You made me feel something I hadn’t felt in a long time—completely seen, completely wanted, completely at ease. It wasn’t just the way you looked at me, as if I was the only person in the room, or the way you traced soft patterns on my skin as we lay together in the quiet hours of the night. It was the way you listened, the way you laughed, the way you let me be myself without hesitation. I didn’t have to hide, didn’t have to be anything other than who I truly am, because with you, that was enough. And in return, I wanted to give you the same—to make you feel as special, as adored, as happy as you made me. I never knew three days could hold so much joy, so much tenderness, so much longing wrapped into fleeting moments that I wish I could relive over and over again.

Now that I’m away from you, all I can think about is when I’ll see you again. I keep replaying every second in my mind—the way you smiled at me, the way you held me, the way I felt in your arms as if I had finally found a place where I truly belonged. It’s a strange feeling, missing someone so intensely even though it hasn’t been that long. But I do. I miss you more than I can put into words, and all I want is to be back by your side, to lose myself in your presence once more. I don’t know when that will be, but I hope it’s soon. Because after these three days with you, I know one thing for certain—I don’t want this to be the last time.

i also really like how you still take the time to check in on me even when you’re busy with college and your internship. i know you’ve got a lot going on, but you still make the effort to reach out. even something as simple as telling me what you’re up to makes me feel remembered and not ignored. it may seem small, but it actually means a lot to me.

and what i like the most is how everything feels natural with you. no pressure, no pretending, we just talk and it clicks. that kind of connection is rare, and i really value it.

so yeah, thank you for being this thoughtful and present. i really enjoy talking to you. hope we get to talk more, share random stuff, laugh over silly things, or just stay in touch as friends.

Shall we meet again sometimes? Until then, please take care of yourself. Jangan lupa bawa payung dan botol minumnya selalu, ya? Makan enak dan istirahat yang cukup juga. I'll see you later. 🤍

With all my heart,

Amayi

first of all, thank you for reading my form seriously and i'm glad i choose oyul as your fc bcs you really knew him and his inside jokes really well. it was such a great time talking to you. like i said, i had a bad experience with the first & last talent before you, but you really are the one i wouldn't mind to experience over and over again. thank you for being the chalant, super cool, super funny, super smart, super cute, and always has something witty to say! you are truly someone special and i feel like i find a best friend and a lover at the same time.

semoga sesi ini juga tidak kalah menyenangkannya buat kamu. i'l remember all our conversations over odeng dan sosis overpriced, bahas hirono-hirono imut dan teru teru bozu kita, bahasan soal miiko dan film-film kita, tiba-tiba beli merch lngshot bareng dan hendak merambah ke perekonomian jepang lewat popmart haikyuu 😁 and definitely i'll remember you when listening to hanya kau by the adams dan kabar bahagia by rumahsakit. you are such a wonderful someone to experience feeling loved and being in love with!

semoga kamu juga ketemu orang yang bisa sayang sama kamu sebagaimana kamu mengapresiasi & menghargai org lain ya maeyy thank you so much for all the attention and love you have given me selama sesi it's really what i need after a long, tiring week. <3

with love, eve

It really means a lot for me. Aku beneran kalut pada saat itu jadi pas denger kamu defending me and reminding me of your worth, it really felt like a fresh air. Terus kamu juga LUCU BANGET PLEASE. Kocak banget. Makasih yaa udah cairin suasana dengan jokesmu dan kecintaanmu pada bahasa arab.

Semoga kamu bahagia selalu dan kebahagiaan mengikutimu kemanapun kamu pergi, Mael. داداه!

The thing I love the most is how easy it is to talk to you. I never feel like I have to filter myself around you because you somehow match every single energy I have perfectly. If I want to be dramatic, you’ll be dramatic with me. If I want to yap nonsense, you’ll entertain me instead of telling me to calm down. THANK YOU for always matching my energy so well, Mayel imuuttt. :]

And everyone should know that you’re unintentionally comforting too. One second we’re bullying each other for fun, and then suddenly you say something so sweet that I have to stare at the wall for a few seconds pretending I’m not affected by it. It’s actually sickening. Talking to you somehow makes everything feel more entertaining. Embarrassingly enough, my mood genuinely gets better every time I talk to you. It was really fun spending those days with you, Mayel, and thank you for accompanying me through them. My days felt so much better because of you. Also… you’re cute in a SULE way and in an actual cute way too, which is honestly very unfair. HAHHAHA, that’s a compliment, take it with love, ya ? ;)

—MJ.

I wish you many good days, your food smells not too strong to your liking, I wish it’s bright and warm wherever you’re going, I wish you an empty seat in every bus you ride. I love you, I love you Mayiiii. I will cherish your love forever. And moreee. 🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻

Thank you for making me realized that someone like you still existed in this big world, and lucky me that I met you and could have time with you. I can’t believe that you could be clingy and sweet at the same time, the way you keep asking me for kiss and hug that’s the cutest thing that I love from you, I love when you being clingy, sweet and care to me, and also I like the way you told me about your day, and appreciated me.

Thank you so much, Mael. You’re such a good person and loving person, may words could not describe how perfect you are. I hope we can meet again sometime?

Ethan.

Jaga kesehatannya, ya, Mayel. Mulai kurangi minum es-es, jangan sampai sakit, kalau (amit-amit) sakit langsung berobat dan nurut kata dokter. Thank you once again for loving Abang so warmly, Mayel. See you soon, okay?

Regards, M.

Mael, my El, you sure do have a way of making people feel at ease. It's like I get to loosen my grip on life for a little while. As if the world gets less demanding whenever you are around and I have all the time in the world to just lie down and embrace the circadian rhythms.

Could things ever get boring with you? I enjoy sharing this middle ground of extending love toward each other in various forms. Those silly texts and crashouts on each movie night whenever the characters get a little, or perhaps too reckless.

I'm appy! So appy. I hope you are too. :] Because that's all that matters. By any chance we get to see each other again, I'd be more than glad. But until then, please be well.

All the love,

G.

dd keep healthy yaaaaa, semoga hari-harinya dd dipenuhi kebahagiaan terus okeoke? soalnya km kan sunshine. hope to meet you again nduttt 🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻