don't like attending parties but to be able to have many friends I have to go...

Don’t invite your friends to your birthday party, celebrate alone with your family and enjoy

Thanks for listening to me, actually, reading me

Hello, To whoever is reading this. I just want to tell you that you are beautiful and I know how bad you need to hear it. Being a girl, it’s hard being objectified. It’s harder. I know guys go through a lot of things, but I’m not aware of it so I’m not gonna speak about it as I don’t go through it, but being a girl is so hard. If you do not possess a certain body type your objectified for being too thin or being skinny, but if you’re a bit overweight, you’re made fun of and innocent that it’s already been portrayed like who’s gonna love you if you’re looking in a certain way , and that sucks. I won’t reveal the teacher who said this to me once she said, and I quote “ Walk a certain way because the way you walk looks like you want to be objectified by the Boys” until today I cannot get why she told that to me, regardless we born and brought up in a society like that, but we can change and we’re capable of it. So do all the girls out there who are struggling with their body issues. I just want to tell you that you are beautiful, the way you are and trust me. There’s gonna be someone who is gonna love you so much for who you are and Will not have a desire to change you.

I’ve been there—trying so hard to fit in with a group that didn’t align with who I really was. I forced myself to engage in things I didn’t care about, and it left me feeling uncomfortable, exhausted, and constantly pretending. Eventually, I realized that it wasn’t worth it. I started initiating conversations about things I genuinely liked and found people who shared my interests. Now, I’m surrounded by people I can be real with, no acting required. The key is to keep being you—your tribe will come. Start the conversations, see if your values match, and let the right people find you. It’s about creating an authentic connection where you can share anything, without the pressure to change

But if you really value making such friendships, Start the conversations, see if your values match, and let the right people find you. It’s about creating an authentic connection where you can share anything, without the pressure to change.You can also try joining clubs like Interact—I made some amazing friendships there with like-minded people. Just keep being yourself, and the right connections will come!

If you’re comfortable, try talking to them about how you feel. Be real about the support you need, whether it's for school, friendships, or just being heard. Sometimes, they might not even realize how distant they’ve become.

But if that doesn’t click, don’t stress! Find your tribe—the friends and mentors who get you and lift you up. School clubs, like Interact or sports teams, are great for meeting like-minded people. Those connections can fill the gaps that your family might not.

Also, focus on your own goals and aspirations. Use this situation as motivation to prove to yourself that you’re capable, no matter what. Remember, you’re not alone in this journey. Surround yourself with positivity and support from friends and mentors who truly see your potential. Keep shining, and don’t let the lack of parental support hold you back!

I feel betrayed like I’ve never before. After finally saying something really close to me after such a long time, the person I told it to couldn’t even keep it to themselves for half an hour. It led to people I love getting hurt and that just broke me. Made me feel like I’d never be loved again. I don’t think I can trust anyone anymore.

With each passing day, my self-esteem has really gone down, and my confidence level is zero. I yearn to break free from this prison of expectations and find my own path. I want to be able to speak my mind without fear of judgment, to pursue my passions without guilt. But for now, I'm stuck, desperate to find a way out of this darkness and into a life where I can be my true self.

So, don't think about people, think about your friendship, just live with what you think, that's all that matters, enjoy your time with eachother without caring what others say, 'cause at the end of it "Kuch toh log kahenge, logo ka kaam hai kehna" :)

when I close my eyes,

it's like the horror returns and I'm back there again.

Back to the shadows of yesterday,

where memories lurk like ghosts in the darkness.

I see the blood again,

vivid and red,

staining everything in sight.

The weight of those moments presses down on me,

suffocating me as if I'm trapped in a never-ending loop of pain and regret.

Each memory like a curse,

haunting me relentlessly,

dragging me back into that abyss of agony.

Every flashback,

like a nightmare coming to life,

replaying the trauma over and over again.

I can feel the fear clutching at my heart,

squeezing until it's hard to breathe.

I try to escape,

By stabbing a shard of glass in my hand

Trying to come back into the present

but the past has its claws sunk deep into my soul,

refusing to let go.

It’s so frustrating and exhausting as it feels like I’m viewing life through a glass veil

Not being able to experience the present but being there

And so, I remain haunted,

forever tormented by the echoes of what once was,

unable to break free from the chains of my own mind.

Due to all this drama that one student’s social circle is also affected and nobody even in his/ her own class is not ready to talk to him .

Whenever I get close to a girl platonically,

I always end up catching feelings for her.

And I am certain that this happens with almost every other guy aswell.

But then why do guys LIE and hide their true feelings?

The answer to this is that they fear losing contact with the girl.

Most of the guys would rather be a girl’s “friend” than telling her their true intention,

And it’s because they like the attention they get from being their friend.

The thought of losing contact with that girl fears them

But how can I say this with confidence?

It’s cause all the guys around me (including me) have experienced this.

Guys are capable of waiting for years for an opportunity…

And until then they’ll happily remain a “friend”.

Have a great day, I hope this helps.

I blocked this one friend I was pretty close to w/o saying anything because it was someone that really triggered them & I never explained myself. Stopped talking to a lot of friends and started ignoring them because at that point I thought it was out of respect for my partner and it was the right thing to do (they told me they weren’t comfortable with me having those friends). And my partner talked to me about not liking these people as well. However, now that the relationship ended, they have gone and become really close friends with all of them, and i’m afraid that they may be telling these people lies about me, or at least not telling them the whole story because if they did I doubt they would be friends with the people they’re friends with. I disrespected myself by allowing someone else’s insecurities to cross my boundaries, but in the process I also disrespected those who were close to me and those I really valued, and the guilt of it has been weighing pretty heavy on my heart. I don’t expect to reconcile with these friends, but I would like to apologise and explain myself because I think they deserve the closure and explanation & to know it had nothing to do with my feelings for them. But i’m too scared to confront my friends about this because I don’t want it to come off as me badmouthing this person or trying to “spread rumours” or anything of that sort, I genuinely just feel that I did them wrong and that they deserve the truth and an apology. Maybe i’m making it bigger than it is but it’s been bothering me a lot, I would appreciate any advice anyone might have. And if you’ve read all of this, I really appreciate that, I hope you have an amazing day ahead, thank you so much ♥️.