US, ME AND YOU by Heroine https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz en-us 2017-11-29 04:37:42 UTC 2017-12-01 13:27:38 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-assets.s3.amazonaws.com/icons/Doubleheart.png lamourdemavie https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz/wish/211793381 Somewhere you sit in front of a screen, your fingers pecking, pecking, little black marks - arrows that will zing straight into my heart. 
Whatever is in your mind, whatever madness is laying waste to your life, whatever dark hole you’re trying to scrabble out of, please know this: 
To meㅡ 
You are the single shining light in this terrifying universe;
You are the one voice that quiets all my fears;
You are the one song that can give me hope. 
]]> 2017-11-30 11:46:05 UTC https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz/wish/211793381 lamourdemavie https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz/wish/211794706 It’s been a rough few months. 
I’ve been a mess. 
You’ve been a mess. 
It’s been a messy few months. Few weeks and days, really. But we’re working through it. That’s what makes us work. 

We shut down and one of us can’t take it and we talk things out. It’s horrible and terrifying sometimes.
Parts of me think if I’m honest, it’ll will break us. Parts of me think that if you know all my parts, you’ll run. Parts of me think that you won’t grow and I won’t stand for it, and I’ll end up running.

That’s the thing, baby. Tensions will arise. Disagreements will happen. There will be uncomfortable conversations. Ramblings through tears and moments of hopelessness.

I don’t know that we will always be able to come together afterwards. So far, we’ve been able to. I believe in all out honesty. I’ve been able to be completely honest with you. It hasn’t always been easy, and sometimes you don’t like what you hear. But we talk. We listen. We try to hear each other and grow together. That’s all we can ask.

It's not all rainbows and cute instagram selfies. We definitely have those moments, but it’s when we come together to deal with the hard stuff that makes me sure we have a chance at lifelong happiness.

I love you. And I know you love me. We’re both hard to deal with sometimes. But the love we share gets us to the table, to put in the work. This shit is hard work.

]]> 2017-11-30 11:51:27 UTC https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz/wish/211794706 First of all, I love you lamourdemavie https://padlet.com/lamourdemavie/hok2bpeta1iz/wish/212144152 Thank you for talking to me about sweet nothings. 
Thank you for staying up all night listening to my weird confessions, deepest secrets and for comforting me when I breakdown and cry at 2 AM over the phone.
Thank you because I felt a little glimpse of happiness when I’m seeing you from a far with a smile into your lips, laugh that became music to my ears and eyes that sparkles, reflect how happy your soul is.  
Thank you for loving me in times when I can’t love myself anymore.
Thank you for not giving up on me, love.
Thank you teaching me how to appreciate the little things.
Thank you for teaching me how to value time and moments.

Never ending thank you for your never ending love, patience, and faithfulness to me.

You are the man who never give up on me when I’ve given you plenty of reasons to. You never stopped loving me even on my bad days and on my lazy days.

You see, I’ve been called pretty and beautiful by many but none of them made me believe it,but you, you didn’t just made me believe I was beautifu, you made me feel like I was the most beautiful girl in the world. And what's more beautiful about you calling me beautiful is that, it taught me how to appreciate and love myself, from inside and out.

You are a blessing in disguise.

You taught me how to take care of myself, you taught me how to pick myself up every time I fall. You are with me in every process and step I take in this beautiful relationship that we have.

You are my everything, after all.

So please forgive me for thousand mistakes that I've made. 
I promise I’ll do better, for me, you and us.
Because I love you, no matter what.

And if nothing else will do, write because I love you in ways that you will never understand simply because of those little black arrows piercing my heart. 
To inspire loveㅡ what better reason could there be?
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